'thoughts'
[language change]
{flashback}
(Yamato's p.o.v.)
(Well, now I am
grown
And these years have shown
Rain's a part of how life
goes
But it's dark and it's late
So I'll hold you and wait
'til
your frightened eyes do close
And I hope that you'll know
That
nature is so
This same rain that draws you near me
Falls on
rivers and land
And forests and sand
Makes the beautiful world
that you see
In the morning
Everything's fine in the
morning
The rain will be gone in the morning
But I'll still be
here in the morning… please be okay nii-chan." (Lullaby for a
stormy night by Vienna teng) "That was "them" that you just
saw. The very same that Takeru has been fighting to protect you from
and yet you still shun him. He is the very reason that all your
efforts to protect the digital world has stayed protected. "The
youngest will defeat the evil that shall arise." Wasn't that part
of the first prophecy?"
"I miss the little boy who always had a reason to smile at the world. The little boy who was never affected by anything until the life that was taken by using his hands. The little boy who had no blood on his hands, unstained by you all."
Willis said melodramatically he sat beside Tk on the bed and watched Nadia wipe away some tears that escaped while Tk cried when he heard that little speech.
"Together we will stop the forces that plague you Hope. Miracles will forever be the guardian to your heart.") I was in the waiting room waiting for dad to arrive since mom and aunty had left to see about a job in America. When dad arrived Willis was screaming his head off in the hall way. Screaming in some other language that seemed to get all the digimon riled up. A male nurse and security guard were trying to hold him down with great difficulty. I heard a long continuous beep and saw the digimon's data disappearing as if they were dying. I remembered that Willis said that Tk was a part of the digital world. He was always having these weird dreams that were coming true and we thought nothing of it since it was Kari and Ken who were the ones like that. But then what Kari told me what Azulongmon said to her and Tk I ended up leaning against the wall feeling sick. ("Azulongmon said the light within is Hope. So that must mean Tk is the one who holds all the power… I think. Is that right Izzy?" Davis puffed out his chest and opened his mouth to speak but he was beat to it.
"That may be true since he is the strongest out of all of us. And I mean that Davis. But just in his digivolutions since Kari has been attacked by Myotismon and the Dark Ocean. And he hasn't been used as a medium like you have." Izzy said and I saw he look of hurt and betrayal in his eyes before it was masked with fake happiness.)
I thought nothing of it like I always did and now it all fits together.
"What have we all done?" I muttered weakly as everyone turned to stare at me.
"He is the being who holds the true power. He is the angel of hope, innocence, life and destiny. I am the angel of miracles, faith, and luck. Now you truly see what you have done to him." Willis whispered as he fell into the security guards arms that held an empty syringe. I watched as he was laid on a bed so the doctors could restart Tk's heart...
The digimon briefly vanished along with their data and it occurred to me that the adults didn't mind them for everyone was used to them. Though not everyone had a digimon partner half the kids in the state did so people got used to them. I think that everywhere digimon were vanishing and coming back.
I heard a beep and then another that signaled Tk was breathing again.
"PPAAAAATAAAAAMMMMMMMMOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I heard Tk scream with some much Pain and anguish that I had to cover my ears to stop the hurt that I felt. I looked into the room to see a single white feather in Tk's hand; the feather slowly began to vanish as tears fell down his cheeks. I saw him squeeze his hands together as if in a prayer. I couldn't hear what he saying but I knew that it had something to do with what happened to Patamon. For some reason all the adults left and a groggy Willis walked into the room. He muttered something unintelligible and Tk stared at the wall with blank eyes. Tears still cascading down his face, and rain pounding the window. He looked so strangely out of place with all those bandages on him, looking exactly like Willis in everyway.
"Everything's fine in
the morning
The rain will be gone in the morning
But I'll still
be here in the morning…but Patamon won't... ever again." he
whispered painfully as he bit back a sob. Willis pulled him into a
hug in which he leaned into saying not word nor make a single sound.
This was the moment that everyone began to cry along with myself for
realizing the pain that we caused. The twins were both mouthing the
same thing repeatedly until the rain stopped. I watched as Willis
helped Tk get out of bed and dressed. Both moving as silently as
Death even though now I could see that Tk has the blood of innocents
on his hands.
"Why didn't you tell us anything Tk?" Kari asked and received a bitter smile from Willis with a fake sense of cheerfulness from Tk.
"I did many times before. "You're kidding right? I mean I know you are angry we didn't tell you Davis and Kari were dating while you were going out with her but you don't need to invent stories." That was the last time I told you about anything… I could have just let "them" kill all of you. But I can't do that to myself or the other people in the world. I couldn't let the digimon suffer because of my feeling so I pushed them aside as always." He said so happily that I felt guilty for not seeing the pain hidden behind that smile of his.
"Neh? Why don't you just forget about little ole me like ya always do. Forget of my pain as if it never existed that way I can leave with Nii-san here and we can become singers like we were in Colorado, like Grandpa wanted us to. Ready Nii?" he said as the pain in his eyes became more evident when he began to sing.
