Ok, because this chapter is so very very short, as I intended it to be I am putting two updates up for all you wonderful readers, so I hope you enjoy...
Boarding School Hell
Dear Wyatt,
I know I'm probably the last person that you want to hear from, but I thought you had better hear this from me rather than from Chris, who I have an idea will twist what I am about to say.
I know you know about what happened between us, and I can tell you know that I am probably most to blame, although his actions did shock me. And as much as I loved it and wanted him to realise how much he still loved me, it did not work, in fact I know it just made his love for you even stronger.
When I told you about it, I wasn't exactly truthful. I told you that we had been sleeping together for a in while, but in truth that was the first time since we had broken up, you can trust him, Wyatt, he will never hurt you purposely. What happened was a big mistake while Chris was hurting, and I let him. Really, I should have stopped him but I was hurting too, so please don't blame him all for it. I know how much he loves you and actually I saw how much you loved him. The way you looked at him the first time I saw you was a give away, and I'm sorry that I have caused so much trouble since then.
I have loved Chris so much over the years, that I was scared that losing him would mean I would lose everything, but he had proven that that is not true, because even though he has lost his whole family, I know he has you, I just hope that he will not lose you because of some stupid mistake that both of us made.
Oh, and also, I hope you're not holding the fact that he hit me against him, I'm not sure of your views on that but I thought I would let you know that he has apologised for it, and I know that I had pushed it too far bringing up his parents and grandpa. In fact, I suppose you could say I'm a spiteful cow and a sore loser, but either way, I know I deserved it even if it was morally wrong. I don't hold that against him and I hope you don't either.
I hope this letter has helped you see that Chris is worth keeping hold of. I would have done anything to get him back, but now I know that he has moved on to someone new, and that person is you, so please think hard about trusting him again. I know he didn't mean it.
Anyway, I have nothing left to say and I still have to write Chris' letter. Oh, I will be out of your lives from now on. I'm moving to Canada with my mom for a fresh start so I'm a little too far away to come round and cause trouble. Also, I won't be writing or calling him, I suppose it's best for both of us to get out of each other's lives.
Yours,
Bianca
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