Sorry it has taken me like forever to update but I have been having a hectic life and a loss of inspiration. So I shall give you this chapter for the fact that I have been inspired by the best Fire Fighter Edward/Bella fanfic. Anyway on to the story.

Kagome had spent the whole night crying and Sesshomaru had stayed for the most part of her crying, But he had to leave to go back on duty. Kagome was now much to her dismay sitting in front of a funeral arranger with her best friend, Sango, sitting next to her. To Kagome, the man just seemed to go on and on at the moment. Kagome was indeed depressed, not only was her husband dead, but she was also pregnant with his child. Kagome sighed as she tuned into what Sango and the man… Chuck?… yeah that's what his name was… She thought to herself.

After about 3 hours of torture everything was set up for Inuyasha's funeral. Kagome sighed as she drove to the Station to pick up Inuyasha's belongings that he would leave there for the nights and days he was on duty. She really didn't want to go, but the Chief of the station had talked her into it.

When she got there, she parked in a spot across the street and walked up to the station. Walking in without even knocking since all of the men there knew her. Kagome gave a weak smile to some of the men that saw her walk in. They all told her how sorry they were and gave her a hug, Kagome just nodded not really saying anything else about it.

Kagome walked up the stairs to the room Inuyasha shared with Sesshomaru on the nights they worked in the station. She knocked on the door before walking in. She saw Sesshomaru sitting on his bed reading a book. He looked up at her with sympathy in his eyes, which had been a bit weird since she had never really gotten to know Sesshomaru. She had noticed that he had kept to himself and not really wanting to hang out with the other firefighters. She gave him a small wave and began to pack up Inuyasha's things.

As Kagome began to pack things up, she realized how difficult it was to do the task without breaking down into tears. Kagome did her best to keep herself together since she really didn't want to break down at the exact moment, But once she picked up a picture of her and Inuyasha on their wedding day, she couldn't help it.

She just collapsed and began to cry like crazy. She was crying so much, she didn't even noticed that Sesshomaru had picked her up into his arms. Now cradling her to his chest, He began rocking her back in forth in an attempt to calm her tears.

Kagome Cried for a good hour before she was actually able to calm herself down. She whipped all of the tears off her face and looked up at Sesshomaru.

"Sorry about this.." she said softly getting out of his arms. Sesshomaru nodded softly as he gave her a small smile.

"It is fine.. I understand what you are going through" he said in a some what concerning voice.

Kagome straightened out her clothes then finished packing up Inuyasha's things and began to take the couple of boxes down to her car. Sesshomaru helped her, which Kagome was grateful for since she wasn't all that strong. When everything was loaded up she went and told the guys when the funeral was and told that them that they were all invited. She then went to Sesshomaru .

"Thank you very much Sesshomaru…. You have a been a great help" She said softly she gave him a weak smile. Sesshomaru nodded.

"Your welcome Kagome… let me know if you need anything" he said handing her a piece of paper that had his cell number on it.

Kagome was a bit surprised but took it and put it in her pocket. Kagome the took a deep breath and left the station. She drove home slowly she wasn't in any rush to get back to the lonely apartment. Kagome sighed as she stopped at a bookstore on the way home grabbing herself some books to read to maybe help her get her mind of her depression. After that she was forced to go home since she really didn't have anything else to do at the moment. Kagome went to her apartment and just sat on her bed and read her books not really in the mood for food or anything else at the moment.

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It was the day of the funeral and Kagome had very un-willingly dragged herself out of the bed. Kagome got dressed in a black business suit and put half of her hair up in a pony tail and the rest laid against her back and neck. She put on a bit of make-up and then headed out to the funeral since she had Schedule to be a morning procession.

It was a dull and cloudy day in Tokyo and she sighed as she figured it was perfect for Inuyasha's funeral. Kagome got into her car and drove to the church where it was being held. Afterwards they would all go over to the church down the street and continue with the burial. Kagome was the first one at the church since she had to come early to make sure everything was in order. Kagome walked in and froze when she saw the casket at the front of the room. She hadn't seen Inuyasha's body at all and she was a little afraid to.

