Dear Edward,
All I have is one question: Why?
Was my fragile human body not good enough?
Would I have broken too easy? Well, now you'll never know. Never know the true depths of my warmth. Never feel my small warm body next to a monster such as yourself. You wished that I would hate you, well sometime wishes do come true. You said that it'd end up bad if we were together, and you were right. You took my heart and broke it, and I highly doubt it can ever be put back together.
It would be less painful to be stabbed than to be lied to and crushed!
You lie and lie until you think I'm heart broken!
You have no heart, so you take mine and crush it into small pieces!
I've been crushed and crushed by all the lies you've spoken!
Good job, in the few months we were together you made me feel like I was worth something. Then, in the forest, you took all that back. You made me think. Who would miss me? Renee has Phil, Charlie and Sue are getting closer, Jacob will eventually imprint on someone and be happy, you expressed your feelings and they clearly did not indicate that you would…
So now I leave you, like you left me in the forest that day. This letter only conveys some of the loathing and bitter feelings I have for you. But, although you probably don't care, I will always love you. Even though you destroyed me emotionally, the short time we had together was wonderful and I will always remember you.
My Last Goodbye,
Bella Swan
I picked up the knife,
And looked at my skin.
I thought in my life,
That I couldn't win.
As the knife hit my skin,
I let out a cry.
I thought this is it,
I'm going to die.
The blood dripped down my arm,
And it hit the floor.
And that is when,
I heard the knock on my door.
I ran to keep it shut,
And sat on the ground.
I shut my eyes and took a breathe,
As my life slowly unwound.
I knew that it was coming,
As my life went out my wrists.
I knew no one would care,
I wasn't going to be missed.
And in that very moment,
I remembered what you said.
You said you'd always love me,
And then I was dead.
AN: I was in a depressed mood, but is this good? RR, any feedback would be great!
