Chapter 21

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A/n: Okay let me say I am so effin sorry for not updating for like two months… I hate ppl like that! Lol.. . Namely me! I feel so horrible! Well here you go, I'm just writing this for all my fans! Dolphindreamer24-7, Inu-furuba Freak, and many others!

Lily walking down the street:

What's wrong with me? Why can't I concentrate on the task at hand?

James that's why!

Oh no, not you again!

Sorry honey, but that's how the story goes so deal with it!

I want to sue this writer!

You can't

Why not?

Because she controls everything you do like this…

Ahh!! What's wrong with my arm? Hand stop hitting my head..

This is messed up! (keeps trying to regain control of her arm.) But doesn't succeed!

Okay I give in to the all powerful writer named hermy permy, who I will worship till my dying days!

There always might be an unsuspected twist….. Lol I am evil!!! Muwahahhahaa!!!

Lily'S POV

I feel so on top the world! Nothing could get in way!

Thump!

Except for that pole! Oh god please help me! Lily Evans is and was never a clutz! What's wrong with me?

There was only one person who came to mind and that was well let's see… James. Of course this would explain why I keep dreaming about his chiseled chest and fine toned abs. I can be so smart some times, I don't know how, but I just am!

I was on my way to work, considering I was five minutes late. I stuck out my wand into the morning mist in the deserted streets. As soon as I had stuck out my wand, instantly the night bus appeared awaiting me to board.

" E'llo Miss Lily." Said Tom.

"Hi Tom, I'm just a bit late could we hurry?"

"Anything you say miss," and with a jerk we were off to the Potter mansion.

We arrived, I gathered my things and waved goodbye to Tom and started up the walk. The morning mist tickling my ankles, the anticipation of seeing James wouldn't go away. Checking in with Mr. Potter, I started my duties.

I finished my cleaning, but was sad cause I hadn't seen my jamesie-poo yet. Where on earth could he be? He always was here to keep me company in some way or another. I finally decided that he was a jerk for not coming to see me, but he was just so dang cute. I mean come on what girl could resist those hazel eyes, that oh so unruly hair that was as silky as a babies bottom, (lol) his well toned body, his tanned skin from quidditch, that sexy smirk, oh jeez I could go on forever!

Looking for James wasn't an easy task; it was harder than I thought. I searched the kitchen, Sirius's room, the study. But no avail he was nowhere to be found. I went around back to see if he was there, as I got closer I heard voices, one was definitely James, but the other one, a girls, another girl? I thought James said I was his only girl. I turned the corner and saw a girl with black hair on his lap, smiling like there was no tomorrow.

"Oh James do it again." Said the girl resting upon his lap.

I gave a distinct cough to catch their attention.

"So… whose this? Another one of your sluts?" I spat.

"Lily… let me" James started pleadingly, but was cut off cause I interrupted. Oooh he made me so mad!

"I don't need an explanation I can see what's going on." I spat rather rudely.

" I can't believe I was starting to like you, hell even love you. To think that you had changed, I knew you would always be loathsome evil little cockroach you are, who c only cares about #1, himself the top dog! Just go away Potter! I HATE YOU! I never want to see or hear from you again!" yelled at his face then gave him a smack across the face.

" Lily..I-." he said in pain.

"It's Evans to you Potter. Oh and tell your parents I quit! They can send the money to my vault." I said coldly. I slowly walked away tears pouring down my cheeks. I went to the street and held out my wand. How could I be so stupid? I knew that he would rip my heart out and stomp on it. Why? Why did I ever fall for James Potter….

Moments after lily left….

"Tonks, I'm gonna kill you!"

"I'm sorry cousin, I can't help it that I'm metamorphamagus? (or whatever it is) said the dark haired girl, who changed into a small five year old looking positively frightened

"It's not your fault… It's mine. I'm afraid that I've lost the one I love forever."

A/n: Sorry it's so short but after the last part I started crying myself… well hope you don't hate me, AND Pretty please leave Long Reviews!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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