I sit on the floor sobbing for the best part of an hour. How dare she call me up like that and tell me she misses and loves me? Who does she think she is?

Flashback 2 years

"Baby you know I love you right?" she says to me as we lie on the sofa, she can tell there is something wrong with me.

"Of course I know this. I love you to…" I reply hesitantly

"..But..." she shakily asks whilst sitting up and looking straight into my eyes. I can feel my tears threatening to spill over from the fear I can see in her eyes.

"But" I continue "this isn't going to work, i'm sorry." I whisper as I get off of the sofa and start to walk towards the front door. It obviously takes a few minutes for my words to sing in, then…

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?" she yells at me jumping up and storming my way, I see the anger in her eyes. This is not going well!

"Its not you it's me. I'm sorry. You leave next week for school and I just think its best if we call it a day." I explain feeling like a total bitch and realising the mistake I'm making but it's to far gone to take the words back.

"Screw you! I can't believe you are using this as an excuse to end what we have! And to think I was going to turn down this opportunity so we could be together forever! I HATE you. Get the fuck out of my house NOW!" she seethes back at me. I leave without another word or even a backwards glance thinking to myself this is for the best.

End flashback

I haven't seen or heard from her since that night. Even to this day I deeply regret what happened between us. I was young, stupid, scared and to stubborn to call her and tell her I regretted my decision. She left for school the next week as planned. Six months later my mom told me she was engaged to a girl she met at school, Tori I think her name was. They have been happily married for a year now. My friends and family soon learnt not to mention her around me, the first and last time they did several dishes lost their lives! I know I don't really have any right to be angry that she moved on, I am the one who ended things between us after all, but I guess I never gave up hope that things would work out between us eventually. Don't get me wrong, it's not like I have lived like a nun these past two years, but the women I sleep with never mean anything to me. Sure some of them tried to be more than a one night stand, but none succeeded, because none of then were her!

I finally stop crying and glance at the clock in the kitchen, 2:28am. Exhaustion is starting to take over so I pick myself up and go into my bedroom and get changed into my boy shorts and a vest. Crawling into bed I set the alarm clock before passing out.

BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

My alarm goes off at 7:30 and startles me out of my dreamless sleep. I groan and drag myself out of bed and into the shower before getting dressed for work. By 8:45 I'm standing in Starbucks waiting for my caramel macchiato unable to shake the feeling that my day is going to go from bad to worse. I can't get her out of my head. I collect my drink and head to the office. Once I get there I am met by a hyper Kat, my assistant who I think may have had too much coffee and red bull already today and its only 9:00. Thank god I can lock myself in my office and not have to deal with her for the majority of the day.

"Well it's about time you showed up, I've been here for an hour already!" Kat says with a wide grin on her face.

"Morning Kat, what's my agenda for today?" I ask with a false smile plastered on my face.

"Not much today boss, just a stack of CDs and DVDs to check out, oh and you have an appointment at one o'clock, I forgot the name though." She tells me. I nod my head in response and go into my office closing the door behind me on the way.

Several hours and about a dozen demo CDs later I'm feeling hungry. I slip out of the office and head to the café on the corner to grab a bit to eat. As I eat I try and remember who is suppose to be meeting with me this afternoon, I will have to find out before hey arrive, nothing worse than having someone tell you why they wrote the music they did and you not having a clue what they are talking about! I loose myself in thought and before I know it, it is 12:45 and I have to rush back. As I get to the office I notice an attractive red head waiting in my reception area, Kat is nowhere to be seen.

"Hi sorry I'm running a little late, please do come in" I apologise and lead her into my office and close the door. I sit at my desk before speaking again. "Please take a seat. Thank you for coming in to see me today, I'm…." she cuts me off.

"Spencer Carlin. It's a pleasure to meet you finally. I'm Tori Davies."