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2 Months ago. Two Months ago I made the Choice to be With Matt. He was like my everything, but for some reason I cannot help, but feel like something is missing. You Know. I do not know. I just-The Cullen's they still come to my shows, but they are not so into my life anymore. Edward and me are Bestfriend's now. He said if he could not have me than he would be as close to possible to me without actually being with me- which turned out to be a best friend so here we are. Yay. Really. God even in my mind I am like a sarcastic depressed Weirdo. Maybe it's because I am listening to Creep By Radiohead. Probably, Did you know it was banned in England for being depressing? I didn't Ryan told me that when he came into my room like 2 minutes ago. I sighed, Am I really going to do this again? , I asked myself. I shook my head. I have to do another World Tour and my first stop is Seattle, How fucking Ironic. I have not stepped foot in Washington since Victoria-so this is just fabulous. Really it is. I groaned and leaned back onto the headboard of the queen bed in the hotel that I'm staying in. I got up and walked towards the couch, grabbing my suitcase and walking out of the room-nothing left to do. Once I reached the elevator, I saw that 3 other people were waiting for it to and out of instinct they backed away from me when I stood next to them. I got in without a word when the elevator dinged and stood in the corner-my suitcase on the floor and my arms crossed-when the other passengers glanced at me I glared at them, not in the best mood now. I was fully annoyed that we had to do another tour since I really wanted to relax and be a normal Vampire. Well as normal as a famous vampire can get, the other passengers hurried off when we reached the lobby and I just smirked.
I exited the hotel and got into the limo that was waiting for me in the front and I slid in welcoming to dark tinted windows and privacy. I reached for my head and slowly took off the White bob wig that was placed on my head and shook my brown hair out. I pressed the button for the window to go down and causally tossed the wig out as if I do it every day, which I do.
"On." I commanded and the voice-activated flat screen appeared on the black wall. I scanned the channels for what seemed like hours until we finally made it to the ampatheater that they built back in 2023. I stepped out of the limo with the clothes and make-up I had just applied earlier.[Outfit, Hair, and makeup on profile;D]. As I did, Screaming surrounded engulfed me and it really didn't help that I have super hearing and I badly wanted to drain everybody here since I haven't hunted in awhile which was majorly bad for them right now. I signed a couple autographs, before heading into the building. I don't get why the made such a big deal of this tour, I mean I've had dozens before and I've never had this many fans in one place. My manger told me that they sold all the tickets-which were like 3,500,089 which she began to tell me beat Rod Stewarts big concert at Copacabana Beach in I don't know when[True-Rod Stewart held a concert with 3,500,000 people. Look it up] by 89 people. I was all like yay for me-let's do a dance, not. So there were people across the street trying to get through the security and I was like stunned. I shook my head trying to clear my thoughts when some fans that were let into the building early since they paid extra started to pull at my clothes. I was terrified cause at that moment I was seriously anger at them for ruining my dress and was tempted to rip them all apart, but security got to them first. My bodyguards led my backstage and into the dressing room where I changed out of my dress and got ready for the concert.
I looked at myself in the mirror and was pleased with what I saw [Look at profile] and sat down till they came for me to sing on stage. I've written a couple new songs, but they sounded more pop ever since I got with matt. Before they were Dark, so I lost a lot of fans cause my music wasn't they're genre, but I was okay with that. You know the whole gain some-lose some. You know what I mean. I got bored of just sitting here so I went to the backstage area that was located a couple halls from my dressing room[Dressing room& Backstage are on profile;D]. I sat on the couch while Hollywood Undead played their last song. I was about to greet them when they came out, but they were distracted by the VIP girls trying to flock around them-one even took off her top right there. I rolled my eyes at their stupidity and grabbed the Mic that someone handed me and they put on all the 'equipment' and I walked out on stage.
"Hello Seattle! Are you ready for the best Concert in your lives?" I yelled into the Microphone in a fake cheerful voice. They screamed back at me and I gave a nod to the band. Here goes nothing.
[Ignorance -Paramore]
If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same
We're the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good
Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same
Yeah, we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good
Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
We played a couple more songs till we came to last one and I opened my mouth.
[I'm in love with you-Cassie]
People of the world uh
(huh huh huh huh)
Listen up, can you get this track any louder?
(huh huh huh huh)
I'm in love with you and every little thing you do
I'm in love with you (yeah hey hey)
I'm in love with you can't take my eyes off you
I'm in love with you
Yeah, I'm in love with you baby
you drive me crazy
I wanna get to know you
Yeah (ow), I can tell that you want me
the way you pushed up on me I know
You want me to move closer, get closer
If you wanna go gotta let me know
Closer, get closer
To your luvin, uh I think I'm fallin'
I'm in love with you and every little thing you do
I'm in love with you (yeah hey hey)
I'm in love with you can't take my eyes off you
I'm in love with you
Yeah, from the first time I saw ya
said I couldn't ignore ya
I'de like to get to know ya
Yeah (ow), you know it's getting late now
And I should be on my way now I know
You want me to move closer, get closer
If you wanna go gotta let me know
Closer, get closer
To your luvin, uh I think I'm fallin'
I'm in love with you and every little thing you do
I'm in love with you (yeah hey hey)
I'm in love with you can't take my eyes off you
I'm in love with you
When the feeling gets right into ya
and it's something bout tonight
and we can make it ours yeah
Baby its just an ilusion
It's something that I like
boy I think I'm fallin'
Could it be?
I'm in love with you and every little thing you do
I'm in love with you (yeah hey hey)
I'm in love with you can't take my eyes off you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you and every little thing you do
I'm in love with you (yeah hey hey)
I'm in love with you can't take my eyes off you
I'm in love with you
I ended with my head bowed and I walked off stage and ran to my dressing room, Venom stinging my eyes. I wanted that song to be for Matt-I truly did, but it wasn't-It was from it.