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Dedicated to: purple-ducks
CHAPTER SEVEN:
"Please Kyoya. Talk." Kaoru said after I zoned out for a minute. I glared at him finally.
"Kaoru... I don't want your pity." I snapped and his eyes softened.
"I won't pity you. Kyoya, I just want to know what happened." Kaoru said and I forced a smile.
"Just... Wrestling with my older brothers. It got a little rough. Nothing to be worried over." I don't know what I expected after saying that. Did I think he was going to stop asking about it? Well, hopefully.
"Please Kyoya. Don't lie." Kaoru begged and I stayed quiet and clenched my teeth.
"My father. Are you fucking happy?" I hissed and he looked a bit taken back.
"No one... Stops him?" He asked confused and I laughed bitterly,
"Are you serious? Since I'm the only child he doesn't like, I get beat for things I didn't even do. My older brother could admit to doing something bad and I'd get in trouble for it." I was boiling with anger. "Nobody cares because they don't have to deal with it so why should they?" I knew I was carrying on but I couldn't... stop. "The only one who cares is my sister but she's FAR to weak to stand up against father, so whatever. I'm his punching bag. I get it. He doesn't really care. I'm surprised he let me come her actually. I was expecting him to laugh in my face. He never does anything for me. He blamed ME for his god damned company going bankrupt. What did I have to do with anything? I'm a straight A student. How did that effect him at all?" I was trembling.
Kaoru didn't know WHAT to say. He'd say 'I'm sorry' but that would defeat the purpose of not giving me pity.
Instead he hugged me tightly.
"I don't think I've ever heard of something more terrifying. I wish I could sympathize with you, but I haven't ever been terrified of my parents, afraid to get in trouble with them. They're not like that. It sucks that you have to deal with it. You're an awesome person. I guess I understand you more than I did before. I guess you're so smart because you don't want to disappoint your father. You learn things easily because he made you. You're so cold because he taught you to push away your emotions. You're polite because you always had to be." Kaoru kept whispering in my ear. I was shaking even more. "I could never say I was more scared than you because that would be bullshit. And you never needed that pain. He's just being an asshole. And certainly you could move in with me if you wanted. My mom would be more than happy." Kaoru pulled back with a smile and wiped away the slow forming tears. "It would make me feel a lot safer if you were." He said and I looked away.
"I wish I could Kaoru. I don't think my father would let me slip away that easily. If I left I don't know what he'd do to relieve his stress. But thank you for the offer." I said and looked at his amber eyes. I wanted to kiss him again. Oh what it'd feel like to press my lips to his again. I looked down at his wrist and scanned for another orange one. There weren't any. I grabbed the clear one and ripped it with a smirk.
"What does this one mean?" I asked and he grinned at my change in conversation.
"That one means whatever you want." He said and I smiled softly and cupped his face and kissed him again. He may not have contributed to the kiss but it felt so nice to have my lips to his. My lips felt like they were burning and my body felt warm again. My heart thumped wildly and I was practically shaking from it.
I pulled away and he looked really confused.
"It wasn't red, why did you kiss me?" He asked and I blushed really dark.
"..." I got up and quickly grabbed a shirt and ran out of the room. I slipped on the shirt before I could bump into anyone. But I basically hid in the bathroom. I found it by chance.
He's STRAIGHT stupid!! What part of ladies magnet for a shirt don't you understand!?
I was splashing water on my face. I couldn't believe I did that. But I wanted to kiss him so badly that I didn't even care of the consequences. And I just ruined that.
I then sat down in the corner of the bathroom with my knees to my chest, arms wrapped around my legs and my head resting on my knees. Someone knocked at the door and sighed.
"Kyoyaaaaaaa!! We're going outsideeeeeeeeeeeee. Come oooooooooooooon." Tamaki whined and I bit my lip.
"I'll be outside in a minute." I called out to him and I heard him walk away.
I just wanted to sit here in bask in misery for the rest of my life. Someone walked to the door and easily opened it. Odd I thought I locked it.
It was Hikaru. He sat on the edge of the tub which was right next to where I was. He crossed his arms and smiled at me.
"So, you like Kaoru?" He asked and I turned bright red. "Oh, don't worry. I knew you liked him the whole time." He grinned like an idiot.
