Chapter 23

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Chapter 23 Lily's POV

"Geez, why is the Head Boy so late?" I said maybe a little too loudly. The next thing I know, the compartment door opens, I turn around and am amazed, and slightly mad.

Potter.

Didn't he get the message, with burnt letters? I thought I made it pretty clear I hated him again. How could he even show his face, knowing what he did to me. He just sat there, not looking at me and staring out the window solemnly. He looked paler then when I last saw him, and definitely underfed. After a while he started to look for something in his bag but didn't find it he looked on the floor and through his pockets. But found nothing, sighing he gave up in defeat. Ten, twenty minutes went by and you know all that happened NOTHING!

Wondering why Potter hadn't left at I shouted him, well because I was just pissed off, from what he did to me. The dirty, filthy player!

"Potter, what are you doing here! I'm, waiting for the Head Boy to show up, I don't need this right now! This compartment is only reserved for the heads and prefects of the school so buzz off." I shouted at him.

He looked over at me and just said, " I know, why do you think I'm here? He said calmly.

"Are you telling me you're Head Boy!" I screamed in frustration, walking the length of the compartment.

"Yes" he said simply.

"Has Dumbledore gone mad!" I said pacing back and forth.

" It seems so." He said shortly, looking back out the window. Do I dare say it… sadly? We were interrupted seeing as prefects entered are compartment, each of them noticing the fine furnishings, And wondering why Potter was still alive.

"Welcome everyone, I'm sure you know why you're here. We as Prefects and Head Boy and Girl are to patrol, watch over the exchanges between students of our individual houses…" I said in a strong voice that I had rehearsed with. After that we basically talked to the Prefects and gave them the passwords and regulations.

"You are to patrol the train corridors every so often." I said finishing my speech.

"Potter, would you like to add anything? You are Head Boy you know." I said fake sweet voice.

"No, I think you covered it pretty well Evans." He said simply.

The Prefects left, leaving Potter and I alone. He looked at me for a moment then looked back out the window.

"Do we have to stay in here the whole time?" he asked.

"No we have to patrol the corridors every now and then," I said.

" Well, then shall we patrol." He said.

"Umm… sure," I replied as I got up.

"Well I'll take the left and you the right?" he looking at me.

"Okay see you later Potter…" I said making my towards my friends compartment.

Seeing him retreat down the corridor, I hurriedly poked into my friends compartment. Finally being able to see my friends, I ran over and hugged them all to death.

"Alexis! Ooh I have missed you." I said knocking her over a little with my huge hugs.

"I've missed you to Lils!" she said returning the hug.

" And Bethie! I've missed you." I said nearly choking her to death, considering she was a little shorter then me.

"Me too Lils." She said gasping for air.

"Oh sorry Bethie." I said releasing her from a chokehold I liked to call a hug.

"Ali (Alice)!" I said leaving Beth, or Bethie is what I loved to call her, to run over to Alice to envelope her into a huge hug.

"How's Frank these days huh?" I asked. She blushed more then anything. As Bethie, Alexis, and I giggled are heads off.

"Umm… quite good actually." Said Ali trying to hide her blush.

" So how was your guy's summer?" I said happily.

"BORING!" replied Alexis.

"Same same." Said Beth.

"I had the most fun, Frank took me shopping in Diagon Alley, then we did-"

"Ahh… okay we get it," said Alexis, " you and Frank had lots of snog fests, and shopping." She said smling at Ali.

"That's not true." She said blushing.

"Whatever you say Ali…"snickered Alexis.

"Oh my Gosh, guess who's Head Boy?" I said angrily.

"Remus…" said Beth blushing. I still hadn't told my friends about Remus, I feel bad for Beth, because she really likes him. But I promised Potter…

"No… It's Potter!"

"Really?" they all said shocked.

"That jerk, after what he did to you," said Alexis her eyes glaring, "has Dumbledore gone mental?"

"It appears so…" said Beth.

"Aww Frank." Said Ali dreamily.

"ALI! Stop it, that gets bloody annoying you know?" said Alexis, clearly pissed off.

"Well sorry if I have a certain someone in my life." Said Ali.

"I have someone…"said Alexis.

"Ooh who?" we all said together, Alexis blushed more then ever.

