SeiNer

1) The day they met, Hayner's life was changed. He fell in love with a bully, who repeatedly broke his heart. "Seif…I can't do this anymore." he said after a rather nasty fight. Seifer didn't even know he cared about him…they were enemies…rivals in his book. Seifer wasn't gay, as far as Hayner knew.

When Seifer was upset, he'd go to Hayner, complaining, then beating on him, needing a release. And Hayner let him, fighting back, but only slightly. "I don't want to see you anymore…I'm just not that strong. I love it when you're here, but I'm better when you're gone." Seifer stared at him, eyes wide. "I'm certain I've given…but oh how you can take…There's no point in you looking…there's nothing left for you to break. " He whispered, sitting down, with his head in his hands. "We both know you don't need me. I'm just a toy to beat on when you're upset…So…let me go, Seif….let my heart rest in pieces." Letting out a small sob, he closed his eyes and listened to Seifer's footsteps walking away.

Song: Pieces, Rascal Flatts

2) "Goodbye Seifer." Hayner said, holding back his tears. Memories were flashing through his mind. Seifer singing to him, whispering good night, pressing kisses to his forehead. I never wanted you to be sad…and I thought you wanted the same for me…Goodbye, my almost lover, goodbye my hopeless dream. Everywhere he looked, Seifer was there. Memories of the tall blond, who for a summer, was his true love. Shoulda known you'd bring me heartache…almost lovers always do. They had walked along the beach, holding hands and laughing. They'd even danced, goofing off, during the summer festival. Summer, when Fuu and Rai were gone, when Roxas wasn't around to judge…When Seifer had broken up with him, he'd pressed a kiss to Hayner's lips, saying he'd never forget this summer, but that he couldn't deal with people at school judging him. "Goodbye my almost lover, goodbye my hopeless dream…I'm trying not to think of you…will you just let me be…" The tears started up.

Olette and Pence stared at the boy nervously. They had never seen him like this. He was refusing to go to the beach, to wander around after dark, when they visited him in the morning, and went to wake him up, he was muttering the older boy's name, tears flowing freely.

It scared Hayner, knowing he was haunted by memories, yet Seifer was fine. Do I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?

Song: Almost lover, A Fine Frenzy

3) Seifer's green eyes followed a smaller blond. The other boy glanced over and smirked, placing a hand on his hip. "Take a picture! It lasts longer." With a laugh, he turned walking away to his friends.

That was how they first met. Now that Seifer and Hayner knew each other better, the older boy understood completely. To everyone else, Haynre was a sweetie, helping out, smiling. But to Seifer…he was angry, had a rude attitude, bitched all the time…and it completely turned Seifer on. Hayner was wild, and unpredictable.

He was an angel to everyone else, but to Seifer, he was the devil's spawn. And no matter how the taller blond attempted tog et over him, he was stuck. Everything Hayner did made Seif's blood boil, from anger, to lust.

Maybe Seifer didn't WANT an angel…

Song: Angel to you, Devil to me, the Click Five

4) Seifer stared at Hayner, eyes wide. The smaller boy was crying, taking his anger and frustration out on the wall, screaming words of hate at the older blond. "Seifer! I don't hate you! I just…wanna save you while there's still something left to save! Why don't you understand? You can't go on like this. It can't continue. You can't be part of a gang!"

"Hayner…I love you, but I'm not the answer! You can't fix me, then I wouldn't be me. That's not love."

"If it's not love…then how do we get out." Sobbing, the blond dropped to the ground, cradling his head in his hands.

"I'm sorry…Hayner…Neither of us have a choice any more. I really did love you." With a sigh, Seifer turned, walking away. He almost missed Hayner's chant of "I don't hate you…I just want to save you…I don't hate you….I don't hate you…."

Song: Savior by…Rise against…I think?

5) "Seifer…no one said love was going to be easy. There's ups, and downs, and in betweens. But if you do this, you have to give yourself completely. You can't let what those idiots say ruin the dream. Just listen to me. Please." Hayner said, staring, pleadingly at Seifer who was shaking his head, breaking down under the pressure. Hayner wanted to come out, tell everyone, but the older blond was scared.

"Seif…don't throw this away. This is a good thing. Don't let them ruin it." The younger boy said, frowning.

"I don't know Hayner…I don't know if I can do it."

"Trust me. The rain doesn't last forever. We can make it better. As long as we're together, love will find a way. "

"My parents both said love doesn't last forever, only in fairytales."

"Don't listen to them! After everything we've gone through, we're still together, right?"

