I just Vant to vorn you this chapter Very very Crazy. and Vemember this is M okay? And no I'm not gonna keep it clean i'm sorry you wanted to read this so thats what you get! Haha be prepared.

Here Come Da drama--

My eyes widened. What had gotten into Joe? This was wrong but god he was such a good kisser. I rolled my eyes, No Miley you can't do this! He put a hand on the waist and pulled me closer and I smiled against his lips. Maybe I can... Uh no I can't make him stop! After fighting with myself for 15 seconds I finally pulled away gasping for air. He seemed confused and didn't move his hand from my waist.

"What was that? Joe make up your mind and stop leading me on and then pushing me away!" I crossed my arms across my chest and pushed his hand away and he backed up. Wow I never thought I'd actually get mad at Joe Grey. Am I okay?

Joe sighed and dropped his head. He mumbled. "Sorry, sometimes I can't control it. When you haven't dated in 4 years you get a little helpless."

He looked up at me with pleading eyes. "You can't let me do that anymore, okay? Even if you like it."

Yeah Joe, easier said than done. I nodded and bit my lip. Joe pushed his hair out of his face and stood up. "I gotta go, see you tomorrow." He muttered his tone was deeper and more rough. I knew he was upset with himself or me for not stopping soon enough. No not me, I hope. I stood up too and grabbed our assignment and my bag. Why was Joe so mad? We only kissed it's not like we were about to have sex or something. You know I heard somewhere kissing it healthy, maybe I should tell Joe that.

He opened the door roughly and stomped down the stairs. Or not... I sighed and slumped down the stairs too after turning off the lights and closing the door. Joe was already half way down the hall and I ran to catch up with him. He didn't look at me though and I looked down at my shoes, feeling bad. Was this my fault?

Suddenly he slammed me against the wall, missing a locker by a inch. I gasped in pain and shock. I looked at him, almost glaring. But I didn't see anger in his eyes I saw a helpless look on his face, pain in his eyes. I looked at him in awe. What was going on with him?

"What's wrong with you." I finally blurted out words, not the best words I could've said but it was better than nothing. He looked away for a second then back. "What's the worst thing you have ever done?" He asked

"What?"

He repeated it again this time less patient. I shook my head why was he asking me this? He pushed me against the wall to ask me a stupid question.

"I- I don't know." I stuttered. He rolled his eyes slightly and moved his hands, that I had just realized were gripping my jacket, and moved them against the wall so he was leaning over me now. I felt scared now, very scared.

"Well you have to have done something bad." His teeth were grind now and he was glaring at me. I gulped and thought of something quick to say. "I um stole some uh gum from a gas station." I shrugged. He shook his head, and looked away his face lifted a little and I saw some playfulness in his eyes now. I pushed my eye brows together.

"What?"

"That's it? That's the worst."

I raised my eyebrows and nodded, what did he want be to say, I robbed a bank or something. "Yeah?"

I sighed and looked down at me. "You're something Miley Stewart."

I smirked. "You're something too, Joe Grey."

His face turned serious again. "Just promise me you wont do anything stupid, like fall in love with me or something."

I cocked my head to the side. Psh, me fall in love with him? Yeah never in a trillion years. "Or else what?" I said playfully. He grinned slightly.

"I'm no good for you, trust me."

I squinted my eyes and pursed my lips but still smirked. "How so?"

"I wouldn't love you back."

"Why not?"

"It's complicated, you wouldn't understand."

I crossed my arms and pouted a little. "I have time." I starred at his beautiful face, his eyes were soft now and his lips were formed in a straight line, not frowning, but not smiling. "I bet you do, but you would never believe me."

I rolled my eyes, oh brother. He had no idea how many times I had heart that crap before. Lily always had the weirdest things bottled up in her head, but she would never tell me because 'I wouldn't believe her.' But I never understood why she would have to bring it up. Probably to just make me mad and show off she knew something I didn't. Of course were only 8 at the time.

"Ok, sure sure." I pushed him gently out of the way and started walking down the hall. Joe was at my side again. I smirked and opened the door to outside. I started searching for my keys until I remembered my dad had took the car home. Dammit! I was suppose to get a ride with Alex.

I looked at Joe but he was already opening his car door.

"Joe wait!" I called and ran over to him. He seemed to know what I needed and unlocked the other side of the car. I smiled and walked around the car and slid in. He started the car and began to drive. I looked down at the time it was already 6:00. We drove in silence as I looked out the window watching him speed by the lights coming from the tall polls that bended over for more light.

