This here chapter is all over the place. I promise this will be the last of the massive amounts of flashbacks.

Sorry for typos and what not. It's almost 3 a.m…

Rated M for language and much adult themes towards the end.

Loveless Lies

Chapter 3: Night Begins

"Do it! Do it! Do it! Do it!" chanted a small crowd of girls.

Riku and Sora stood in the middle of them. "I will follow you into the dark" played loudly in the background.

Sora turned around and his eyes met Kairi's. Sora's eyes asked for permission. Kairi shrugged.

It is only a kiss between friends. It won't mean anything, he thought to himself.

Love of mine, some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

Riku's eyes left Sora's body and found the girl's eyes who had suggested it and smiled. It's like she knew what he wanted.

Selphie had screamed at the top of her lungs, "Riku! Sora! Make out! It would be hot!"

Her comment spawned countless others to join in.

Oh, how immature 18 really meant these days.

He then spun around and found Roxas. Riku's crush, well more like infatuation, on Sora was only known by Roxas and Axel. Riku wanted to ravage the brunette right there, but he knew Roxas' level head would size up the situation and give him some guidance. After all, Kairi was standing 10 feet away and could see everything.

Roxas smiled and mouthed, "Kiss him!"

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

Riku and Sora turned to face each other. Riku found Sora's blue eyes and locked on.

It is only a kiss, Sora thought.

The chants were getting louder. He once more turned to find Kairi, but was unsuccessful in his quest.

He took a deep breath in and grabbed Riku's neck. He lifted the heels of his feet and closed his eyes.

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

Riku had his hands placed softly on the smaller boy's waist. He tilted his head down.

And then it happened. Their lips met. Girls screamed. Teachers turned around to see what the ruckus was about. Sora didn't notice any of it. He had a weird feeling in his heart, but it was not a bad feeling. It was the way he used to feel when he first started dating Kairi. The feeling had long since passed with her, but as he held tightly on Riku's neck and forced the kiss to go longer; the feeling in his heart wouldn't stop.

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

Then he snapped back into reality. Kairi was probably watching this.

And just as quickly as the kiss had begun, it was over. The plethora of girls started to disperse back to their various boyfriends, squealing with joy. The music had stopped. Someone was talked over the PA system telling everyone that the dance was over and to go to Fun N Stuff for after prom.

Kairi ran and put her arms around Sora's waist, but Sora wasn't paying attention to his girlfriend. His eyes were locked on Riku's

That smile. Those eyes. That kiss, Sora shook his head, turned to Kairi and kissed her.

Not the same feeling. At all.

Sora slowly opened his eyes and glanced at the dull red light.

6:50 a.m. he thought, Why do I always wake up ten minutes before my damn alarm. I could have finished my dream. Why do I want to finish that dream? Why can't I get that night out of my head?

Sora sat up shaking his head. Like that would actually make him stop thinking about Riku's long silver hair and ivory toned body. Of course, it didn't.

He grabbed his cell and held down the number 2 button to wake up Kairi. Riku had always held his number 1 spot on his speed dial.

Why had he always been number 1? Did that mean something? Sora, stop it. You have already made your decision. There's nothing left to debate.

He sighed and put his ear to his phone.

"Hello?" said a very sleepy Kairi.

"Hey, hun. It's about 7," Sora said in as enthused voice as he could get.

Kairi yawned, "Okay. Get me in 45. Bye Sor."

"Bye Kai," Why the hell had we given each other nicknames?

"I'll race you, Sora," Riku yelled and started running towards the laser tag room. He hadn't given Sora a chance to say no.

Sora kissed Kairi's cheek and took off running towards the silver haired boy. She waved and continued her conversation with Selphie.

Riku didn't run full speed. He knew Sora wouldn't be able to keep up if he had. He turned his head and saw the brunette closing in the gap between them. Riku weaved between some games, an air hockey table and a rather large DDR machine until he saw a sign pointing down a darkened hallway. It claimed laser tag was open and down the pitch black hallway.

He turned right and grabbed his cell. He flung it open and used the light to find his way down the hall. Riku slowed down as he saw the double doors, he also saw a closed sign hanging from one of them.

Fucking school's too cheap for laser tag? Prom is a once in a lifetime event. Would it have killed them to have one good thing at after prom…, Riku thought as he came to a complete stop.

Sora stopped beside him gasping for air, "Now what?"

"Let's go in," Riku said with a smile. Alone time with Sora. "I can find the power switch, and we'll just play by ourselves."

Before Riku had finished his statement, Sora had taken down the closed sign and opened the door. He was inside smiling at Riku.

"If they didn't want us in here, they would have locked it, right?" Sora laughed and ran off to find the light switch.

Riku walked inside and saw a faint red light off to the left. "Sora, where are you?"

"Head toward the light," Sora's voice echoed.

Riku ran around black objects that would normally be used for hiding behind.

How did Sora make it through this mess without falling?

As he approached the light Riku noticed it was coming from inside a room. The door was open, so he walked in.

"Sora, where the hell are you?" Riku said as he walked through the control room.

Just then he fell to the ground. Riku pushed off whatever had fallen on him and rolled over to see that it was a Sora.

"What was that for?" Riku asked as he ran his fingers through his hair. Not that he didn't mind having the adorable brunette on top of him.

"Dunno," Sora shrugged and smiled.