"But…"

"Don't listen to lies and jealousy Seifer. Hang on to this. We can make a new tomorrow, and say goodbye to tears and sorrow." The brown eyed boy, was practically begging. "I want you, I need, you know I believe you. We've got it, so if it's real…show it. Don't be afraid to tell everyone. I want you to be proud of me, of us."

The tall blond stared down at his younger boyfriend. After a few moments of silence, he pulled the boy close, hugging him tightly. "Alright." He said, gruffly, as if embarrassed by Hayner's emotional plea. "I love you…"

"Love you too."

Song: Love will find a way, Christina Aguilera.

6) Life's taken me to places that I don't want to be. And now I'm holding on to a memory, and I don't know why. I read between the eyes of the stupid things he says. I try to find an explanation for the way I'm feeling, and I try to find the way out. My summer has revolved around that boy. His voice was the soundtrack, his eyes were the bright light, haunting my dreams. I don't even know where to start. Life's too winding, and I'm all alone. I long for the breeze, for the free time to think. He was the thunder, filling my summer with rain and wind, knocking it off balance.

I don't even know how it happened. Maybe I had just spent to much time with him. I'm walking on a tight rope, but I want him to know…I understand. I understand the uncertainty that flickers in his eyes when he sees me, quickly replaced by a wall of hatred. I want him to know that even though I don't know why…I don't want to love anyone else. Summer's over, but this hasn't left. So…bring on the rain, I want to listen to the thunder.

Song: Thunder, Boys Like Girls

7) Something's different now… Hayner thought, staring at Seifer. Something kind. At first he was so mean, rude, nasty…but now he's….sweet, almost kind. I wonder why I never noticed?

He's looking at me…staring. And he doesn't flinch away anymore! But…no I'm probably imagining it. I'll just ignore it. Seifer thought, silently going back to his work.

Hayner felt kind of alarmed. It's so new! Who'd have thought that this could be? I mean really? Falling for the BOY bully, Hayner? Good job…this isn't going to work out….still. He may not be Prince charming, but there's certainly more to Seifer than I ever though…

Roxas, Olette, and Pence certainly noticed their friend's odd behavior. Perhaps there's something the that wasn't there before?

Song: Something There, Beauty and the Beast

8) Seifer glanced at Hayner. "So am I allowed to talk to you? You've been ticked off for a week, and I can't seem to say anything right." The smaller boy scowled, causing the blond to sigh. "Look…you're a bitch, but I love you anyway. You make me sick sometimes, but I don't ever want you to go away."

"Yeah, that helps. Look, Just grow up! I wish you'd grow up…"

It's easier when he's sleeping…easier loving him when he's not yelling…

"Look…I'm sorry but you have to admit it…you're a bitch. But as I said, I love you anyway." Taking Hayner's hand, Seifer grinned. "So…why don't you stay?"

Song: The Bitch Song, Bowling For Soup

9) Hayner clung to Seifer, accepting the fierce kisses happily. Pulling back to breath, he tightened his grip. "I can't believe this…I can't believe that I'm here, like this, with you wanting me…" He murmured, dotting kisses over the blonde's jaw. "I'm losing all resistance, just for this moment. And…if it turns out, it's over too fast, I'll make every memory last, of when you were mine."

Seifer smiled, hugging the boy. "I might be brainless…but you changed my perspective on life. I've fallen under your spell…and every moment, as long as you're mine, I'll make up for lost time. Say there's no future for us as a pair…and though I may know….I don't care. As long as you're mine…I'm happy. Just for this moment."

"I'll always be here holding you, as long as you're mine…and everyone…they'll see how great we shine together."

They said it'd never happen…but they were wrong.

Song: As long as you're mine, Wicked

10) He was my best friend. But I couldn't do anything to save him. He traded everything, his lif, his friends, me, for the pain and suffering. He lid and he hid. And I can remember the look on his face when I found him in the alley one night. "Hayner…What are you doing!?"

He hadn't slept for three days, he hadn't eaten. He sold his mother's jewelry to get money, even stole from people, to get money, to pay for the drugs. "Tell me what you've gone and done now! Get it over with! You're better to take everything you have and burn it on the spot. It this really what you want? You're going to throw it all away, just to get high!? Look at yourself. You're going to DIE, die Hayner. I can't…I can't let you do this to yourself anymore."

Grabbing the boy, I threw him over my shoulder. He seemed to weigh so little. "Do you want to die? Is that it? What did you do…why are you hiding from me…just…show me, please…" The blond pleaded, as he carried the brown eyed boy to the hospital.

Song: Just to get high, Nickelback

Epic, Ne? :3 I finished this one a while ago...I dunno if I really like them or not. Coming up: LarxNam, Squiffie, and Zemyx

Lots of angst in this one...I dunno why. Anyway, reviews would be nice!

-Silver