"I wont be at school tomorrow." Joe said softly. I turned my head and looked at him, he was starring right ahead. Puzzled I asked why. "Family issues, you know... Nate."

I nodded and tried not to look disappointed. "Uh okay will you be at school on Friday?"

Joe shrugged. "Maybe."

We finally made it to my house. I gathered my things and said goodbye.

"Bye Miley." He winked slightly making me blush and a giggle erupted from my mouth. "See you possibly Friday." I shut the door and waved one last time and ran into my house. All the lights in my house were off and I remembered my dad was gone for the whole week until next Sunday. He was going to go see some family in Tennessee but didn't want me to miss school, how generous huh?

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Joe was right he didn't come Thursday or Friday. I wondered what was going on. I mean it was normal I guess for Joe to miss school but he hadn't in a while, and I was kind of hoping it would stay that way. So on Friday I had to present our project by myself. We managed a B+ and I was excited to tell Joe that on Monday but when Monday arrived, still no show. All week long Joe was gone. I should have called him but... I remembered I didn't have his number.

Maybe I could stop by his house, but Nate might be there. But I couldn't take it in longer! I had to confront him. So after school on Friday I said my goodbyes to Alex and Mitchie, they sensed something was wrong and told me I seemed fidgety or nervous. I quickly thought up something and said I was just worried about the test that was next Friday for Spanish, like I said my worst subject. Mitchie offered to help and I told her we could study tomorrow on Saturday. Then I left and walked stiffly to my car.

I tried remembering where he lived and slowed down every time a street came hoping for it to say 'Broadway.' Finally I found the street and turned slowly down the street. My hands started sweating, maybe this wasn't a good idea. Joe would probably get mad and never want to talk to me again, or Nate was just there and no Joe. I shook my head, no you can do this.

I found his house and parked and hesitantly got out and walked to the door. I put my hand up to the door and knocked my knuckles against it gently than waited. My heart beat picked up and the wait made it even worse. After a few moments I decided to give up and turned slowly.

Suddenly the door opened quickly. I turned to look. I sighed in relief, Joe Grey. He looked confused and mad. "What are you doing here.?" He said softly almost in a whisper after he shut the door behind him.

I shrugged. "I got worried, where have you been?"

Joe rolled his eyes and took my arm and walked me to a shed looking thing. I winced a little from his tight grip on my arm. He released me a little after he heard me whimper. He opened the door to the shed and I walked in. It was empty expect for a small wheel barrel and a few racks and that was it.

"You shouldn't have come." He teeth were clenched tight as he spoke. I gulped. "W-well I'm sorry, you should have called me."

He sighed and it got silent until I remembered part of the reason I was here. "Oh we got a B+ on the assignment!" I exclaimed and starred at his stunning face looking for something besides a stern expression.

He smiled slightly and nodded. "That's... good."

Well it's a start. I nodded and smiled awkwardly, "So why didn't you come to school today or all week?"

He rubbed his eyes like he was tired while he sighed softly. "It's personal."

I bit my lip and nodded, "Oh."

After a few more minutes in silence Joe spoke up. "Do you you want to come in my house."

I shot my head up with my eye brows pushed together. "What about Nate?" Joe shook his head and replied. "Don't worry he wont do anything."

Unsure I nodded nervously and we walked out of the shed thing and over to his house. He was gripping my wrist gently and I could feel his thumb rub my palm softly. I grinned to myself and bit my lip. He opened the door once we were there and let me go on first. I stepped in and looked around at the familiar room. I saw their older brother, what was his name, Kevin. Luckily he was asleep on the couch his arm hanging off the couch and his mouth open wide as he snored softly. I looked up at Joe and he rolled his eyes. I laughed softly.

"Let's go upstairs." He whispered in my ear making me shiver. We went up the stairs and down the hall. Nate was nowhere in site, I felt a lot better. Joe opened the first door on the right and we walked in. His room was big but seemed smaller with the big bed that was in the corner. I was pretty sure it was a king. The walls were a light gray except for one wall that was red. A large closet was to my left and a dresser along the wall. The floor was bamboo wood but had a large blue rug covering most of it.

"This is my room." He said a little embarrassed. I smiled and nodded. "It's nice."

