Chapter 7: Lying is the most fun girls can have without taking their clothes off?

This Chapter takes place during Heart of Glass...

Alli's POV:

One Month Later:

Johnny and I were hanging out as always, Claire was telling me that I have to be careful with Johnny that hes a trouble maker and no good for me, so I told her to hang out with us at the ravine. She agreed. We ended up talking about animal farm and making fun of Bruce for not knowing what it represented as he is older than us... It was getting late as Claire so rudely pointed out in front of everyone.. Way to point out that we're younger *sigh* .. Johnnys friends jumped down my throat about that so I decided to stay..

That Night:

We're making out and I remembered that dream I had a while ago, I decided that today was the day that I would lose my virginity to Johnny... Ive heard that hes experienced so he must be bored of what we are doing now and plus hed take care of me as I have never done this before.. He asks if I am sure.. I say yes.. and then... Its not magical, fun or pleasurable in any way, it was awkward and it hurt. He didnt take care of me the way I thought he would.. I made the worse mistake of my life...

A Couple of Weeks Later:

I avoided Johnny like the plague, but I couldnt help it, seeing him hurt like that I finally let him talk to me today when he came up to me in front of my locker.. he told me that he was sorry for how our first time had gone and he said he wanted me to be ready... he said that he didnt want it to be a bad experience for either of us, he then confessed that he was also a virgin, this made me feel a little bit better but I wasnt fully convinced. Claire told me that Johnny sounded sincere (that is after I told her) and that I should accept his apology. I hate it when shes right. Johnny and I made up, and now nothing will stand in our way... I hope.

Johnny's PoV:

Alli and I have been hanging out a lot lately. Her brother finally accepted us, so that was a big relief. Im a little scared however as I have never had a relationship last this long... Sure there have been other girls but most of them just wanted me for my reputation as a bad boy to piss off some body in there life, family or ex boyfriend whatever. I was just a transition guy, never the guy.. Now theres Alli who truly cares about me and she likes me for me... this scares me because I dont want to lose her...

That Night:

So Alli and I are hanging out at the ravine ( if ya know what im saying), and she springs it on me: she wants to have sex with me. Im shocked, shes fourteen, what could she be thinking? We're both to young to be having sex, so I make sure, I ask her, "are you sure?" she says that shes ready, so we to the hook up van.. Ive never had sex but I know this is not how its supposed to be we are fumbling, shes in pain and its awkward. She gets up and tells me that she has to go... I offer her a ride home and she accepts. The ride is horrible, when I try to talk to her when I pull up to her house she says thanks and leaves.. This was the biggest mistake of my life.. I lost the girl I loved, because I couldnt keep it in my pants... Moron! Ill talk to her tomorrow at school and try to make it up to her...

A Couple of Weeks Later:

So as expected I messed it up with Alli really badly.. She hasnt spoken to me in weeks but im not giving up.. I go over to her and tell her that she needs to listen to me. She actually turns around and does. I go on explaining to her that I was also a virgin and that while it wasnt what she expected I was glad that it was with her. I also told her that I wish that she had been ready because I wanted our first time to be perfect, because that was what she deserved. She rolled her eyes and said that she didnt believe me... I cant believe it, I guess its really over... As I'm walking out of the school a couple of hours later, Alli comes up to me and says that she was wrong and that she accepted my apology.. I dont know what or who changed her mind but im glad shes taken me back... I dont know whats in store for us in the future but I dont care as long as Alli is here...

A/N: Thanx for reading you guys! Chapter 8 will be up soon, I'll try to update asap. Thank you to everyone who has reviewed my story. I hope you like where the story is headed. Please keep reviewing. Thanx again!