Okay, I know that it is M-rated because of the chapter one but this chapter is also M-rated. I have no knowledge having a sexual relationship but I have read some Romance Novels so I got a general idea but I won't go into that much detail for those who can't stand it. And I am totally rambling. Tyara, you know you warningSTAY AWAY FROM SWEETS BEFORE READING THIS. So if you have, step away from the comp for ten and don't you dare touch any more pie. Lol, Huggies Tyara. Anyways, here is Chapter Fourteen (ONE LEMON INSIDE)…

Disclaimer: I can't claim to be Stephenie Meyers even if I changed my name.

Chapter Fourteen

Together

Alice was in heaven when we announced we were getting married that she woke up Rosalie to tell her that they needed to plan a wedding. I shook my head as I went to check up on Elizabeth.

Edward and I decided on a New Years Eve Wedding. It sounded a bit cliché but we wanted to start a new year together. Edward planned to adopt Elizabeth the same evening after the wedding and then followed by Elizabeth's baptism. I wasn't sure how it was all going to happen all in one night, but I had a funny feeling if we wanted it so Alice would make it so.

Edward continued to take out every other Friday, leaving Elizabeth with Alice to watch. We would do different things each night. One night we went to Port Angeles and saw a movie. The other time, we went Seattle for an art show—Edward bought me a painting of Paris, which he whispered later that he was thinking of taking me for our honeymoon. I told him I wasn't leaving Elizabeth alone here in Forks. He just laughed and said that Elizabeth was coming too. Aw, yeah! (A/N: I have a pic on my profile of a look-a-like of the painting Edward bought)

But the time I liked the most was spending time with Edward, just cuddling, while Elizabeth was asleep in her cradle. I would smile as I listened to her breath in and out.

We were into our two month of our engagement when I felt suddenly…bad. I was thinking of how much Edward and I loved each other when it hit me, outside of kissing me…he hasn't had sex with me. And suddenly I became afraid.

"Here," Edward said, offering me one of the strawberries that he bought earlier that day.

I opened my mouth and took the bite. What if Edward didn't want to touch me because of…

"Bella," Edward said, looking at me, his head tilted to the side. "What are you thinking in that pretty little brain of yours?"

I swallowed and said, "Nothing."

"Liar," he said, smiling my favorite smile. "You know you are a terrible liar. Now come on and tell me what are you thinking of. You're not having second thoughts of getting married are you?"

"Of course not," I said.

"Good." And he leaned in for a kiss.

"I just—" He kissed me again "—wondering—" another kiss, my eyes closed "—why you—" another kiss, slightly lingering against my lips. "—haven't had sex with me?"

Edward froze at my lips and I opened my eyes. There was slightly anger in his eyes, I knew that right away.

"Bella you just had a baby."

"I know that," I snapped. "That was two months ago."

"Besides it wouldn't be sex for us, Bella," he snapped back at me. "Why are you thinking about this all of a sudden?"

I looked away but Edward's hand caught hold of my chin and made me look back at him.

"Bella," he whispered, warningly.

"Isn't because I was raped you won't touch me?" I asked, knowing that I might be ruining something between us.

"Oh god, Bella," he moaned, and rested his forehead against mine. "That isn't why."

"Then why?" I asked.

He leaned away and looked into my eyes, his green eyes in sorrow.

"I wanted to want for that…special night, Bella. A night you won't forget when we do make love. It has nothing to do with you Bella." He kissed my lips. "And if you're hoping we will tonight, you have another thing coming."

I wasn't thinking that at all. Instead I was thinking of how good his lips were against mine.

It was a week later when Edward took me and Elizabeth out of town. We packed enough for two days and I didn't ask where we were heading to. I knew it was North of Forks, slightly east. I turned around to see Elizabeth playing with one of the toys I bought at Babies-R-Us in Seattle. I could see her brain try and figure out what the toy was. She finally decided to just chew on the soft plush toy and looked up at me. She cooed and smiled around the toy.

"Hey there cutie," I said, smiling and wiggled one finger at her.

I saw Edward turned once to look at Elizabeth and the back quickly to the road. "She is a cutie alright, has to with a mother like you."

I blushed. Elizabeth looked exactly like me…except her eyes. Her eyes were…hazel. Dark emerald green framed the warm chocolate brown that were mine. I knew rite away from the green in her eyes just who the father was and I wanted to cry. I tried not to think of that night but his smirk as he looked down at me, his green eyes gleaming evilly at me.

"You okay?" Edward asked me when I straightened up and looked out the front window.

"Yeah," I said, nodding.

Every time I looked at Elizabeth's eyes I tried not to think of him but instead of Edward's. One woman at the shopping market though Elizabeth was Edward's then she was. She was his just as much as she was mine.

We pulled up outside a small cabin about an hour later by a lake.

"I bought this about a year ago," Edward explained as he took out our bags. "I thought that you might like to stay here a weekend."

"It's beautiful," I said, smiling before looking down at Elizabeth. "Right, sweetie?" She just drooled on her plush toy and looked around at the trees.

The cabin was the perfect get away for us. Elizabeth feed and fell asleep in the small foldable floor crib that we keep up on one of the tables in the bed room. Edward and I were cuddled together like normal when I felt his lips against head.

"Have I told you how much I loved you lately?" he whispered in my ear, his lips brushing against my ear.

"No you haven't," I said, smiling.

"Well I do," he said against my neck.

"Hmm," I said, closing my eyes as I felt his lips trail up to my lips.

He stayed there, paid his normal homage to my lips. I felt his hands brush so gently down the sides of my arms and the back up. They came up to the button-down blouse Alice bought me and slowly popped the buttons from their holes. His lips left mine and trailed slowly down my neck and after his fingers.

He unbuttoned the entire shirt and parted it as if he was opening a present and wanted to savor the entire moment. His stared at my chest and I felt blush come to my cheeks. Edward reached behind me to unhook my bra. There must have been a trigger in the back of brain in men for them to go back to babies because once the bra was off his lips were against my breast, lathing, sucking.

He left them after what seemed like an hour and trailed south where his hands were working on the jean's snap. I arched my hips, allowing him to slip them off, leaning the cotton panties on.

He came back up and his lips touched mine. "I told I wanted something special."

He allowed me to take off his skirt, touching his warm skin, his muscles moving behind my stumbling fingers. We touched, teased, kissed, laved, and sucked till finally when he did enter me it was pure heaven.

He moved in and out slowly at first, the sensations building, then faster till finally I arched behind him, moaned his name. He too reached his climax and realized himself.

Resting against me, sweaty, tired, and breathing hard, I whispered into his ear, "I love you" before I closed my eyes and slept.

A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. — Ingrid Bergman

2 Spoilers for Next Chapter
You can't ask me about it

#1 Elizabeth and I sat out on the porch, watching the sun brighten the darkness behind the clouds.

#2 Elizabeth was looking up at me with her hazel eyes as I feed her and I knew in my heart that is was my baby girl.

Okay hopefully that wasn't too graphic or anything. I didn't have any knowledge of what to write to…so ya…it was my longest chapter. Anyways, review, review. I was pouting slightly when I saw only 10 reviews last chapter after the 20 the chapter before that. If I get alot for this chapter I might smile and update again later tonight if not...you might have to wait tomorrow. Hm...anyways...THANKS for those who did review in chapter 13. : ) Now here is your turn to review. Tell me what you think of the chapter, ask me any questions, and leave me any comments—EXPECT no flames PLEASE. Next chapter is coming soon. Huggies, Nollie