Sakura cried on Harry's shoulder for a long time, after some time they walked up to the common room. They where lucky as there weren't any people there, just the two of them. Harry didn't ask anything nor did he say anything at all over the matter. Just hugging her tight as she continued to cry. He never thought that even this girl, the girl who always smiled and was full of energy could also be in this kind of state. After what seemed like forever, Sakura fell asleep in his lap. He let her lay there through the whole night and after some time, even he fell asleep on the couch that they where sitting on.

He woke up by the sunlight shining on him trough the window. He looked down where Sakura had been laying before he had fallen asleep only to find her gone. Quickly he got up and looked around. He sighed from relief as he saw her standing by the bookshelf looking trough some different books. She didn't seem sad anymore but her expression was long from happy.

"Sakura?" Harry said and she looked over at him smiling.

"Sorry if I woke you up but I saw a book that I wanted to look trough." Sakura said and put the book back on its right place. Then she walked towards him and sat down beside him once again. He looked at her, blushing. But she didn't look at him to his relief, instead she was just starring down at the floor.

"…How are you feeling?"

"I'm fine, it's a nice morning you know. Maybe we should go outside during the Lunch break and get some fresh air for once." Sakura said and continued just starring.

"That sounds nice. Maybe we can get Hermione to come too…"

"Yeah, that would be fun! Then all four of us could eat together as well… Maybe I'll learn to eat your strange food some day."

They continued talking about everything between heaven and earth. He liked talking to her. Even though she had had major breakdown yesterday she could still sit there talking as though it never happened. She has a way to push all those feeling away and smile with her normal smile.

Sakura stayed close to Harry and Ron during the whole day, not leaving them for a second. When the lunch break came, they went out as they had planned.

"It's really nice here in England! Sometimes I wish I could stay here forever…" Sakura said and sat down on the green grass. Harry and Ron followed her and sat down beside her. She actually really liked the weather right now, the sun was shining as never before and the wind was carefully playing with her hair.

"Why don't you stay here forever then? Move here?" Ron asked but Sakura only smiled back at him.

"I can't do that. I have a family back home, a life that isn't like the one I have here. Even though I really, really like it here." Sakura answered and lay down on the grass, starring up on the white fluffy clouds. One was shaped as a sheep. When she thought about it, all of the clouds where shaped as fluffy sheep's.

"How was it like in Japan?" Ron asked and Sakura sighed. Japan huh? Oh I wish that I was home, sleeping on the grass during the night and barley having anything to eat. Seeing someone die everyday and being near death everyday. Walking along the road with Itachi, just Itachi and me. I don't remember anything happening before I met Itachi, all I remember is him in my past. The first time I met him, the time he got me in Akatsuki and the time he asked me to marry him. Those three where the most important things that ever has happened in my life. Other people always had their childhood stories, happy or sad. But me? I had Itachi, so why can't I just tell him this? Why do I think that it never will be able to become true? Trust him? Do I have to trust him to actually love him? Oh… Kami-sama? Where are you? I can't see you; the darkness is too thick…

"Japan was wonderful, they made wonderful tea. I could feel about as free as I do here, only almost more freedom. I could do whatever I wanted and I could go the way I thought sounded good, if I wanted to go trough the forest then through the forest I would go."

"That sounds really nice actually. I wish I could do that, but I can't…" Harry said and Sakura looked at him in the eyes.

"I'm sure you can. Just because life isn't how you wanted it to be doesn't mean you can't make something good out of it…" Sakura said. Harry starred at her, she was really smart. No, not smart… She was wise. Like if she had lived in more than one lifetime. But she did seem to have a split personality at times.

"Should we go eat something?" Ron asked and Harry nodded.

"You can go; I'll be here a little longer. I'll be there in a few." Sakura said. Harry looked at her with a slightly worried expression. "It's ok; it'll only take a minute or two…"

Harry nodded at her and they walked towards the castle. Sakura continued watching the clouds; it was such a lovely day. She wanted to forget it all but she just couldn't. The thought of actually not being beside him made her feel strange. Somewhat relieved but at the same time so lonely. She just wanted too see him again.

Sakura could have sat there for ages but remembered her promise to Harry. It was just that, she didn't want to hide behind him the whole day. If she would find Itachi then she had to have the courage to not hang around Harry and Ron and actually talk to him.

