Desire- part two

The Memory Somehow Matches

Three years before first part

"Carlisle, you realize this wasn't a very good decision, right?" Edward's voice was ice. He couldn't even understand why did his "father" do that? Why did he bring that …girl with him? Why, why and why? She was the one who always made girls around her be ashamed they existed only because they weren't as beautiful as she was. And, for God's sake, she wasn't that beautiful, she was superficial with that blond hair and with those blue eyes. Nothing special, doll style and she was just a human, well… she has been human because now she was transforming. Great job, dad, really, brilliant! He thought bitterly, although he knew Carlisle couldn't hear him.

"Edward, she was dying…"

"People die every day! What are you going to do now? Save them all?" Edward's anger was rising.

"Stop talking like that Edward! I couldn't leave her there…"

"Why? She was too beautiful?" This last comment made Carlisle turn his back to his only son. Edward took a deep breath and tried to calm himself. Breathing was good when he was trying to calm down, breathing deeply was a good medicine to anger. He was overreacting, somehow, he knew it, but this all situation was just wrong. She being here was wrong.

Rosalie Hale, queen of the city, queen of women and queen of all the male hearts. She was a tall, blonde girl with sea blue eyes and full lips. Edward shook his head. Nothing impressive, nothing that could turn me on, just nothing. But his opinion about her didn't change reality. She was in his house, on the floor, screaming like she was burning in hell, crying for her mother. She seemed in pain, in a big pain. But Edward didn't care. He will never care about her. She was nothing.

Esme entered the room silently. She approached the screaming creature and placed one of her cold, pale hands on her forehead. As much as knew, that will make her feel better. I wanted so much to take Esme's hand from her head, to let her burn in greater flames than before, but I couldn't do that to Esme. She was too good, too kind, she didn't deserve that. But that desire to hurt her was as strong as thirst. He wanted to see her in pain because she had entered his family. Esme turned her head to look at him, then she spoke.

"Isn't she beautiful, Edward?"

He could hear hope in her voice. Hope for what? He just shook his head. Esme's eyes went sad.

"Why?"

This question made him close his eyes. He couldn't tell her what he was thinking about her, her heart was too kind to hear it.

"She's just a normal girl."

His reply made Esme look at the floor. Her thoughts were confusing. If only he…I hope he'll like her, they would be such a nice couple. In that moment, Edward froze. Couple, what couple, why was she thinking that about him and that blonde girl? Anger entered his dead heart. Esme couldn't think he would love that…person. She couldn't believe he would see in her more than a person. She was probably going crazy with all that love and kindness. Edward woke from his stillness and went directly to the door. He opened it and went outside, into the forest.

The air was cold, it was good for his mood. The moon was shining beautifully on the black sky. There were no stars this night, no little spots full of silver light. Pity!

Another scream broke the silence. Damn, if she continues like that, she'll wake up the whole city, although we're living 10 miles from the town. What was so special in her? What made Carlisle bring her home? She was nothing special, nothing beautiful, nothing perfect. She was just a little princess who got what she deserved.

In that moment, Edward stopped his mutual speech. No, even if she was such a horrible person, he couldn't talk like that about her…she was, well, have been human and she made mistakes. He made mistakes, so many mistakes, he took lives… so many lives. He was a killer, she wasn't and that was making her so much better than him. No, but this was only her beginning. She will kill too and then they'll be equals. Then she will be even more horrible than now and he'll hate her even more.

Edward continued his walk through the dark forest without looking back at the white house where his new enemy was screaming. He reached a big and sparkling lake. It was like a huge mirror for the too incredible moon. Some moon rays touched his stone skin, gently, making him shiver. They let a little trail on his cheek, neck and chest, a bright and sparkling trail. That was the big secret of Edward Cullen…that was why he never got married or he never died like he should have. He was a child of forever, if you could call it like that. His kind and himself were vampires, dark creatures who killed innocent people only for their thirst. So many accidents which didn't have a logical cause, so many deaths which have been kept secret, everything was caused by vampires. A secret world, a forbidden world, a strange world was living, existing and nobody knew. Edward couldn't be angry or sad about that. It would have caused a big war, the War of the Worlds, and other innocent would have died. Keeping this as a secret is better and safer, for them. Edward laughed at the thought. For him it was funny. It was funnier than other things, funnier than his life from the past 2 days.

He looked again at the clear water and felt the desire to swim in the warm water. He undressed and threw his clothes somewhere under a big tree. Edward entered the water at vampire speed and began to swim under the dark colored sky. He forgot to breath for a couple of hours. Not breathing is good, makes you forget about the world even more than just ignoring it.

Four hours later he decided to get out from the water. It was almost dawn and he had to hide from the warm sun rays. They were his enemies, but how could something so beautiful be dangerous. And, more than that, for a killer, a murderer, a vampire, who was more dangerous, he was the most dangerous creature on the planet and he knew it.

He put his clothes back on his incredibly beautiful body and stood down on a huge rock looking at the rising sun. A new day has begun for humans, a new day full of hope, but for Edward, that was over. He was living an undying day. His life was a day and he was just walking in it, and he'll walk in it forever alone, without a mate. That was his greatest fear, he just didn't hope to meet his other half anymore. He had lived too much alone to hope for somebody to stay with him through his forever.

"I love you too!" a little voice called in the forest. Edward looked immediately in that direction and saw a couple walking through forest. The boy and the girl were approaching were he was standing, so he moved faster than light to reach another spot to hide. He looked back at the two humans and, for the first time in his life, he didn't feel the thirst for their blood, but for what they were feeling. He looked at the girl. She had blue eyes and blonde hair and she was pretty enough.

"Mom, what if never find somebody to be my wife?" little Edward asked his mother. She looked down at him and smiled a kind smile and giggled a little.

"For course you'll find somebody!"

"If I will, I want her to be like you!"

"No, Edward. She will be a queen. She will have the stars and the moon in her curls, the stormy ocean in her eyes and she'll be more beautiful than all of them together. You'll see, trust me."

Edward opened his eyes and looked again at the happy couple. He saw them kissing lovingly and he decided he had enough so he ran home. When he saw the big house, he began to take little steps. He opened the wooden door and entered the house. He stepped inside slowly and his eyes met Carlisle's.

"Edward." Carlisle greeted. He just nodded. He looked around and saw a girl standing near Carlisle. She had fear in her eyes and innocence in her features. She will be a queen.She will have the stars and the moon in her curls, the stormy ocean in her eyes and she'll be more beautiful than all of them together. She was a queen.She had stars in her hair, in those pale blond curls. Her eyes have been blue once, they have had the ocean in them once. And she was truly beautiful. Edward looked at her and observed her unnatural beauty, the one he never saw in the girl a day ago.

"Edward, this is Rosalie." Added Carlisle. Edward just looked. They would be such a nice couple…She will have the stars and the moon in her curls.

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