A/N: I started this chapter the other day when I was driving, but Leif (laptop) ran out of batteries so I lost all of my progress! It really pissed me off thus why it has taken me so long to post this next chapter. In addition, I would like to thank everyone that posted his or her wonderful thoughts after my angry author's note.

Listening to: This Is Me, This Is You by: Marit Larsen.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything to do with Harry Potter or its affiliates

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I woke up to the train pulling in and several first years chatting about what to expect at Hogwarts.

It took me a second to remember that I had fallen asleep on platform nine and three quarters last night, but when I did remember, I remembered all the things that brought me to this point.

My frustration was escalating to its zenith now and I wanted so badly to go punch the kids staring and pointing in my direction.

I was not sure what I was going to do. I defiantly was not going back right now to get my things. I was sure someone would eventually send them and at that moment, Hedwig came flying in and landed on my arm.

I stroked her feathers and noticed that she had a very tiny case strapped to her leg. When I took a better look, I noticed it was my trunk no bigger than the palm of my hand.

"That's a good girl." However, there was no note to g along with the trunk that made me wish I had not received my trunk at all.

"Harry is that you?" I looked around to see that Neville had come up behind me.

"Oh hi Neville."

"What are you doing here? We were all worried about you last night. You didn't sleep here did you?" We both glanced down at my clothes that were extremely dirty and wrinkled.

After he got his answer he did not say much else, but he did sit down next to me. It was nice not to be alone. Neville talked a lot, but it was easy to drown out and the soft murmur of someone's voice was better than silence.

"Thanks for coming over the other day. It was nice having so many people over for my birthday."

"No problem it was my pleasure. Luna really enjoyed it as well." Sometimes I forgot that Neville and Luna were in a relationship and it usually startled me when someone especially one of them mentioned it.

They were right for each other in my opinion and I was happy for them both. That surprised me though. Now a days I usually hate seeing other people happy, but maybe it was because Neville and Luna did not flaunt their relationship.

After a while, we saw Luna wandering around with her trunk looking for something… most likely Neville since soon after he saw her he said, "Excuse me" and happily ran to her side.

I watched them awhile as they held hands and talked about things I was sure that would not interest me, but I still could draw my eyes away. Not only did they not advertise their relationship, but they never seemed to disagree about anything. I was slightly hoping they would, but in truth, I did not want them to have the same problems I was at the moment or even the same problems Draco and Hermione were having.

I watched as Hedwig left me to fly around the station so she could spread her wings before getting on board. I figured I should go ahead and get on so I could find a compartment to myself. I stretched my arms until I heard a pop from my shoulders and then I was about to head off when I felt something brush against my legs. I looked down to find nothing. I looked all around me if I could see what it was, but when I decided, it was my imagination I saw a black dog's tail.

I wanted to run after him, if it was even him, but I knew I should not I was not going to give in so easily.

I found a place to sit in the back of the train and watched as people passed by chatting about this and that. I drowned the noises out and stared out the window as even more students passed by talking, but of course, I could not hear them so it was better.

Again, I saw something that looked like a scruffy black dog walking around. I paid no mind to it and started finding my shoes very interesting until I heard the door open.

Hermione came walking in surprisingly by herself. I stared at her for a second as she sat across from me and then I turned my attention to the door once more this time waiting for Ron to enter.

"I am sorry, Harry that I cannot be there for you." When I looked back at her, she was staring out the window. I realized that was probably going to be the extent of our conversation for this year. I missed our friendship, but there was not anything I could do about it.

Ron came in soon after with Luna and Neville in tow.

"This is going to be a great year… No George and no Fred!" exclaimed Ron.

"I will miss them." Ginny said smiling as she came in and sat down beside me. I smiled at her and then stared out the window again.

When everyone was conversing with each other beside Ginny and I she leaned over and whispered, "Where were you Harry? I was worried, not the mention my mother she was hysterical."

I shrugged and said, "I went for a walk."

"A walk!?" at that moment everyone was staring at us and I wished I was alone once more.

"Yes a walk."

"And you slept where last night?" everyone was looking back and forth between us. The atmosphere became very awkward.

"Here." Ron's and Hermione's eyes widened while Ginny's fumed. I assumed Luna's did not because either she did not find this strange or Neville had already told her.

"Why exactly would you sleep here instead of your own bed?"

"BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE MY OWN BED LAST NIGHT GINNY!"

"What are you talking about you sleep with Si…" Everyone finally understood and quickly found themselves rummaging through whatever they could find.

Hermione kept her eyes on me for awhile and when no one was paying attention she mouthed, "Sorry." I nodded and closed my eyes so I would no longer have to look at their watchful glances.

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A/N:……. Umm I do not have an Author's note… so um…. How about… a little Author Story!

Once upon a time, there was a young woman around the age of twenty-one who found herself finally taking the time to read the Harry Potter novels. She liked them, but fell in love with them after POA. She found herself wanting more Sirius and Harry moments ever since POA. She went in search of these stories, but there just was not enough to really quench her thirst. No matter how hard she looked or where she looked there was never enough. Then this woman started reading OOTP she knew what was to happen and she just could not have that so she set out once more on her Harry and Sirius quest, but once again to no avail. That is when an idea came to her why does not she make her own Harry and Sirius story! She started and it quickly went from one chapter to twenty-five chapters. She was so happy with the results she ended up abandoning reading the novel with the horrible ending and started her own little Harry Potter world.