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When I woke up on Tuesday, my courage to tell Jasper how I felt, totally washed away. I no longer felt the willingness. I was also super pissed at him. Why the hell didn't he call?? I'm his girlfriend aren't I; he should care about my feelings!

I don't know why, but something told me I needed to dress hot today, even hotter than I was on Saturday. I usually didn't feel the need to dress up, but I didn't really care today. I decided to ignore Jasper for the beginning of the day, and wait till he has to talk to me, and then I would talk to him.

I teased out my hair a bit, and put on some thick eyeliner and mascara. I didn't know what color I was going to wear yet, so I held off on the eye shadow. I went back to my room and went through my clothes.

This time I chose some black and grey plaid skinny jeans, I didn't realize that that's all I had, and a hot pink, corseted top. I chose come knee high converse, and tucked the jeans inside them. (pics on pro) I also decided not to wear any eye shadow today.

When I was finished getting ready, my cell rang. "Jazz" flashed across the screen, I ignored it. I didn't like being mad at him, but he totally disappeared and didn't tell me.

While I was eating breakfast, my phone rang 2 more times. I looked through my missed calls and noticed they were from Jasper, again, and Alice. I didn't really feel like talking to Alice, after all, she didn't call me either.

A little while later, I headed out the door and drove to school. The sky looked odd today, kind of like it wanted to rain, but won't, and like the sun wants to come out too, but that wont either. I had a feeling, today would be crazy.

I arrived at school really early today, and even made it to my locker and back outside before many people got here. I found a nice shady tree and sat on the damp ground, watching the school slowly fill up.

I have no idea how long I sat under the tree, but I was sure that the Cullen's were soon going to be here. I really didn't want to see them yet.

I got up as soon as Edward's Volvo entered the parking lot. I was trying to rush to get into the buildings, but I was stopped by someone I didn't want to see, Mike.

He was staring at my outfit. I didn't have my jacket closed, and my shirt defiantly flaunted my assets, but there was no need to stare. "H-hey Bella."

I mentally sighed. "Hi Mike. Look I'm kinda in a hurry, so can you please move?"

"Yea, sure." He sounded a bit dazed, and I walked past him. "Wait, I was going to ask you if you were free…"

I didn't let him finish that sentence. "Mike," I hissed. "If you ask me that again, you will seriously regret it later." I looked a bit shocked at my hostility.

He shrugged. "Are you free tomorrow night? Do you want to go out?"

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND ALL THINGS HOLY! How stupid can he be?

"Yes, Mike." It was sarcastic, but I don't think he caught that.

"Really?" Stupid! He took a step closer to me.

"No!" I practically yelled, and then I finally kicked him in his manhood.

He fell to the ground in pain. "I told you, you would be sorry, Mike." This was just too funny; I knew I should have done that yesterday.

I looked up and saw a circle had formed, in the midst, I saw all the Cullen's looking at me, shocked. I smiled and glared at them, and turned towards the building.

Throughout all my first classes, some people applauded me, and the same question was asked about a thousand times, "Why'd you do it." At first I told them it was because he deserved it, and then I got tired of saying that so I said, "Well, I just felt like it, he just happened to be there." Most of the guys backed away from me when I said that.

When it was lunch time, I didn't head to the lunchroom and sit with the Cullen's, I went back to that tree I was sitting at before school started. I wasn't hungry, and I didn't feel like talking to anyone, so I just sat there with my eyes closed.

I think it was 10 minutes later when I felt someone sit next to me. I didn't even hear them approach. I opened my eyes and focused on the person I was trying to ignore, Jasper.

I glared at him, and looked away, pulling my legs to my chest and resting my head on my knees.

"Bella…" I cut him off.

"Where were you, and why didn't you call me?" I tried to sound mad, but you could hear the hurt in my voice.

I looked back at him, he looked pained. "Bella… I can't tell you."

I scoffed. "Why? Huh? I'm your girlfriend; you should be able to trust me."

"Bella, it's not that I don't trust you," he defended himself.

