Just read the story I'm in a crappy mood this week! stupid me gotta delete the story grrr!

I woke up from a loud buzz next to my ear. I groaned softly and opened my eyes expecting to see Joe laying next to me. But the bed was empty- besides me of course. I sat up and grabbed my phone that had just received a text.

Dad:

MILEY CALL ME!

Oh awesome, I have some explaining to do today. I texted back and shut my phone ignoring the 3 missed calls that were on it. Sitting up, my eyes roamed his room and I saw my clothes on the floor. Joe's were already picked up, speaking of Joe he must be an early riser. I slid of the bed and immediately felt a horrible pain.

"Okay ow!" I muttered to myself. Should have remembered one of sex' many side affects- the awful pain afterwords. At least for the girls that is. I weakly started getting dressed not bothering to put my bra on. I also fixed my hair a bit and did a little makeup after pulling out some sweats from my bag. Walking down stairs I could hear some faint voices, they became more clear once I was halfway down and I realized it was someone arguing with another person. Okay that was something I could avoid. I started walking back upstairs till I realized it was Joe and Kevin fighting.

I decided to listen, feeling guilty right away once I sat on the stairs. I quickly noticed they were fighting about me. I listened intently.

"What were you thinking Joseph?!" Kevin boomed and I winced a little. I heard Joe sigh and I could tell he was thinking up a response- a good one too.

"Nate does it all time! What's the difference?" Good one, I thought.

Kevin paused before replying. "Nate does it for pleaser you-"

Joe interrupted, "What about me? Maybe I was doing it for pleasure too!" I frowned at that and shut my eyes. Maybe he didn't mean it. I hoped.

"But Joe you have been seeing this girl for 2 months! There obviously is something going on."

I bit my lip and fiddled with my fingers, feeling uncomfortable. They were fighting about me. And the that fact Joe had told Kevin made me feel even more weird. Why did he have to tell? But then again he could probably hear us, unless he had blocked those noises from his head from so many happenings with Nate. (Well that sounds weird :P)

"Well there isn't. She is just a girl, she isn't important to me!" Joe poked.

My eyes welled up with tears and I stood up slowly and swiftly walked down the stairs. I clenched my fist tightly as my jaw clenched tight. Kevin noticed me and his eyes widen, he tried telling Joe but his back was to me.

"Joe-"

He stopped him. "No Kevin, I'm done. This girl, she's nothing to me. I don't and I will never have feelings for her."

A stream of tears escaped and I let out a sob, that's when Joe turned around. The expression told me he knew he was in for it. I shook my head in disgust, I can't believe I fell for his sick act just to get me in bed. He was just like his brother!

"So that's it? I don't mean anything to you? I was just your little toy wasn't I? You are a bastard! And I never want to see you again!" I choked and ran back up the stairs, trying to ignore the awful pain between my legs. That's when I saw Nate. He was walking out of his room when I sprinted right past him.

"Oh Miley, back for more?" He teased. That was it. I spun around and glared at his smirking face. He crossed his arms and waited for a response. I walked up to him, threw up my hand and slapped it straight across his face.

"You're a bastard too!" I scoffed as Nate cupped his, now red cheek in pain. I ran into Joe's room and shut the door before locking it and started gathering my things. I threw everything in my bag haphazardly. I heard footsteps pound down the hall and I knew it was Joe. I wiped my tears but they kept gushing out. I collapsed on the floor, my emotions were getting the best of me. I hugged my legs after I pulled them against my chest and sobbed softly.

Joe's hand knocked the door and his soft, muffled voice spoke up. "Miley open the door."

I grabbed the closest thing next to me; A shoe and threw it at the door. It hit the floor with a thud after smashing against the door. I pulled my wet hair away from my face and put it into a messy pony tail. Joe sighed and the door handled started to shift. I sniffled and slowly stood up. The door swung open and in came Joe.

"Did you forget I had a key?" I asked. I glared at him and grabbed my bag and went for the door, trying to ignore him. Joe stepped in front of me blocking my way. I rolled my eyes in annoyance and pushed his chest hard. He didn't budge. Damn this guy a like a building?!

I growled. "Move, now!"

Joe didn't even flinch. "Miley let me explain!" He said, "I never meant to hurt you like that. Kevin is just so... protective, I guess."

I crossed my arms and ignored his stare. "You embarrassed me Joe! And you hurt me... so bad." The tears came back but I tried pushing them away. "How can I ever forgive you for that?"

This time I looked up at him, but he couldn't look at me. His head was down and his eyes were shut, I could barely see past his dark hair. His voice turned serious. "I'm sorry okay?"

I stopped him before he could say anything else. "Okay? So you expect me to forgive you just like that?"

He looked up at me. His eyes were dark and his jaw tight, all his sympathy was gone. "No dammit! I don't, but you gotta stop thinking that- that I love you or something! I don't even know if I like you!" He cursed. "Please Miley, I wouldn't stop you if you just left now. That would be better."

I stopped fighting the tears away, they broke free and my anger built. "Fine if that's what you want!" I choked. Joe frowned at me but it wasn't a sympathetic frown, it was an ashamed frown. I didn't know wether he was ashamed of me or himself, but I honestly didn't care either.

"What's wrong with you? one minute you can't stay away from me and the next you act like you want to kill me!" I Exclaimed.

