DO NOT SKIP THE AUTHORS NOTE

All right. I am TICKED. Guess how many people have read this story? 39! Yes 391! And how many reviews do I have? 38! I mean thank you to all who reviewed! But that is a LOT of un reviewing people! How hard is it to just say That was Aweful or that was good? Just write your name or a good story that you have read lately. And to one of my reviewers- DO YOU WANT ME TO STOP WRITING???? I mean come ON! HOW HARD IS IT TO REVIEW?!? Is it because you don't have an acount? Cus you can still review. You have time to ad me to alerts and favs but not REVIEW? YOU WERE DOING SO GOOD AT FIRST! SOO many people reviewed, but now- hardly anybody is!!!!!! WHY?!?!?!? PLEASE JUST STINKIN REVIEW!!!!

BPOV

I didn't know where I was going. I didn't care. Niki and Sadie would understand. Brett and Alex didn't know the full extent of my story so they would be clueless as to why I just ran off. I can't believe that he broke his blood promise. We swore that we would change the other one. And even if he didn't have good enough control, Carlisle surely did. I mean he is around blood all day long, so he would have been able to change me. I knew one thing- I would never trust Edward again.

That's when I got the idea. I would go see Carlisle.

I arrived at the hospital parking lot. I walked into the waiting area and spoke to the lady. "Is Dr. Cullen available? Not for an appointment, for a personal visit."

"I'm sorry, I'm not permitted to let you in. Strict orders from Dr. Cullen himself. Nobody but family can see him, unless for medical reasons."

"Why don't you call him up? I can assure you, he will see me." At least I hope.

"You do know he's married right? And you look a little too young. That's illegal you know." What?!? She thinks I'm having an affair with him.(I got this idea off of a mini-series called Torchwood)

"Uhh... I used to be friends with his son Edward... before they moved." Great cover story Bella, just hope she buys it.

She picked up her phone. "Dr. Cullen, I'm sorry to bother you but you have a visitor." Thanks to my vampire hearing I could hear him on the other line.

"Is it family?"

"No, she insists that you would let her in. Claims to be an old friend of Edward.''

"What's her name?"

"Silly me. I didn't even ask." She put her hand over the speaker on the phone and turned to me.

"What's your name?"

"Isabella Swan-Mason" I heard Dr. Cullen gasp.

"You have two last names?"

"I didn't pick it. Blame my parents." Well technicly I did pick it but still.

" Her name is Isabella Swan-Mason.''

"Send her in. And in the future she is allowed to see me."

"Yes sir." She turned back towards me "You're free to go."

"Thank you.''

"Just go down that hall, take a right and it's the third door on the left." She put on a fake smile. She seemed... Jealous?

I got up and followed her directions. I opened the door and found out it was a broom closet. Stupid, jealous receptionist. I followed his scent and realized it was two more doors down and on the right.

I knocked twice and opened the door.

''Don't speak, Dr. Cullen." I started."Just listen. I don't want an explination as to why I was still human before you left, seeing as how you knew about our promise. I just came to thank you. As...frustrated, I guess you could call it, as I am... you did change him, like I wanted. And for that, I can't thank you enough. I also wanted to ask just one more favor."

He nodded, looking extremely pained and surprised.

"I need you to tell Edward that when I was human, I loved him. Even if he already knows, tell him anyway. You should also tell him, that I would have kept the promise. That I cried for days at his grave. That I still have some of his clothes. And that up until today, I still loved him." With that said I turned out the door and almost left.

"Isabella," He started. But I told myself that I wouldn't stay long. I stopped momentarily " First off,call me Carlisle. Secondly,"

"I'm sorry, but I have to go, Carlisle." And with that, I left. I jumped on my bike and sped towards the house.

I opened the door to our all-white living room. White carpet, white walls, white furniture. I looked up and sitting on the couch was Brett. He was in all camoflauge.

"Brett, what are you doing?" I asked. I was not in the mood for his humor.

"Shhhh. I'm hiding from the Ardvarks." (Brett is kind of like Emmett. And just so you know Brett is actuatly the name of an old friend. He is completely goofy and he actuatly said the ardvark thing. All moments with him will be stuff he really did. And before any of you get the wrong idea. I don't like him. I don't even see him anymore. It's just funny to write down stuff he did.)

"Brett, do you have any homework?"

"Yes, but..."

"No buts."

He went upstairs and grabbed his bag and pulled out Trig. "Homework stinks with a capital Y" (Don't ask)(Sadie- anymore good Brett moments? I have a few, but need more if possible.)

"Where are all the others?"

"Hunting."

"So why are you here?"

"I...Don't...Know." Stupid Brett.

"So why don't you go find them?"

"Great idea Bells!"

And he flew out the door. I didn't think that I could say goodbye to all of them in person so I pulled out a piece of lined paper from Brett's bag. And I wrote a message.

Dear guys,

I'm sorry to leave you, espeially without saying goodbye, but it's too hard here. Edward was THE Edward. He broke his promise, and I can't be around him. Would you believe that I didn't even look at him? I wanted only human memories of him. I spoke to Carlisle today and he is going to tell Edward some things. If he asks about me said I went to the store to buy a book. A book called 'Cold Ones.' Other than that try to Completely ignore him. Don't talk to him unless necessary, and most of all, don't trust him. He will let you down eventuatly. I love you all.-

Bella.

PS. Brett I took care of all the Ardvarks.

YOU HAD BETTER REVIEW OR I WILL PUT THE ARDVARKS ON YOU!!!!!!!! It will be a while before the next update. And I don't want to do this, but if I don't get 20 reviews when I get back I will not post another chapter until I do. And when I come to Mom's you had better hope I update, otherwise it will be a while until I come PUSH THE BUTTON! HOW HARD IS IT TO WRITE FOR 5 SECONDS.

ALSO- I am in desperate need of more stories to read. Any suggestions?