"Hey dad look at
me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to
plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna
do?
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I
try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never
gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm
alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now
it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't
be perfect
try not to think
About the pain I feel
inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you
spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't
care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to
make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't
stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it
all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now
it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't
be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you
said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn
your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But
you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts
forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cuz
we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be
perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm
sorry
I can't be perfect (Perfect by simple plan) we'll be the
best so don't forget it!" they said the moment Takeru was
disconnected from the heart monitor and the doctors rushed in. all
they saw was an open window and kids staring at it in shock.
(7 months later)
"Hey this is Slayer!" said an ecstatic blonde haired boy no older than seventeen with his hair spiking up and seeming to defy all gravity. Maybe fourteen?
"And I am Miracles." Replied another blonde albeit gloomily with his hair that was going down his face and going into his eyes.
"Thank you for showing up to our concert and for all our fans we prepared three of our newest songs for all the nostalgia here!" screamed Slayer as he picked up his guitar and his happy demeanor quickly dispersed and now he looked gloomy. His brother also doing the same but now he cheered up. The fans were used to the personality switch of the hit new band Hopeless Darkness.
"My hands are
searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel
you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you
This
fire runs in through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing
you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around
me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm
feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
My hands float
up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to
fade
Into our secret place
The music makes me sway
The
angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are
too with you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all
around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what
I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
I can feel
you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on
to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
And
so I cry
The light is white
And I see you
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening
the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring
this heart that's healing
Take my hand
I give it to you
Now
you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I
believe you
I believe
I can feel you all around
me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm
feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed……
This one was for all of you who were ever heart broken. Betrayed by the one you loved the most. This next one will be for any of you trapped alone in the dark, with no light to guide you out. Let this song be your guide to the Hope of the future!
I told another lie
today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I
know the right words to say
Like "i don't feel well," "i
ate before i came"
Then someone tells me how good i look
And
for a moment, for a moment i am happy
But when i'm alone, no one
hears me cry
I need you to know
I'm not through the
night
Somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I
need you to know
That we'll be ok
Together we can make it
through another day
I don't know the first time i felt
unbeautiful
The day i chose not to eat
What i do know is how
i've changed my life forever
I know i should know better
There
are days when i'm ok
And for a moment, for a moment i find
hope
But there are days when i'm not ok
And i need your help
So
i'm letting go
I need you to know
I'm not through the
night
Somedays i'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I
need you to know
That we'll be ok
Together we can make it
through another day
You should know you're not on your
own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know
when but i know now
Together we'll make it through
somehow
(together we'll make it through somehow)
I need you
to know
I'm not through the night
Somedays i'm still fighting
to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be
ok
Together we can make it through another day………
"We all fight to stay in the light right Miracles?" the other nodded and both prepared to sing in perfect harmony once again.
"This is for those who found someone to help them through the night to stay and fight for the light. For the Miracles given everyday.
You come to me with
your scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night
feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want
you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie
[Chorus:]
This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look
me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to
be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms
and I won't let go
I'm everything You need me to be
Your
parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like
I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when
they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I
know it's a lie
[Bridge:]
The night is so long when
everything's wrong
If you give me your hand
I will help you
hold on
Tonight
Tonight
[Altro:]
I won't let you
say goodbye
And I'll be your reason why
The last night away
from me
Away from me………
Thank you and if there are any requests then write to us. We shall take our leave then."(1 Flyleaf: all around me, 2 Superchick: courage, 3 Skillet: the last night) The twins spoke immediately switching personalities when they stepped off the stage. 'I don't know why they seem familiar but the do and well I haven't heard of them until just yesterday when Ken got us all seats for the show.' Both seemed to avoid touching anyone else but what was even stranger was the fact that now they both had a tattoo of the crests of Hope and Miracles on both of their cheeks below their eyes.
"Ano… Slayer, miracles can I have your autograph?" Kari and Yolei asked as both teens took out markers and signed a piece of paper and handing it to them. Slayer looked about ready to faint as he nodded to a security and he and Miracles were led away. When we were leaving the concert stadium we happened to pass by the limo that stopped so Slayer could take a kitten down from a snow covered tree.
It was winter Tk's favorite time of the year and I missed him dearly. After everything we did all I wanted to do was apologize to him and Willis.
When Slayer got back down he fell to his knees as he shook with a horrible cough. It sounded painful and looked painful as his eyes scrunched up in pain. There was blood staining the pure snow as he got up with help from Miracles. As they were about to step into the limo again I heard them whispering.
"They are coming closer Willis."
"I know Take-chan and all we can do now is give people Hope and send them Miracles through our songs." I ran to the limo only to watch as it left quickly. The others were staring at me as if I had gone crazy.
"That was Tk and Willis, guys. They were talking about someone getting close and hopes and miracles." Izzy got out his laptop from who knows where and got a faint digi-core signal from the two destined who mysteriously vanished. 'I can't believe I must such an opportunity to see and speak with my brothers… yeah my brothers.'