His smile is amazing. So real. Full of life, Riku thought.

Then Sora threw himself onto Riku once more.

"Let's wrestle. Like we did when we were younger," Sora insisted.

Riku rolled over pinning the smaller boy beneath him, "Well that was easy." Riku chuckled and looked down at Sora.

Sora's blue eyes sparkle even in red light.

Riku closed his eyes for a second. Taking it all in. All the changes that were going to happen. In less than four month Sora was moving to Twilight Town and Riku was staying on the island, doing jack shit. Sora would continue his relationship with Kairi while Riku continued pretending to be straight, but right now, he was having fun with his best friend.

Riku felt Sora's body rise towards his own. Sora had managed to get control over his arms back and pushed the both boys up into a sitting position with Riku straddling Sora's lap.

What is he doing? Should I get off? Riku questioned.

Sora placed his arms around the taller boy's neck, playing with the perfect silver hair that tickled his hands. Riku instinctively put his arms around Sora's waist, pushing his tee shirt up a bit so his ivory colored arms brushed up against Sora's tan body.

The action sent chills through both the boys' bodies.

Sora lifted his chin. Riku saw the red light reflect off the boy's blue eyes.

Does he want the same thing I do? Riku thought. Little did he know, Sora was thinking the same thing.

Well the only way to find out is to dive in.

Before Riku could react to his thoughts, Sora pushed his lips to Riku's. Riku tried to pull away, but was hindered by Sora's surprisingly tight grasp on Riku's neck.

He does want this. He wants us, Riku thought to himself as he parted Sora's light pink lips with his tongue.

He used his tongue to explore all there was to this new territory as Sora's hands moved down to the bottom of Riku's white undershirt. Sora lifted the silver boy's shirt over his head and threw it to the side. Sora's hands wandered over the boy's back.

Riku took the opportunity to remove Sora's shirt as well as lay the boy down, taking dominance over the smaller boy's body. Sora's hands drifted to Riku's hips, lowering his jeans inch by inch as his lips stayed locked to Riku's.

"Do you want to do this, I mean, are you ready?" Riku heard himself interrupt. "This is sorta all of the sudden. We're moving fast."

"Riku, I want you."

"I want you, too. I have, for years now." Sora blushed as the words escaped Riku's mouth. "Not just wanted you. I mean, I wanted to be with you…What about Kairi?" Why am I questioning this? Don't argue with what the boy wants. Just take advantage of the situation. Be how you are with everyone else… but this isn't everyone else. It's him. It's Sora. My Sora.

"I'll deal with her on my own time," Sora said as he reached into the darkness pulling out a bag. He lifted out what appeared to be a bottle of lube.

"Where did you find that?" Riku asked.

"Seriously Riku. What's up with the questions? Are you trying to kill the mood," Sora said smiling as he pointed to an employee closet to the right.

Riku took that opportunity to remove his jeans and boxers. He hoped that action would rectify all the questions he had asked earlier.

Sora smiled and kissed his new lover. Taking every ounce of his being, all that he had, and placing it on Riku's lips. He wanted Riku to know, from actions not words, that this is what he wanted.

His actions spoke out as he removed what little clothes he had left on. Sora laid down, spreading his legs as Riku grabbed the small tube and got down to his own business.

Riku tried to mouth the words 'are you sure' but was stopped by Sora placing his finger against his lips.

That was all Riku needed.

He took his now, very hard member and placed it at the opening of Sora's small hole. This would be Riku's first time with a boy; he knew it would be Sora's as well. He leaned down and kissed Sora's tan body, swirling his tongue around the boy's nipples. Sora squeaked from the pleasure. Riku kissed the boy's lips as he thrust himself inside the boy.

Sora winced, but kissed the boy back, using his tongue to approve and ask for more. Riku slowly rotated his hips being careful not to hurt the boy too badly, but as he kept moving his body, he realized that Sora was moaning from pleasure.

Soon, Riku was full force throwing himself into Sora. Sweat dripping from his forehead onto his partner's stomach. Riku's back arched back from pure bliss. Sora screamed as Riku repeatedly hit 'the spot.'

"With the lights out it's less dangerous. Here we are now. Entertain us…"

"What the fuck," Riku said as he heard the popular Nirvana song play.

Sora's face went pale. Like he had just woken up from a nightmare. Riku saw this expression and pulled himself from the brunette.

Sora dashed around grabbing his clothing and phone. He threw on pants and a tee shirt and ran to the door. He started to walk through, but before he got the whole way into the darkness, he looked back at his friend.

Riku sat in the middle of the floor. Staring up at Sora. Waiting for a word, a look, anything to let him know this wasn't a mistake.

"I'll call you," Sora said.

Not what I was going for, but I'll take it,

Riku sat straight up. Sweat pouring off his face.

He immediately reached for his phone.

He still hasn't called.

A single tear fell from his eye and landed on the LCD screen. The water distorted his wallpaper of himself and Sora.

He noticed the corner of his cell. 5:05 a.m.

Two full hours before his alarm was to go off.

So much for sleeping pills.

He turned over and pulled open a drawer. He grabbed the same bottle as before and took 4 more pills.

I need to sleep, dammit.

There you have it. Riku and Sora's secret.

I will have another update by Tuesday. ::crosses fingers::

What's to come: Will Sora tell Kairi? If so, what will he say?

--Em