Desire
Part 3
One Of The Fights
In which she discovers her new anger
"So do you think you can help me?" she asked a bit afraid.
Her plan was dangerous for their secret, but she wanted to take her revenge.
"Rose, I don't know what to say about it. I mean, firstly it sounds too dangerous and secondly…" He paused.
"Secondly what?"
"Do you think you have enough control to do it? I mean you are a newborn after all and you have only a few months. I don't think you should do it. At least, not yet."
Edward was trying hard to convince Rosalie that she will be in great danger if she'll do what she had planned, but her will was unbreakable. He was amazed, in the same time, by her courage and power. She was truly an incredible person. He remembered when they first talked…
"So you are older than me?!" She asked surprised.
"Yes, I am." He tried to keep a serious face, although talking to her was really relaxing.
"So why are you in this state?"
"What state?" this time he couldn't hold a small smile.
"You know…. Almost dead and that….Why are you a vampire?" she asked curious.
"I was dying of Spanish flu when Carlisle saved me."
"Oh…"
"Yeah, it's a nicer story than yours, I suppose." He added.
"Right…" she turned her eyes from his and looked at the floor.
He felt guilty immediately. He approached her slowly and put a hand on her shoulder.
"If we had happy endings, we'd all be under gravestones now."
She was surprised by his words, not cruel, but true. He was just so right. She took his free hand in hers. He was warm.
"Thank you!" she whispered.
In the last month they realized that they liked the same books, they had the same taste in music. Not to mention she was the perfect representation of his mother's vision.
"Of course I can handle myself, Edward! I feel the power in me. I just have to do it. He has to pay for what he has done." She said quickly and looked at him sadly.
Edward approached her slowly and gave her a long hug. When they touched, he felt an electricity.
God, why do I feel like that next to him? Why do I feel like he's the only thing that matter's in this damn world?
So she was feeling something for him too. Maybe this was the right time for both of them to start a new life. They had both suffered a lot, they had both felt the pain and they were both there, together, hugging, without breathing. That moment didn't need interruptions, like breathing. Silence was enough for them both to think about their lives, their thoughts, their dreams, their weaknesses, their new family and their infinite future.
Rose thought it was nice that he was now part of her future and that she will see him everyday. She was beginning to realize that she had some strong feelings for him…for her Edward. Although only a month had passed since they first met, she found him charming already. It was hard for her to resist his kind eyes, his red lips, perfect hair, incredible body and the list could continue all the eternity.
When they first met he acted a bit…weird, considering he ignored her the first day and the second and the third, but she kept following everywhere so he once stopped and that marked the beginning of what was their friendship. Her Edward…
Wait…what? Her Edward? What is wrong with her? He is not hers. He probably belongs to another woman, a prettier one…
"No one is prettier than you are," he said quietly.
Rose's world froze. Damn his stupid mind reading. She heard him laugh and it was for sure about her.
"Correction, about what you said."
"Right." She tried to focus on her smart plan to exterminate the one she hated the most.
"You don't hate him," he said slowly.
"I don't?" she asked without any attention, without really hearing what Edward said. Plans, a lot of great plans were in her mind in that moment, covering her whole attention. She will wear her wedding dress.
Yes, that's a good idea. She will appear as the dead future wife he'll never have.
"Yes, that will be really terrifying."
Rose suddenly woke up from her day dreaming and looked at him.
"What have you been saying?"
"Well, it's an honor to see you giving me so much attention."
His voice was full of sarcasm. Without warning and a chance to stop it, her fury began to rise.
"What' wrong with you? Who do you think you are to talk to me like that?" she shouted and attacked Edward.
He was surprised by her sudden shout and didn't have the time to block her strong push. A big noise was heard and he knew a part of the room had been destroyed.
Carlisle and Esme were there in a second.
"What's happening here?" asked Carlisle worried.
He got Rose up from the ground, where she has tried to attack Edward again. Thank God he was fast!
"Nothing to be worried about, father!" said Edward a bit angrily.
Rose felt the change in his voice from sarcasm to anger and that only made her even more furious. Although a part in her brain was telling her to stop because it was possible to hurt Edward, the other parts wanted other parts wanted exactly the opposite, so she ran from Carlisle's arms and attacked him once more. He wasn't fighting back and that was making her furious again.
"Fight!" she shouted.
God, she sounded like an animal and she couldn't stop. It was like she was possessed.
"No!" Edward answered quickly and lit her ruin his shirt.
"Rose, stop, please!" said Esme sobbing.
That was the moment she stopped. She felt the demon losing strength at hearing her new mother's voice. Her hands froze at Edward's neck, his chest now at full view. She could look, now it was a chance to look.
She had always wondered how his body would look, because he was more handsome than any man on this Earth. She had to admit she found him very attractive. So she looked.
Her eyes first contemplated his neck, then his strong chest and arms, every part of him perfect. She stared…for some time and she knew she'll never get enough.
"Like what you see?"
His sudden question would have made her blush because yes, she was really enjoying the view, but in her position, that only made her anger rise. Her hands hardened against his neck.
She glared at him.
"Edward, stop annoying her! Rosie, come please, lets talk you and me," said Esme hopeful.
Rosalie took her hands from Edward's neck and placed herself quickly near to Esme.
"I would love that, Esme!"
She was confused by her change of mood, but also happy. At least, the anger disappeared. Trust Esme calm the furious ocean. She and Esme went towards the kitchen, to talk, but before they entered it, she stopped, looked at Edward and said:
"Yes."
He understood quickly and smiled.
"I need a new shirt, you know…"
She laughed and left the room. Fights only made their relation stronger.
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