A/N: I am home and here is a new chapter! Hope you enjoy and hopefully I get another one of my stories updated before Tuesday. Be sure to review when you are done

Chapter 19

"Hey sweetie, what you looking at?" Yvette asked as she went up to check on Vienna.

"Just this picture I found, mommy really loved him." Vie said as she starred at a picture of Speed and Jude she found online. Speed was holding Jude up above him slightly. Jude was bent over kissing him. Anyone could tell from that photo they were happy and in love, it wasn't posed for, just a random one that paparazzi got of them one day.

"Yes she did, and she loves you. Why are you so mad at her?"

"Because she supposed to be with Speedy. He stayed with us for a week and every time I turned around they were laughing. He kissed her a lot and she hugged him a lot, she never did that with Tommy. Speedy was supposed to come back and be my daddy since he never got the chance." Vie said crying hysterically again.

"Never got a chance? What are you talking about?" Yvette asked.

"Why does everyone lie to me, I know Speedy is my daddy, I look like him and act like him. I overheard Ms. Raymond, Kyle and Wally say that. Mommy said my daddy was her one true love and Speedy said mommy was his one true love. It all fits together."

"You are a wise girl Vienna, you just have to forgive your mommy. She has always liked Tommy, everything happens for a reason." Yvette said as he rocked Vie in her arms.

"Speedy doesn't know he is my daddy does he?"

"No honey and it isn't your place to tell him. Lets just keep this between us, ok?"

"Ok." Vie said as she held onto Yvette.

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It was a little after 10pm Monday night. Mason Fox was sitting at home watching TV and enjoying the rest of his day off. He was watching a scary movie on TV. He was really into it. The scene was a girl home alone and the weather was stormy outside. Then there was someone outside the house but the girl couldn't see it. At the same time as the movie, a loud screeching sound of tires was heard then a second later someone banged on the door. Mason screamed.

He slowly got up and answered the door.

"Mason, buddy ole pal, how the hell are you?" Jude yelled slurring her words as Mason opened the door.

"Jude, what are you doing here? Are you drunk?" Mason asked as Jude stumbled in his house holding a bottle of wine.

"Drunk? Me…funny Mason, why would you say that?"

"Because you look like shit, you smell of alcohol, you can't walk straight, and you are slurring your words."

"No am I not."

"How many drinks have you had, and walk straight for me."

"Only this many." Jude said as she held up her hands and wiggled her fingers. She tried to walk a straight line and fell over laughing.

"How did you get here?"

"I drove the viper, it is fast. I will buy you a new mailbox tomorrow." Jude said laughing on the floor then started to cry.

"Jude what is a matter, you usually don't get drunk like this unless something is bothering you." Mason said as he placed Jude on the couch.

"I am a horrible person."

"No you are not Jude."

"Yes I am, Speed hates me, Vienna hates me, and I screwed up again."

"Why would they hate you?"

"Vienna ran away last night to Speed. He brought her home and we fought. She then called Yvette and asked to her to come get her. My own daughter doesn't want me to be her mother, she said she hates me. She called Yvette just to piss me off."

"She is seven; every kid goes through that phase. Give her a couple days."

"I don't know, Speed hates me too."

"Why would you say that?"

"Because he saw me and Tommy kissing and Vie told him that we are back together and that we are getting married."

"Tommy proposed?"

"Yes, no, kind of. He said in the future that we could get married."

"You and Speed were over eight years ago, so it isn't a crime."

"Yes it is, I had sex with him a lot of times since he has been home."

"What?"

"I am awful, Vie caught us three times and she thought he was going to be her daddy because of that stupid lie Jamie and Patsy told Jamey when he caught them."

"Jude, everything will work out. Who do you love?"

"I love them both."

"I don't know what to tell you, but when did all this between you and Speed happen?"

"When he came home, he stayed with me remember? When I mean stayed with me, I mean same room and everything. We did it every night, every morning, and a few times it happened during the day." Jude said as her mood suddenly changed a little.

"Ok, I didn't know that."

"Know what?"

"What Jude?"

"Speed is awesome. Sex with Speed is heaven on Earth."

"Jude…"

"Am I going to Hell for comparing sex with Heaven? Whatever, it is true. Did you know I lost my virginity to him when we were seventeen and I don't regret that one bit?"

"Jude, I don't…" Mason tried to say as Jude just continued talking.

"Eight years without him was hard, I mean I dated many guys and slept with a couple of the, even Tommy. You would think Tommy would be the best considering he has slept with all of Canada, but he isn't. Speed is the best."

"Just stop Jude."

"It is funny, when Tommy and I have sex, it is just different. When I am with Speed nothing can get to us. Do you think Speed would have sex with me if I called him right now? I told Tommy he has to wait a month and half before he gets me."

"Do not call Speed."

"Fine, remember how we would go on those weekend retreats?"

"Yes." Mason said realizing he was fighting a losing battle with Jude.

"Those were a-maz-ing. We always went after that time of the month when we couldn't be together sexually. Those were the best, we didn't have to worry about G-Major, Tommy, or Wally and Kyle walking in and getting mad. It was just he and I. We could write songs while we stayed in bed all day long."

"Ok."

"I am surprised it took us three and half years to get me pregnant. Look at how we were, we had a great relationship and sex definitely wasn't an issue. I still remember that time on the sound board in studio 1; it was awesome but hurt my back once it was all over. Or that time on Tommy's desk, I was pissed at him and so was Speed. That was our revenge. I miss those days. We had a nightly routine, come home, hang out with the guys, then go to bed. Once that door was shut the clothes flew then we hit the bed. I would give anything to go back to then."

"Sound board?"

"Yea, that was awesome. We accidentally recorded me screaming Speed's name. You know what; his name is probably the best to yell. Tommy is boring and everyone has yelled it, Kyle is blah, Victor was just yuck, and the rest fit there. Speed is cool. I tried yelling Little Tommy Q once, but he stopped right in the middle and left. Speed is definitely at the top of the list."

"Jude, I think…"

"Oh yea, Kyle wasn't SME Kyle, but this weird freak I dated. Well, I think I am going to go home." Jude said as she stumbled across the room.

"Hell no, you are staying here with me, I am not letting you drive drunk, you could kill someone or yourself."

"Okey-dokey." Jude said as Mason had her lay down on the couch. After a minute she was out but first she reviewed :)