He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair, the look on his face told me something was on his mind. I pressed my lips together and rubbed his arm softy, "Is everything okay?" I asked. He looked down at me and shook his head. "It's nothing."

"Okay." I looked down at my shoes and tapped my foot slightly while I stuffed a hand in my back pocket. Joe's hand was suddenly under my chin and now making my head look up. He gulped and put a hand on my back. I started to breath quickly. Joe leaned down but I turned away.

"Joe we can't, remember?"

Joe huffed and pressed his lips together. "Well this is the last time, I promise." Goose bumps rose when he said that, and some reason I believed him. I nodded and then stretched my arms up around his neck. Our lips met and I smiled against his. His arms snaked around my waist and he deepened the kiss more. I ran my fingers through his hair and turned my head to the other side deepening it slightly. His hand rubbed my lower back softly as his tongue moved out of his mouth and against mine waiting for an entrance. I hesitantly allowed him in and he moved it in slowly.

It quickly turned into a session and we were moaning into each others mouths. I slowly pulled away for a breath but Joe just moved his lips to my neck. Well that was new, not only for Joe to do to me but for someone at all to kiss my neck. The farthest I'd gone was a little tongue action. How far was Joe planning?

He kissed my sweet spot and I smiled in pleasure. Maybe this wasn't that bad. Without warning a moan escaped from my lips and then a whimper for more. Joe got the clue and moved his lips off my neck and back on my mouth. I smiled and it immediately turned into a make out session again. After a few more minutes I could tell Joe was getting a little anxious. His hand moved down my side and onto my thigh as he squeezed it. Joe pulled away and looked at me with pleasure in his eyes. I smiled and brushed the hair out of his face.

"Are you okay?" He panted. I blinked and nodded quickly. He kissed me again with more passion. I moaned into Joe's mouth as he suddenly pushed me against the wall. "Oomph." I said, taken back by his action.

He pressed up against me and we started kissing again. I felt his hands squeeze my hips and then slide up my shirt a little. I moaned and pulled away for air arching my back a little. When I looked back at him I found my blouse was open. I blushed and looked at Joe confused. Joe ignored my stare and smashed his lips onto mine again. Minutes later Joe pulled away again and grabbed my blouse.

"Why do you make me go crazy!" Joe exclaimed at he tore off my blouse. I was left in my bra, Shocked and out of breathe. But it never crossed my mind to stop. I was too far right now. Even if I tried nothing in the world could tare us apart. I wanted him, I needed him.

I licked my lips and looked over at his bed. Joe met my gaze and in a swift movement picked me up and laid me on the bed. I giggled while Joe positioned himself on top of me, careful not crush me. Just before we started kissing again he pulled his shirt off. Wow was all I could think of.

"Why don't you join the swim team?" I blurted, what the hell? I flushed and slapped myself mentally. Luckily Joe just laughed.

He shrugged, "I don't know."

I bit my lip and looked down feeling embarrassed. Joe tilted my head up and kissed me gently. I put my hand on his cheek and closed my eyes deepening it a little. Joe's tongue quickly found it's way in my mouth and I moved my arms around his neck. I felt his fingers softly trace my stomach, raising goose bumps on my arms. I scratched Joe's back as he moaned into my mouth. Pulling away, Joe started kissing my shoulder while I ran my fingers through his hair.

"Joe..." I moaned in pleasure. What were we doing? I didn't know but I didn't care either...

I felt Joe's hands move under me and play with my bra, just then it loosened. I gasped a little and looked down at Joe. I saw a cocky grin on his face and couldn't help but smile too. He leaned up so we were face to face and his fingers traced my shoulders and slowly push down my bra strap. I gulped and my breathe hitched. Joe noticed and look at me.

"It's okay." He reassured. I nodded and he went back to taking my bra off. I helped him a little until it was fully off. Embarrassed I put my arms over my chest and looked away ignoring his stare. Joe sighed and moved my face, forcing me to look at him. His eyebrows were raised and his mouth was open slightly.

"Miley, don't be shy." He kissed my forehead. I smiled slightly and Joe took my arms and pulled them down. I stopped breathing and watched Joe's eyes trail down, from my shoulders to my waist line. Smiling, Joe looked back at me.

"See, not too bad."

I nodded and kissed his lips. His hands moved down and gripped my breasts making me moan and I gave him the advantage to move his tongue in my mouth.

