CHAPTER 4

An overwhelming sense of relief fell before her as Jules entered the locker room.

Glad that is over with, at least for another 6 months she thought. Although she didn't beat the raining champion Mr. Wordsworth in his 6 minute flat completion time of the obstacle course, she did smoke Lou and dusted Spike and that is all that matter.

"Hmm so I've lost 5lbs and weighed in 120lbs ,with 8lbs being the Kevlar...happy? Nah, too bad the 5lbs weight lost only can be seen on the scale." Jules thought to herself as she irritably looked and scrutinized every inch of her body as she stood in front of the mirror.

"Nice large hips…why do I have be short and stalk anyway?.… Okay self, I just have to work harder, eat right and just cut out meat from my diet for a little while and no bread. Definetely no bread." Jules disappointedly said to herself. Somewhere in the back of her mind was still the voice of reason. The voice of reason that wanted her to eat like a normaly human being and not deprieve and continue to starve herself.

" And, nothing is wrong with me either. This is just healthy dieting so I can look great in a dress and just be noticed. Really noticed for me, not because I'm a girl Sniper in a SRU uniform. The weigh in is over so no more puking…and the deal with the razor…I was just upset. Right? Of course I'm right. I'm Jules Callaghan" she began contemplating and trying to convince herself nothing was wrong. But at the core of her very being, she knew. There was no denying to she had a problem. After all if what she was doing was remotely normal why hide it from everyone, especially the guys she referred to as Family.

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As Kira entered the SRU woman's locker room, she survey's the area to make sure she was alone and then proceeds to carry in a military sea bag.....a very heavy sea bag.

"Braddock you owe me big time." she mumbled to herself as she dropped the heavy sea bag to the floor.

"I wonder what all this stuff in the bag is?. For your sake Sam, this stuff better mean something to Jules. At least I hope it does. I sure hope you know what your…" her thoughts interrupted as she heard the click of the security lock unlock the locker room door. In a state of panic Kira wedges herself in between a small space between another row of lockers as Jules nears her line of sight.

"Okay were back early. They can't be done with the weigh in. No way. May be she has to go to the bathroom before the weigh in. Shit, come on Jules for once don't be a good cop and notice the seabag" Kira silently thought crossing her fingers.

Jules being engrossed in thought and rushing to put her bullet proof vest on to meet up with the team for the Commander's weigh in, overlooks the huge green sea bag on the floor next to her locker..

Realizing Jules had completely missed the bag, Kira slowly breaths a sigh of relief. Thinking Jules would soon leave after grabbing her gear, Kira was then taken back as she observed the rest of Jules' actions. "What the hell………?" She silently exclaimed as she felt overwhelming sadness toward her friend and counterpart fill her heart as she secretly continued to watch Jules.

TBC

DON'T WORRY I ALWAYS KEEP MY PROMISES. JUST HAD TO BREAK IT ALL DOWN. I'LL UPDATE AGAIN TOMORROW, MAYBE SATURDAY WITH THE CHAPTER THAT DISCLOSES WHAT KIRA DID FOR SAM AND WHAT SAM IS DOING FOR JULES. HOPEFULLY YOU WILL THINK IT WAS WORTH THE WAIT, OR JUST SCORPIO ME;0). IT HAS BEEN A REALLY BUSY WEEK. BUT I WANTED TO GET SOMETHING UP BY FRIDAY AS PROMISED.

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