Sakura stood up and walked towards the castle. For once, she didn't notice all the people talking about her as she walked by or everyone starring at her. She just walked towards the great hall without a care in the world. Only reacting when someone said his name, of course… they always talked about him. All the girls liked him so much. Still she couldn't even think about him anymore without wanting to cry. Everything was just so wrong, so messed up and so very confusing to her.

"Hey, Sakura." Harry said as she sat down beside them at the Gryffindor table. Ron tried to say something but his mouth was full of food so Sakura really couldn't make something out of it. Ron swallowed and tried once again.

"Eat something; it's bloody tasty I tell you."

Sakura smiled at him and really wished that it actually tasted like blood, but as usual there were only the strange pies, chicken and things like that. Still, she was happy that they always had rice on the table so she could eat something.

"No, not today… I'm not really hungry right now." Sakura said and looked down at her plate. Harry looked at her; he wanted to embrace her but not in front of all these people. Ron was just about to ask something but Harry gave him a look that told Ron not to ask anything right now. Of course, Harry could understand that he wasn't the only person who was concerned about Sakura, Ron was too and surely a lot of other people.

"Sakura, we have Defence against the dark arts next. It's a long lesson, maybe you should eat something." Sakura looked at Harry the next lesson is Defence against the dark arts with Itachi?

"No, I don't want to eat…" Sakura answered and tried not to look in Harry or Ron's eyes. Soon they would start asking her things until she would have to answer them all and almost revile all her secrets. She didn't even know if she saw these two as her friends now or not. Was she actually maybe becoming so used to them that she values them more important? Is this what having a friend is like? I wish I never came here. I wish things where different, that I was back in Japan with Itachi and living life as usual. Killing this boy in front of me somehow seemed so difficult now compared to what I thought it would be like before. I want to see Itachi… I want to tell him…

Sakura stood up and ran towards the exit.

"Sakura! Where are you going?!" Harry shouted after her and stood up but Ron grabbed his arm and shook his head.

"Let her go, she can't hide behind us forever. She has to do something herself instead of just walking in a circle and doing the same mistakes over and over again." Ron said and Harry starred at him. Then he sat down beside Ron once again and looked at Sakura empty plate. She should have least eaten something before going.

Sakura ran trough the corridor full of students. She pushed her way trough; all in her mind was Itachi. If he actually was in his office or not, if he was waiting for her or had class, it just didn't matter. If she made them fail the mission, if Pein-sama would kill her or if she never would remember what happened before meeting Itachi, it was all the same.

"Itachi!" Sakura shouted as she came into his office. There he stood, reading a book as usual. He looked up at her, surprised. "I just… I just wanted to tell you that I wanted to be by your side. I want to continue being by your side and I will learn to trust you. Even though I can be angry at times, even though I sometimes say mean things that make both of us angry!"

Itachi just starred at her as she paused to catch her breath.

"Even if I cant remember what my past was like before I met you and I don't even know how long I've known you but still, you took care of me. You where always there by my side and I want to be there by your side. If you just say that you won't leave me then… Then I will follow you to the end. I swear, I will never leave your side." Sakura looked down at her feet as he didn't respond. Then she could feel his arms around her. His warm body in front of her, she closed her eyes and hugged him tight. She wanted to stay like this forever, and forever she will stay.

"Professor Uchiha! Can we come in?" A voice asked and opened the door. As the door opened, the whole class stood there starring at them as they saw Sakura and Itachi embracing each other.

"Sakura…?" Sakura could hear Harry ask with a surprised tone.

A/N: It's here! Out early and very mushy! The 6th chapter of my X-over!!! Oh, I am evil. As soon as Sakura and Itachi has become friends again, then I have to make the whole class come in and see them embrace each other! Oh well, at least they are together again! Wait a minute; did I make Ron say something wise? scrolls up and checks… Yeah I did. But he can't just sit there eating all the time! I will try to give this story a little more action from now on if I can.

This chapter is actually for my brother who helped me come up with the whole storyline of what's going to happen in this story. I was just really bored so I whent in his room and asked how I was going to continue this story. Then he said a lot of interesting ideas and I wrote them up. Really, and I mean this now, he should write a fanfiction! All the interesting ideas are non that you will hear yet! But you will be able to read them later in a couple of eh… 5-6 chapters from now.

I'm thinking to make some Christmas special oneshot but I have no idea what's it going to be about. Should I make it an ItaSaku or a PeinSaku or maybe even a shikaSaku…? Oh well we'll see. See you probably in the next chapter and a marry X-mas to you all.

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With Love// Neko-chan