"... I'm just so stupid..." I sighed and he put his hand on my shoulder.
"No, Kaoru is. If he lets you slip away I think I might have to hurt him badly. A guy that's smart, handsome, polite, mostly a jackass." Hikaru grinned at his list. "He's stupid if he doesn't know what he's missing. And my favorite, you could tell us apart. The only other person to do that is Tamaki." He praised.
"... You guys really aren't hard to tell apart." I smiled slightly and uncurled myself as I looked at the smiling Hikaru. Kaoru's brother was on my side. It made me feel a lot better.
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Throughout most of the day I was attached to Hikaru. Not that I wouldn't mind being attached to Kaoru but I was afraid to look at him.
Right now we were just sitting in the pool. I was thankful I put on my tee-shirt. Most of my bruises were on my back and chest. Now only the small ones showed.
I was laying on the deck with my feet in the pool. I wasn't paying attention to anything until Tamaki loomed over me with a grin.
"What are you dooooing?" He asked and I blinked.
"Well, I was enjoying myself but I suppose I'm done with that." I retorted smirking slightly and he pouted. I noticed the sun was going down and Hikaru complained that he was being 'eaten alive' by mosquitoes. I hate those bugs. They don't have a purpose in life but to annoy the shit out of me and billions of other people.
We piled inside for dinner. Mrs. Hitachiin was grinning ear to ear. I didn't know why. But Kaoru was talking to her so whatever it was embarrassed me.
Hikaru dragged me upstairs. I didn't go in the pool, my feet did. So I wasn't wet at all but we were still going to change.
I put on some clothes. Since all I had was fancy clothes that's what I wore. When I walked downstairs Hikaru started laughing at me.
"You could put on pajamas!" He said with a laugh and I tilted my head to the side.
"That's what you bring to sleepovers...?" I asked and Mrs. Hitachiin smiled at me.
"Oh hush. He looks very handsome." She giggled and I blushed.
"I apologize, I didn't realize I had to bring pajamas." I admitted and Kaoru got up and grabbed my arm. My heart was pounding. My face was redder than... Red. Wow I can't even come up with good analogies I'm freaking out so bad...
"Here." Kaoru said and handed me clothes. I slowly took them with my face bright red and nodded slowly.
"T-thank you...." I said and he nodded and walked to the door. "I'm sorry." I forced myself to say it before he left and he turned to me and paused.
"Why did you kiss me?" He asked and his whole body was now facing me.
"... Because.... I..." I like you! Come on Kyoya! Say it! "I... I don't know..." OH MY GOD I SHOULD STRANGLE YOU!
"..." Kaoru walked out of the room and I looked down shamefully. I stayed still for a minute and Kaoru came in with two cards.
"What is that?" I asked and he handed me one. It said TRUTH CARD on it.
"It's a truth card." He said in a 'duh' voice and I nodded.
"What does it do?" I asked and he played with it.
"I use my card to ask you any question and you do the same. We can't lie no matter how much we want to." Kaoru said and I nodded. He handed me his and looked me straight into the eyes.
"Do you like me more than you should?" He asked and my whole body tensed and I went to speak but nothing came out. I nodded sadly. He pursed his lips and I handed him mine.
"Do you hate me for it?" I asked softly, in a voice that I didn't think was possible to have.
"...No." Kaoru answered and looked up at me. "Get changed." He ordered calmly and walked out of the room.
I sighed and got changed. I brushed out my hair so it looked nice. I was in orange pajama pants that ended above my ankle and an overly large yellow Tee-shirt. I looked like the sun.
I blinked and sort of laughed at how ridiculous I looked in this. But I soon muffled down on it a bit as I inhaled and all I smelt was Kaoru.
I walked out of the room and to the dinning room blushing and Hikaru fell off his chair laughing.
"Hikaru!" Mrs. Hitachiin scolded but giggled slightly herself.
"Good morning sunshine! The world says hello!" Tamaki smiled cutely and I glared.
"Sorry. It was all I had." Kaoru said and hung his head.
"No, no. It's fine, really." I smiled my fake polite smile, the one I usually had in front of my dad's clients.
Mr. Hitachiin smirked and nudged an open seat. It was in-between Hikaru and Mrs. Hitachiin. Kaoru was on the other side of the table. I'm not surprised. They probably don't want their son near me or something...