"I'm not telling!" she said in a huff.

"Aww come on." I said with puppy dog eyes.

"Ahh don't do that face Lils. You know I always fall for that!"

"Why do think I am doing it?" I said smiling.

"Oh…fine! Promise not to laugh?" she said. We nodded excitingly waiting for her answer.

"Si..Sirus…Black. There I said it!"

"What?!?" We all said shocked at this piece of information.

"We thought you hated him," Said Beth now interested.

"Well..he…he's..ju..just .. So dang gorgeous dang it!" yelled Alexis. We all looked over at the Compartment door opening.

"Well, well, well who's Gorgeous? Me? Why thank you," said a tall muscular boy with black hair to die for.

"Ugh Black, your smelling up our compartment. Leave. Now." said Alexis, with her Famous Lexi Attitude.

"Aww lexi wexi bear, you know you want me…" said Sirius in weird voice he probably thought was seductive. But wasn't trust me it wasn't.

"Well I got to go patrol then see you guys at the feast." I was now in the corridor, with Sirius tailing behind me.

" Oi Evans see you like the new Head Boy huh? Manage to hurt him some more have you?"

"He hurt me, you jerk, and he didn't even to bother apologizing to me either." I said angrily.

"He tried! But you sent the letters back in ashes, kind of harsh don't you think?!?" Said Black raising his voice.

"He should have chased after me you dolt! So shove off Black!" I said in his face.

"I have to find Potter."

"Why," said Sirius nastily, "What are you going to do? Break his heart again? Piss off Evans." He brushed pass me rather forcefully, knocking me on the ground. I quickly got up, and ran and ran until I couldn't anymore. I slumped over and notice I was sitting on a notebook. I flipped through the pages. I noticed that on the front page it said "James Potter's Journal" Wait. What? I read it, not one to pry but this was the only link to James I had. James kept a journal? Yet another thing I have learned and loved about him.

It was lonely without James, I've been miserable this whole month, but I didn't know why until now. I missed how his arms used to hold me, making me feel secure. Those fingers that played the piano so gracefully. His Hazel eyes I got lost in, and had to have him give me the map to get out…

What have I done? I think I've scared him away for good. I felt tears run down my cheeks...

(James POV)

I am so mad! Why is she being hardheaded? I have qualities to be Head boy, doesn't she remember. I tried my hardest not to make it as awkward as possible. Why can't she see how much I love her and want her back?

"Oi Prongs!" Said Sirius finding me wandering around the train.

"Huh" I said looking up.

"There you are, I've been looking all over. Where were you?" he said noticing my gaunt look.

"Patrolling." I said

"Not together with your Heartbraker?"

" Sirius what did you do? "I said worriedly.

"I….um well let's say I just blew up at Lily.. Well she said that she was looking for you… and… I might have told her to piss off…" he said shielding his face, expecting an attack.

"You did what?!?" I screamed at him.

"I'm really sorry Prongs…" Sirius started but I just interrupted him.

"Just go back to the compartment!" I shouted as I flew down the corridor in search of Lily. I promised I would move on, and save me from this heartache…

Lily POV

I read through his journal, which felt rather stalkerish. I had to admit it was rather poetic, I read when he wrote about how we started going out. It was so cute, then I came to the part where I started crying all over again.

It's strange to think, that I have seen the new moon, but nothing of her pretty face. I feel like the flower that misses the sun in the winter solace, her words have banished me too. How I long to see that face, to touch that cheek that once flushed for me, I am afraid that fire has been put out forever…

I don't know long I sat there just thinking what a horrible person I was. I didn't even notice the head boy sit next to me, until he said my name.

"Lily…" he said softly.

"Ja- Jamees- I'm- s-so..sorry." I sobbed onto his shoulder.

"No Lily, I'm sorry for what Sirius said to you, he wasn't thinking. He was mad about how Alexis yelled at him and being rejected for once in his life." He said. We both started laughing a little lightening up the mood.

"Can we still be friends, Lils?" he offered

I nodded half-heartedly, I really wanted him to kiss me right then and there but he stood up and extended his hand. I took it, feeling electricity run through my body. We got up and Headed towards the Heads compartment.

This is going to be one crazy year I thought as James entered into the compartment me following in his wake….

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