After I was dressed and dinner had already been eaten, I managed to sit down to watch a movie with Harvey offering to clean up the dishes. If you don't mind me saying so…he looked so cute when he made sure all the plates were perfectly lined up on the drying rack.

I turned around, peeling my eyes away from him standing at the sink. Sigh.

Okay so maybe I was in love with him, but does he feel the same way? I know he likes me…but how much. Maybe he just liked me in a different way…

I shook my head. No, he wouldn't use me.

The movie was beginning to start, I had already seen it numerous times. I snuggled deeper into the cushions, yawning, it must be ten o'clock at night.

'Can I join you?' Harvey asked behind me.

'Sure,' I said. 'Have you ever seen a movie before?'

He shook his head, of course he hadn't, I'm such an idiot.

'It's called Pirates of the Caribbean,' I said. 'It's sort of depressing though.'

'Why?' he glanced towards me, hypnotizing me. I managed to stutter the words out.

'Well there's an actress in this movie that is really pretty and well, you can't blame me for being jealous…just look at her.' I explained, watching the beautiful Kiera Knightly fanning herself next to her future husband in the movie.

Harvey glanced at her, studying her as if comparing her. He laughed.

'Maybe to you she looks beautiful, but to me she looks…plane. Her features have no individuality.' He glanced back at me.

'She should be the one to be jealous of you. I mean-'

I cut him off by wrapping my arms around his neck, crushing my lips against his, tangling my fingers through his hair. He managed to pull himself together and place both of his hands on my waist. I stopped. I looked down at his facial expression.

'Woops,' I said covering my mouth with one hand. 'Sorry. That was a bit…forward.'

His breathing was a little uneven, cupping my face in his hands he pulled me closer and whispered in my ear.

'Would it be too much to ask for a warning next time?' he asked formally.

I shook my head, I could feel my heart begin to splutter in my chest. He held my gaze, locking me in a trans.

He trailed his hand up and down my spine, I shivered closing my eyes for a second. Harvey unsure what to do with my vulnerability just stared a moment at me.

I wonder what was on his mind. He frowned.

He remover his hands from my face and place them on my hips again, probably ready to lift me away at any wrong move.

'Some things don't feel right, but that doesn't mean you have to give in to it,' I reassured him. 'You felt like you were taking advantage of me…yes?'

He nodded; something was still on his mind. I searched his face for any sort of hint.

'I follow my instinct,' he frowned, lost in thought. He shook his head his again. 'What I'm trying to say is that there are many things I don't know what to do, I just do it.' He looked up at me again, almost pleading with me to understand. 'Let me try to explain...For example, when I first kissed you, it was just a reflex action. I didn't even know what a kiss was, but when you kissed me back I knew in my head somehow that it was…right. Like I a human instinct.'

'I understand,' I said. 'But what you did was right, you just thought the vulnerability was wrong.' I concluded, trailing patterns aimlessly on his chest. An idea suddenly formed in my head, I grinned.

'Does this mean I have to be your…instructor,' I beamed.

'I think so,' I smiled back taking on the joke.

'Hmmm. I have to start somewhere, what wouldn't Harvey know what to do…' I said, searching through random ideas. I froze. Sex. I looked up into his eyes, searching for some sort of reassurance. I thought about it again, giggling I covered my hand over my mouth again to stop me laughing to loud, not that it would help Harvey's curiosity.

'What's so funny?' he asked , almost smiling at my appalling state.

I shook my head, this was so embarrassing.

'Let me give you a clue…' I giggled. Tracing my fingers from his chest all the way towards his tummy, twinkling my fingers lightly over his skin. I place my fingers under his tee-shirts getting lower and lower, he was fighting the feelings by the look of his face. Something he had never ever experienced in his life, I giggled again, his poker face was so adorable. Before I got to the waistband of his pants, his hands locked around my wrists, pulling them together in a lock hold.

'Enough.' He glowered at me. 'Whatever you're doing to me…feels wonderful but…'

I giggled again at his baffled state.

'I was taking advantage of you,' I chuckled again. ' You could have been seduced…but obviously you have stronger will than I thought…' I pretended to look thoughtful.

'Seduced?'

'Yeah you know…Sex…Making love…' I trailed off, Harvey looked horrified. 'What? Something I said?'

'No.' he shook his head, looking into my eyes again. 'You mean that this…sex…feels like that…'

'Yes.' Okay well…this was awkward.

'I'll show you sometime.' I grinned, 'when you get your head strait.'

He laughed. 'Thanks.'

I got up and turned off the movie. I showed Harvey to his room and then went to my own, laughing again at the awkward conversation and went to sleep.