If only they knew how much he meant to me. If only I knew how much he meant to me.
.:~**~:. o(^.^)o .:~**~:.
"Come on guys!" Hikaru and all of us ran up to his room, which he was pleased at the slight cleanliness of it.
"Ok, we're going to play a game." He pulled out a shoe box and it was filled with jelly bracelets. He gave everyone a handful. "It's called, I Double Dog Dare You. But the difference is, everyone throws in a color. If someone refuses to do the dare, they have to do what the bracelet says. To each one of the players. After that, they take all of the bracelets that were thrown in. The end of the game is when someone runs out of bracelets. If you got a black, sorry, put it away."
"I don't know what they mean..." I admitted and Tamaki shrugged.
"Neither do I." He said and Hikaru and Kaoru grinned.
"All the better!" They said happily and everyone placed in a bracelet.
Hikaru= Blue
Kaoru= Glittery yellow
Tamaki= Pink
Me= Glittery purple
"Let's start with Tamaki!" Hikaru grinned and Tamaki sighed.
"Okay..." He sighed and Hikaru and Kaoru started whispering.
"I dare you to take off all of your clothes." Hikaru said and Tamaki blushed.
"Uh.." He decided that he'd do what the bracelets told him to do then to be completely naked. He gulped. "Bracelets."
"Start with Kyoya." Hikaru's grin was wide.
"What does purple mean?" I asked holding it up and Hikaru laughed.
"That's glittery purple. That means French kiss." Hikaru stated and Kaoru's eyes narrowed.
"For how long?" Tamaki asked and Hikaru smiled.
"I'll tell you when you're done." He said and Kaoru glared.
"No. I will." He said and Hikaru pouted slightly.
"10 seconds." Tamaki looked at me apologetically and I shrugged and leaned in. this was so embarrassing.
"Go." Tamaki pressed his lips to mine and his tongue slipped through my lips into my mouth. This was my fault for picking glittery purple.
10 seconds was up and me and Tamaki pulled away blushing.
"Okay... Glittery yellow for Kaoru." Tamaki said and Kaoru was pouting slightly.
"Give me a hug." He demanded and the two hugged and Tamaki was relieved. Finally. Only Hikaru.
"Okay. What's blue?" He asked and Hikaru grinned widely and spread out his legs.
"Blow job." He said and Tamaki's face turned pale. He turned to Kaoru who nodded and Tamaki gulped.
"F-for how long?" Tamaki asked, obviously freaked out.
"Till' I cum." Hikaru said happily and Tamaki's eyebrow twitched.
"O-okay." He said and crawled over to Hikaru who pulled down his pants happily. I quickly turned away.
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So far, Tamaki had the most bracelets. So far I've been:
French kissed by Tamaki and Hikaru... Three times... Each. Given several hugs by everyone. I've been felt up, and Hikaru gave me a hickey. This game wasn't any fun because no matter what, Kaoru would do the dare.
I didn't do my dare about 2 times so that meant I had to give Tamaki a hickey, hug Kaoru (how the hell did he manage to only have yellow?!) give Hikaru a lap dance (that was embarrassing AND funny) Flash Tamaki, kiss Kaoru (stupid ORANGE) and French kiss Hikaru... Again.
I only had blue left. I had 3 blue left actually. I really hoped I wouldn't have to use these. Hikaru only had one bracelet left so this was the last round.
Kaoru's turn.
"Okay Kaoru, I dare you to... Masturbate in front of us." Hikaru smirked at his brother's reaction.
Kaoru noticed all he had to do was hug Hikaru (He left all of the nice ones for last), kiss Tamaki and give me a blow job. Either way I was set.
Kaoru got on his knees and leaned over and hugged Hikaru. He then kissed Tamaki and turned to me blushing.
"Everyone out of my room. I'm tired." Hikaru said grinning. "By the way, I won." He winked and I just wanted to die. Finally I was going to... Oh god I'm a pervert.
"Okay. Goodnight everyone!" Tamaki said happily and walked out of the room.
"You go to my room, I need to talk to Hikaru." Kaoru said and I raised my eyebrow and nodded.
"Okay..." I said and walked into his room and I was just so angry. Why did he pick THEN to end the game?
Don't you just HATE Hikaru ;) lol