Joe burried his face in his hands. "I should have never got caught up with, it was wrong and I knew it all along!"

I shook her head. "Why is it wrong? why can't you be happy with me?"

Joe looked up with pain in his eyes. "I've done things Miley, bad things."

I stared at him, more lies. I was done with the sympathy from him. I didn't even care if he robbed a bank, I couldn't take it anymore with him. He caused enough drama in my life.

"Whatever."

I pushed passed him, hitting my arm roughly against his. I turned around when I got to the door, his back to me.. again. I shook my head and pressed my lips together and another sob came up. Turning back around I slammed the door shut and ran downstairs. Opened the door, ran outside then halted. No car, no leaving.

I walked to the door and went inside and went straight upstairs. Not to Joe though. I stopped at his door and knocked, I was ashamed of myself now. But there was no other way. The door opened and there Nate Gray stood. (That has been bugging me! Is it Grey or Gray. If you noticed sometimes I do Gray sometimes I do Grey. Whatever I'm doing Gray!)

Shocked he looked at me in awe. "What?" He asked. I bit my lip and looked down.

"Look sorry about slapping you, but um I was wondering if you could take me home?"

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So Nate ended up taking me home, pleasingly. It was an awkward drive, especially my constant sob that would come out of my mouth. Nate ignored those by turning the radio up and looking out the window. I didn't blame him, I was getting annoyed of myself too. But I couldn't exactly help it, I was hurt badly. And everything about Nate, well almost everything reminded me of Joe. His face, his voice, his eyes, his charm...

Finally we made it to my house and by then my sobbing had stopped, just soft tears came now. Nate looked at me uncomfortably. "Well uh later." He was obviously still being stubborn about that mishap between us earlier today. But act like an ass you get bitch slapped! That's my rule. Sorry for my french.

I faked a quick smile and thanked him. He raised his eye brows and nodded his head. "Yeah sure."

I rolled my eyes at our childishness and leaned over a pressed my lips against his cheek. He smiled and I pulled away. "Bye." He said one last time. I smirked and got out of the car and said goodbye before shutting the door. That's when the guilt came. It washed over my body like a bad memory.

After I made it into my house I decided to take a shower, a long one at that. Then call Alex and Mitchie over for a girls night, but maybe I should just have some alone time. Everything was just so overwhelming. Having sex, fight with Joe, probably making Nate think I like him, and I still have to call my dad and explain everything! Yeah some alone time would be good for me.

After my shower I gave my dad a call.

"Why haven't you answered my calls?" Said dad sternly. I paused thinking something up quickly. "Well I turned my phone off for while, sorry daddy."

The phone went static and I could tell he had just sighed. "Why did you turn it off, where were you?"

Damn he's good. I bit my lip and replied. "I was with some friends, I didn't want to worry about it." Nice save.

My dad seemed to believe me. "Okay well I just wanted to see if you were doing alright alone."

I smiled and nodded. "Yeah I- I'm good. I miss you though."

There was an awkward silence for a while before my dad said his goodbye's. I told him I loved him and we hung up. I let out a sigh of relief and slumped onto the couch. Turning on the TV I decided to go with a comedy, something to cheer me up. The 'Office' was on so I quickly clicked it. About Half way through the show there was a knock the door.

I groaned and was about to tell who ever was at the door to go away but I knew that would be rude. I got up slowly, wincing a little and the door knocked again.

"I'm coming!" I said annoyed. They stopped knocking, and I proceeded to the door. The door had no window or peephole so I could never tell who it was. So it could be a criminal knocking on my door, and I am not going to know until it's too late.

I pulled the door open hesitantly and looked to see who is was. I gasped and was about to shut the door before he stopped me. I pushed harder hoping he would give up but I just wasn't strong enough. I huffed and stopped then thought of the quickest thing. I grabbed my phone and held it up.

"I can call the police!" I said in defense. Joe rolled his eyes and crossed his arms.

"It's not illegal for me to see you."

I looked down, damn he's right. I thought fast and looked back at his stunning- no his face. "Well I can call my dad and tell him that-that you had sex with me!"

Joe didn't seem to care a bit he shook his head and walked past me. I grabbed his arm and turned him to look at me. "You would get in trouble too" He said, "Remember?"

I glared at him but my eyes softened when I saw the expression on his face. Hurt, pain, ashamed. I hope he regretted everything he did to me! But I still wont forgive him.

"So? What do you want?" I frowned and stared at his face. Gulping, he pursed his lips, after shutting his eyes.

"I came to apologize. You didn't deserve what I did."

I waited for him to go on. "I'm sorry I'm so complicated, and I'm not perfect, and we can't have a regular relationship. But Miley I'm different. Very Different."

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Crappy week and a crappy chapter. Sorry this was confusing and messed up. But I did this promise with a girl named Brenda (DaddyGirl4EverAnd4Always1212) I think it is, correct me if I'm wrong... or don't. Anyways I told her if she can make me a banner/ poster I would post on Monday or Tuesday. Then Sunday came I deleted EVERYTHING I had. So I'm sorta despising Fanfiction right now. But Whatever GO SEE THE HANNAH MONTANA MOVIE! It was so so so goood! Anyways go check the banner and poster on my pageee. Please and thank you.

~Madison.