Minutes later I was only in my underwear and Joe was in his boxers. My head wasn't thinking right so I didn't exactly know what was going on. I knew this was new, but I liked it so I didn't mind. Joe also seemed to be enjoying this... A lot. Probably more than me. Duh he had probably had done this before. I think.

"Mmmm Miley." He moaned kissing my neck as he massaged my breasts. I squeezed the back of his neck and tilted my head back as the bed slowly rocked, bumping into the wall. Joe's hands moved down to my underwear and he slowly pulled them down. I kicked them off absentmindedly and wrapped my legs around Joe's waist as he rubbed against me. Sweat rolled down our bodies and Joe pulled us apart. I watched him pull down his boxers and I gulped. Oh boy. He threw them to the side with the rest of our clothes.

I tensed up and it hit me. Were Joe and I gonna make love? I'd never been the one to worry about not having sex before marriage. My dad had always told that as long as I was comfortable and knew this was my time, I could. But was this my time? Joe and I weren't in love. I mean I'll admit sometimes I act like I love him, but that's me not Joe. And I think my dad was hoping I'd be a little older, same with me.

I didn't have to worry about the whole 'protection' part. I had been on birth control since I was 15 for other reasons, Like periods and such. But should I be doing this, especially with someone I wasn't even dating, and met a month and half ago? Who sometimes ignored me and told me to stay away, and then would come back to me and kiss me?! I just don't know... but I did now I kind of want to make love to Joe Grey, at this moment at least.

I looked at Joe with worry in my eyes. He looked at me to and immediately knew what was wrong.

"You haven't done this before? Have you?"

I shook my head and looked down feeling ashamed. Joe sighed and leaned me up and I starred at his chest trying to not look at him. Joe didn't seem to care that I wasn't making eye contact. "We can stop, if you want."

That made me look at him. "But I want to, I think. I'm just scared Joe."'

Joe pursed his lips and kissed me gently then pulled away, resting his forehead against mine. "Okay."

This was a whole new Joe Grey, a different side to me. He was carefree and passionate with me. I liked this Joe a lot. He laid me backdown and bended over to his nightstand but I stopped him.

"I'm already on birthcontrol."

Nodding, he bit his lip and slowly leaned over me. I looked deep in his eyes and he looked in mine. My heartbeat picked up quickly as he took hold of my hips. Putting his hands between my thighs he rubbed me softy and I closed my eyes and moaned softly. I instantly got wet and Joe stopped teasing me.

"Ready?"

I pressed my lips together and opened my eyes. "I think so."

I wrapped my arms around Joe's neck and gripped his neck tightly as he slowly slid in me. Instantly I felt pain and he was barely in me. Was it too late to change my mind? I squeezed my eyes shut and dug my nails in Joe's neck as he pushed more in. I whimpered as I felt moisture fill my eyes.

This was it, I was losing it. To Joe gray, the most incredible guy I had ever meet, and probably will ever meet. Joe pushed more in making me, about die! A scream ripped through my mouth.

"Joe!" I yelped. Of course that obviously didn't help. He shushed me soothingly and smoothed my hair. Joe slid out and then back in, picking up the pace every time. I panted as Joe nuzzled his face into my neck and kissed it softly. I smiled at that but it quickly faded when Joe pushed more in. I groaned and released my tight grip around Joe's neck and squeezed the sheets. Soon my muscles began to get used to the motion.

"Are you okay?" Joe asked, his voice husky. I stuttered. "M-mhmm."

He kissed me deeply and finally I let out a soft moan into his mouth. My head fell back after I had arched my back, and another moan escaped.

"Miley..." Joe groaned as he thrusted faster. I wiggled my hips a little making us both moan again. Moments later I met my breaking point only a couple seconds after Joe. I kissed him passionately as he wrapped his arms around my securely.

"Joe." I gasped and my eyes drooped down and I smiled.

He rolled us over so I was on top and I smiled at Joe.

"Joe, this is only my first time."

He panted. "I know, you'll do f-fine."

I sighed and Joe put his hands on my hips to help and I slowly start to 'ride' (Sorry I'm really trying to keep this appropriate. Haha it's not working too well."

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Well that was awkward ahaha. Sorry for the longggg delay. I spent a week with my buddies from out of the state and then I had to catch up on school work for missing a few days. And then it was birthday party on the 28th then my birthday on 30th so now I finally get to finish it! AT LEAST 10 REVIEWS.

Thanks for reading.

~Madison.