I was too late. I wasn't quick enough. I said I loved her but obviously not enough to get to her in time. I tried to save her but I was too late. The change had already begun. Now. Now shes me like a vampire. Full of bitter remorse. Apparently shes quite powerful. Well she must be if shes part of the royal guard up in Voltella. I'm not with her any more. In fact she's refused to speak to me and my family any more. Everyone apart from Carlise and Esme. After her change she was very distant she only spoke one word answers to our questions. And every time she looked at us her eyes they were cold, vacant and hostile.
She stayed with us for a while, it didn't work out. And when I say it didn't work out, I meen it realy didn't. Lets just say Emmett wont be going up into the loft for a long long time. I'm going to find her. I don't care how it shall take for me to get away but I shall and I will. That is why I Edward Anthony Mason Cullen is going to join the royal guard.