BPOV music and lyrics

Today was first day of school. I was a nervous wreck. I went to the principal office to get my schedule and everything was ready. I had English, Literature, Sociology and Music. I was majoring in English literature but I decided to take music classes to have something to relax every day. I play the guitar and sing, and I'm trying with piano now. The first three classes were great and I was looking forward to the music class. Maybe I could express my feelings there without everyone to know what was wrong with me. It was a small group. There were eleven of us.

"Good Morning everyone, I'm professor Alex Gale. I'm going to be your music teacher for the entire semester and we are going to make pairs for all the upcoming projects. Those partners would be the one your seated with. No changes. So, let's get this started" he said with a bright smile. He looked really nice and passionate for what he does. He was also very young.

I was seated alone so that means I was going to work alone and that was more than ok. This is going to be the best class. And when I was dancing inside of my head he walked in.

"Thank you for joining us. You're late. Name?" Mr. Gale said flatly.

"I'm really sorry I had a run to do. Edward Cullen" he said with a crooked smile that I loved so much.

"Well Mr. Cullen, I'm Alex Gale. By the way all of you can just call me Alex." He said to everyone. "Go sit with Ms. Swan" he said after he checked I was the only one seated alone.

"Hey, you keep the passion huh?" he asked me. He knew that since I was little we both played. I played the guitar and he played the piano. We really loved doing that together.

"Yep." I said popping the p. I really wanted to be away from him because I needed to forget him. "Looks like you too" I smiled a little.

"Yes. This will be just like old times" he smiled warmly.

"So now people, to get to know each other first we are going to get to know our talents so each of you are going to do something. Let's star with the ones seated on the front. Ms. Swan would you do us the honor?" Alex said.

Shit I'm screwed. Why did I decided to sit in the front. What to do? I was in major problem. I stood up and went to the front. I hope this goes well. I took my guitar and started to play.

"Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now."

I ended crying with that song. That's exactly of what I was afraid. Now everyone saw it, specially him. I was so weak and now he'll just laugh. I kept a really good poker face when I end the song with tears on my face but I never looked at him in the eyes it was his turn now. And I was really working on stayed seated and not run away from hearing him sing surely to Tanya. He took his guitar and started playing.

"she runs free and the sun in my sky
but she comes to me when she`s got nowhere to hide
she tried to leave once but she didn`t instead came crying
my shoulder her head
i count the seconds that she isnt around
every single minute is a new treasure found
oh she`s my angel she`s my moments of joy
she`s my baby
she`s my love love love love
she`s my love love love love
she`s my love love love love
la la la la
in the middle of the night
i feel her holding me tight
face to face in between yea thats asleep in the night
never enough blanket but to me its alright
she can have it, she can have it all
she`s my love love love love
she`s my love love love love
she`s my love love love love
la la la la
she`s the sun in my sky
no i swear i wont shine without her
in the light of the moon
no i cant help but swoon
theres something about her
forgive me if i go on and on about her charm
something about her i dont know
she`s my love love love love
she`s my love love love love
she`s my love love love love
la la la la."

I couldn't stand seating there and keep hearing that song. I grabbed my stuffs and went directly to my apartment. That was the most heartbreaking thing I had to stand. He showed so much love, so much passion, dedication, and he was moved by the song. When I saw his teary eyes it showed me that he was really in love with her and I couldn't do anything about it. Those lyrics were all about Tanya. Just her.

After what seemed like hours of crying I took my things and went to the studio. I knew it would be empty and I could set my emotions free in there. Since I was ten my mom took me to dances classes. Ballet, Jazz, Rhythmic, so I could dance really good. It was my second passion and the sweat, the heat, was the best medicine. I changed into a sport bra some sweats, a tank top, and my jazz flats, grabbed a bottle of water my Ipod and left. The first song was confessions II by Usher, Forever by Chris Brown, Unfaithful by Rihanna, What goes around comes around by Justin Timberlake, Wine red by The hush sound. I tend to dance fifteen to twenty songs and when I was on the sixth one, valentines dance tango by the twins, he came in. He took my hand, and we started dancing. The way his hands moved all over my sweat body was incredible and he never stopped looking me in the eyes and he danced so flawless it was amazing and then the song ended. Neither of us looking away.

"That," I breathed "vas unexpected"

"You are a great dancer, you know?" He said still looking me in the eyes and still holding me.

"How long have you been here?" I asked trying to move away from him.

"Since Chris Brown" he laughed. "You can keep on. I have to go" he said turning his back to me and leaving the studio.

What had just happened? Why did he had to do that? Now nothing worked. Nor singing or dancing, my third passion was jogging and football, maybe that can work. Why did he stayed watching me dance? Why did he danced with me? Why he didn't want to let me go? He was hurting me in the most awful ways and he didn't know. And again the tears took over me.

AN: the songs are white horse by taylor swift and she is by gabe bondoc. Thanks!