I got up and walked, I ended up heading to the forest. I didn't feel like going back to school yet, so I entered the trees.

"Bella, wait!" I didn't stop, and he followed me. We ended up in a clearing pretty close to the school. I stopped in the center, and looked back at him; he was only a couple feet away.

"You know, I tried to call you all weekend. I needed to tell you something important. You didn't even call once, just to let me know you were ok and that you weren't going to be here. I waited, and waited for you to call back." My voice was pained, he winced as I spoke.

I sunk to the ground and put my head on my knees.

"Bella, I'm so sorry." He sunk to the ground too, his head in his hands.

"I was worried Jasper. I love you, I just wanted to tell you that," I whispered. His head shot up and he stared at me. I looked away.

I don't know what made me say it, I told myself that I wasn't going to yet I did anyway.

"Bella, I…" I looked up at him.

"Jasper!!" someone called in the distance, it sounded like Alice.

It that moment the sun appeared form behind a cloud. Its rays covered both me and Jasper in sunlight. I was completely shocked at what I saw.

"No," Alice said, she was now at the corner of the clearing, looking in shock.

Jasper was glowing. As soon as the sun reached him, he started to shine, just like thousands of diamonds covered his body. He looked utterly shocked and was staring at me, waiting for my reaction.

I couldn't move, I couldn't speak, I couldn't do anything, I just stared. What is going on here? What's wrong with him?

Finally, I recovered my voice. "WHAT THE BLOODY HELL IS GOING ON HERE?" I yelled, and stood up. Jasper flinched and looked away, still sitting there. Alice started to move towards me, but stopped at the edge of the light.

"Bella, listen," Alice told me. She took a deep breath and stepped closer to me. I backed away from both of them.

"What are you people?" I whispered, still stepping back.

I was mentally yelling at myself, I told myself I wouldn't care what they were, but yet, I'm freaking out. This is not what I was expecting, it's just too weird.

I tripped over a root, and fell back. I didn't bother getting back up. I looked from Jasper to Alice, waiting for an explanation. They were looking at each other, talking. Their lips moving too fast to read, and were speaking too fast to understand.

Finally, they both looked at me. "Bella, I think we need to explain." DUH! "Ok, I don't really know how to say this, so I'm just going to come out with it." Alice started. I was incredibly confused and impatient.

"Bella, we're vampires." Jasper said, looking away.

Vampires? Are they serious? I laughed. It was just too ridiculous. Shouldn't they be burning in the sun, not glowing in it? "Are you guys' crazy?" I asked.

"No." They did look completely serious. They must be insane.

"How can you be vampires?" I giggled at the word. "Aren't they mythical creatures that burn in the sun? Drink blood? Sleep in coffins? Turn into bats? Die by a steak in the heart? I seriously doubt that's you."

"Bella, just listen," Alice said. I was still giggling, but I was also listening. "Bella, we do drink blood, but all that other junk is Hollywood's version of what we are." I immediately stopped laughing.

"Wait, you're totally serious?" I looked to them both. Jasper looked pained still, and Alice looked sad. They both nodded. "So you guys could kill me now?" I asked, a little scared. My heart started beating fast and my breathing turned ragged.

"No, no, no Bella. We said we drink blood, just not human. We live off the blood of animals. We try to blend in with humans. Of course, we try to never get to close to anyone. We never harm them." Alice said.

Then why were they close to me? I pushed that thought away. "So, the speed, the not eating, the glowing in the sun, the emotion thing, and the gold eyes are all from being a vampire? Also the beauty and the teeth?" They looked shocked. "Sorry, I've just noticed some things."

"What do you mean 'the emotion thing'?" Jasper asked.

"Well, I've noticed, whenever I'm around you, my emotions go haywire and wacky, like I'm not always the one controlling them," I told him.

"Sorry." He looked away.

"That's just him Bella. He can feel and manipulate emotions," Alice said.

I stared in shock. So he knew I loved him? Well, knows I love him. I stand by what I said; I don't care what they are. Well, just as long as they don't ever hurt humans.

