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I was running late for my fourth period. Tanya called me to say she needed me to go to the store and pick some strawberries for tonight. I didn't know why but I went to pick them and now I probably will get detention. Damn I can't say no.
When I walked in the class I saw Bella seating there alone and I smiled to myself remembering how we used to play our music together when we were children. She was a little distant but I knew it was for the best. I mean it was better to stay away. She obviously was indifferent to my feelings toward her and now I have a girlfriend on my back. The right thing to do was stay away. I was planning on expressing my feelings toward her in the music class. It was the best way without everyone knowing the truth but now it will be hard with her as a partner. The teacher told us to sing each one of us a song and she was first to go. Her voice was beautiful and even that I already heard her playing the guitar I have never heard her singing. The song moved me in every way, she was crying but trying to hide it. She not even once looked at me and her thoughts looked distant. I Knew she was singing for someone else that I didn't knew about.
I didn't know what to sing but I decided to sing to her, no one will know and it was a song that always reminded me of her and always wanted what the song said to be her and I.
I took my guitar and began to sing and was moved because what I was saying was the truth, she was my love and being with her was all that I wanted but that would never happen. When I saw her walking away I was hurt because she didn't appreciate it. She ignored it, but she was crying for some reason and I knew I needed to know that reason.
When I walked out of the class Emmet and Jasper were waiting for me.
"Hey man, what's up with you? You're thoughts seems to be in Jupiter" Emmet laughed. I stayed quiet.
"Yo! Edward, what's wrong man?" Jasper said.
"Mm, I think Bella is back dude" I said afraid of what they will say.
"What? Didn't you know that she was back? God! and everyone says I'm the clueless here" Emmet said really concerned.
"Don't be so stupid Em. Edward means back in him, right?" Jasper said really concerned about me.
"Yeah, I just don't know what's gotten over me. I thought I forgot her but now this is really getting hard. And she is really distant from me now. I don't know what to do because Tanya is with me man." I told them with all the honesty.
"Well what I think is that you should get your thoughts together man, and if you're having feelings for someone else you should take a break with Tanya. You know it's not right" Jasper said
"And you should try to talk to Bella too, I saw her like an hour ago running to her apartment. She was a little bit weird" Emmet said
"What do you mean weird?" I asked worried about her.
"Well she was running pretty fast and when I stopped her she looked like she was crying and she didn't answer me. Then I saw her getting in the studio." Emmet explained.
"Well, I'll go find her" I said already walking toward the studio.
I heard music from the outside and I opened the door quietly and I saw her. She danced so good, with so much passion her body moving along with the music, her hips swaying seductively and her eyes were looking to the mirror but her thoughts we surely somewhere else. I stayed in the darkness still and quiet just wanting to watch her dancing but when she started dancing tango I couldn't stop myself and I approached her scaring her a bit but she instantly took the pace dancing with me. We danced close to each other, holding each other and never looking away from our eyes. I loved the way her body fit with mine, like my arms were made to hold her and too soon the song ended. I didn't wanted to let her go or stop seeing her brown eyes but I knew I had to do it.
"That, was unexpected" she said trying to catch her breath
"You are a great dancer, you know?" I said trying to bring myself to let her go but I couldn't.
"How long have you been here?" She asked me trying to move away from me. That hurt. She didn't want to be near me.
"Since Chris Brown" I laughed watching her cheeks blush. In that exact moment I wanted to really kiss her but I couldn't stand her rejection and I couldn't do that to Tanya so I had to leave. "You can keep on. I have to go" I said and I turned myself around and left the studio.
