Chapter 22

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Chapter 22 (James Pov) August 3, Monday

It's strange to think, that I have seen the new moon, but nothing of her pretty face. I feel like the flower that misses the sun in the winter solace, her words have banished me too. How I long to see that face, to touch that cheek that once flushed for me, I am afraid that fire has been put out forever. I finished as Sirius blasts into the room shrieking at the top of his lungs.

"Oh James, you are fortunes fool! Forget Lily come, get out this place!" said Sirius smiling like a mad man."

(lol I just watched Romeo and Juliet can you tell??? And a night's Tale)

"Your mum made a delicious breakfast, don't let it go to waste." Said Sirius eagerly as he sprinted down the stairs to the kitchen.

"Might as well." I said as my stomach growled at me, and headed down to the kitchen.

As I walked into the kitchen, without any warning my mum was hugging me like crazy.

"Mum… what's wrong?" I asked questioningly.

"Oh it's not bad, you've been made head boy James!"

"What!" Sirius and I shouted at the top of my lungs.

"There MUST have been a mistake, it should go to Remus!" I said grabbing the letter out of her hands.

But no there wasn't a mistake; it was very clear in the letter that it wasn't supposed to be Remus.

Dear Mr. Potter,

Congratulations on becoming Head Boy for your seventh year. I know this may come as a bit of a shock, fully expecting me to choose Remus. But I am sure you and the new Head girl will work quite nicely together. I have noticed that you have shown such qualities of loyalty, leadership and bravery. I am overjoyed to invite you to a meeting after the Feast. (I'm sure you know where my office is). You and the Head girl are to report to the Head's compartment at one o'clock August the twenty-fifth on the Hogwarts express. (I'm sure you know where that is to)

Best of luck,

Albus Dumbledore

"So it's not a joke?" said Sirius after reading the letter.

"Umm… obviously Pads," I said sternly.

"Well, Congrats Prongs ol' buddy never knew you had it in you." Said Sirius slapping me on the back.

"Well what are you going to do, Lily is sure to be head girl?" asked Sirius seriously. (Lol)

"I don't know, try not to start World War III." I said trying with "THE" James Potter flair, but inside the flair was nowhere to be found, without Lily as the flame.

"Good one Prongs," said Sirius not noticing my fake appearance I had set up so no one would notice.

"I've tried you know, to tell her what REALLY happened…. But every time she sends back the ashes in a envelope." I said my anger rising.

"Prongs just try to get over-he"

"You don't think I haven't tried!" I shouted at Sirius, " She's just so bloody gorgeous. I can't stop thinking about her, her smile, and her laugh, everything about her…" I said painfully resting my head on the counter.

" Why won't she listen to me, Pads? She said she loved me…"

"I think this is one for Moony mate." Said Sirius patting me on the back, sneakily sneaking out of the kitchen to call for Remus who was still sleeping from his "Hard" night. (Last night was Full Moon)

Sirius POV

I left Prongsie on the counter being miserable. Sad I know, but I had to get Moony, he's an expert on this stuff. Since I don't know what it's like to be in love? Never understood it... I wonder what it would be like to be in love, to have that someone to be with forever and ever till the day you die.

Anyways, reaching Moony's room I entered as quietly as possible. I only knocked over the lamp and maybe the bookstand, but that's pretty quiet, right? I was shocked to see an angry Remus awake, sitting in his bed giving me the PMS look. (Paranoia Moon Syndrome)

"Do you know this guy with black hair has disturbed my sweet slumber," said Remus restraining himself from punching me.

"That little jerk! Let me beat him up for you buddy!"

"It's you goofball!" Said Remus glaring even more then before, he started to advance.

"Oh well I feel rather awkward…"I said backing away to the nearest exit.

"Now my dear friend tell me why you had to wake me up so early in the morning?" he said glaring like two sharp daggers.

"Umm… it's James he won't stop… uhh... Remus could you back off please?"

"Not until you tell me about your oh so dramatic entrance!" demanded an aggravated Moony.

"Oh and let me guess it's about Lily?" said Remus. I nodded to afraid to speak.

"Not again, how many times do we have to go through this! Well what you waiting for Pads, let's go help James…" Said Remus throwing on a robe and walked out the door, I followed behind.

"Geez Remus, trying to kill me huh? You had me for a second you know." I said catching up to him finally at the top of the stairs.

"That's what you've always said like about five times…" said Remus as he gave a heartily laugh, "I always freak you out after full moon, and you know it." He said walking through the kitchen door.

"Aww shut up wolf boy." I said following him through the door to help our mate who was… shall we say whipped.

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