"You see Bella, some of us have certain abilities. They are often carried over to us when we turn…" I stopped her.

"What do you mean you turn?"

"The only way you can change into a vampire is if you have been bitten my one. The venom in our teeth seeps throughout your veins and slowly kills you. After three day in agonizing pain, you have fully become part of the living undead," Jasper told me.

"Oh," was all I could say. That doesn't sound pleasant.

"Anyway, sometimes, a trait that someone had as a human will carry on and intensify when they die. I have visions, Jasper can feel and give emotions, and Edward can read minds."

I gasped. "He can? Seriously?" There is no telling what he heard from me.

Alice chuckled. "Don't worry Bella, Edward can't read your mind. Apparently, you're the only one."

"Wait go back, why did you say that you never get to close to humans, I forgot to ask that earlier?" I needed to know.

"There is always a chance we could hurt them. Even though we live off animals, sometimes the urge is too great. We are also really strong, so we always have to be careful." Jasper said.

"That would explain the bruises." I didn't think they would hear that, I almost didn't hear it and I'm the one who said it.

"What bruises?" Jasper asked, a little scared.

"Umm… you heard that?"

"Yes, we also have enhanced senses," Alice said.

"Well, it's not important." Why couldn't they have said that earlier?

They looked at my suspiciously. I just smiled at them.

They were still shining, but that didn't really bother me anymore. I got up and walked over to Jasper. I still love him immensely.

"How can you still feel that way? How, after you know everything?" Jasper asked. I almost forgot about his power thing.

I smiled and kneeled down next to him. "Remember the day when we first kissed." He nodded. "I told you that I didn't even care what you were. I've always known something was weird about you guys, but that doesn't change anything." He wasn't looking at me. "Jasper, I still love you, this doesn't change anything." I put my hand on his cheek.

He finally looked at me, his eyes locking with mine. "I love you too Bella, I just never thought I would get the chance to say it." I smiled, and he pulled me into a hug.

"Oh, come on! Kiss her!" I forgot Alice was there. I giggled and I'm pretty sure I blushed scarlet.

Jasper chuckled too. I looked up at him and he put his hands on either side of my face. I stood on my tippy toes and he reached down, our lips met halfway.

I didn't push it this time. I didn't throw myself at him. I think I would have if Alice wasn't there. We kept it short and sweet and we both pulled away smiling.

"AWWWWWWWWWWWW!" Alice sniffled back fake tears.

The sun went away and I thought about the time. We totally just skipped school. Wait, is it still going?

"What time is it?" I asked them both since I didn't have a watch.

"It's almost 6th period. Do you want to go back?" Alice asked.

"No, I don't feel like having questions thrown at me. Hey, wont the others mind that I know?" I was kind of scared of what they might do.

"I don't think so, well at least, I don't see them minding. All though I think Edward will be mad. I think you should head home with us Bella. Carlisle will have to talk to you, and you can also learn more about us, if you want." Alice smiled.

"Of course."

"We should leave now, before class ends. Bella, don't worry I will go get your stuff." And with that, Alice took off. I didn't even see her as she moved.

"Wow, I knew today was going to be crazy." I looked up at Jasper. He looked a little sad. "What's wrong Jazz?"

"Nothing, I just didn't want you to find out like this. But now at least I don't have to keep this from you anymore." He smiled.

"Yep. And I'm sorry about my reaction at first, I was just shocked. I'm glad I know now too though, otherwise I would have badgered it out of you." I poked him in the shoulder.

"Come on, we had better go. You have a lot to deal with soon." He took my hand and we made our way back to the school.

i know it wasn't the longest chap, but hey!

i decided to go with the choice voted most, Bella finding out on her own. i really had no other way she could know, other that seeing it first hand. i also knew that she would have never guessed what they were, unless they told her. so i guess its a mix between the choices :

Alice was there because she had a vision of Jasper stepping into sunlight, she tried to stop it, but as you have read, that didnt work so much.

ok, i know some of you may think this is too early for Bella to know about them, but sorry, you cant do anything about that? haha, just kidding.

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