Kagome took a deep breath and slowly began to walk over to the open casket. The damages to his outer appearance were not as bad so they were able to cover his upper body with make-up and his fire-fighter uniform of course, since it was a tradition for the firefighter's who die in the line of duty to be buried in their uniform.

Kagome got closer and closer with each small step she took towards the casket. Kagome finally stood in front of the casket, she took a deep breath and looked down to see her dead husband laying there with his eyes closed. Kagome couldn't help it she instantly burst out in tears. It hurt a lot to see her husband like that .

"Oh Inuyasha…. Why did you have to leave me…"she said softly running her hand along his ice cold cheek.

Kagome just stood there tears pouring down her face as she looked at her husband. She stood there for a good 10 minutes before the coordinator walked over to her and got her attention. He went over the last details making sure everything was perfect. Kagome just nodded as he began to talk on. Soon people began to walk into the church all of them either crying of looking very depressed and sad.

Kagome greeted them the best she could at the moment. Most of the people were his co-workers and her friends and his friends. Kagome was hugged and got a lot of sympathy but at the moment she liked the sympathy because it made her feel a bit better she wasn't exactly sure why.

After everyone had arrived the procession started. The funeral preacher man began to talk and Kagome sat in the front row with Sango on her left and Sesshomaru on her right which was a bit of a surprise but he was being very kind to her she wasn't exactly sure why but right now she didn't care because she needed all the comfort she could get.

She knew that sounded a bit selfish but she honestly didn't care at the moment. The Procession went smoothly when the preacher had finished he gave a chance for people to go up and say some words about Inuyasha. Kagome took a deep breath as she stood up and walked to the podium that was in front of Inuyasha's casket.

She looked out at the familiar sad faces, She didn't speak for a good minute but no one dared to rush her because everyone understood that she was having a huge difficulty. Finally after a minute she began to speak.

"Many of you.. Knew Inuyasha as a friend, or a co-worker.. And in many other ways.. Inuyasha and I had been together since we were Freshman's in High School. Inuyasha was my world… he picked me up when I was down and knew all the ways to make me laugh and knew the ways to cheer me up when I needed it the most. We had gotten married five years and he took up the career as a Fire Fighter… which was his dream job.. I let him do it even knowing I would worry about him every time he was away from me and on the job… Inuyasha was everything to me and I honestly don't know what I am going to do without him…"she said breaking down into full on tears.

Kagome couldn't speak anymore she just had to stop talking so she went and took her seat. Sango wrapped her arms around Kagome and held her tight trying to calm her down a bit. Kagome looked up when someone went up to the stand and began to speak. Koga was the next in line to speak, now he obliviously wasn't the best of friends with Inuyasha but they worked together so they knew one another good enough even knowing they would often start fights with one another and have battles over everything. Koga sighed heavily before he began to speak.

"Inuyasha and I weren't the best of Friends but we would fight over everything and make everything into see who could do it better. Inuyasha was a good guy and a good friend and I wish that he was still here today because now I have no one to argue with over dumb little things." He stopped taking a deep breath trying to make sure that he didn't cry or anything.

"I honestly wish I could have been better friends with him now that he is gone.. I wish that we could have stopped are fighting and actually taken the time to get to know one another. I know for one thing that he did have a beautiful wife who we had both wanted back in high school and we both did some tricks on one another to get the girl but he ended up winning her heart and honestly I am glad because Inuyasha treated her well over the years even knowing they did have a habit for starting their own little fights as well. All I can say thought is I am really going to miss the guy." He said taking a deep breath and walking off back to his seat.

The next one to speak was Sango which meant she had to leave Kagome's side. Sango went up to the podium and looked at the crowd then looked back at Inuyasha and gave a weak smile before whipping her tears away quickly.

"Inuyasha and I weren't close friends but he hung around one another a lot since my best friend was his wife. I have known him since we were in high school and I had remember often times telling Kagome to not go out with him and not to even waste her time. Well I can honestly say that I am very glad she didn't listen to my advice. Inuyasha turned out to be wonderful to Kagome even knowing he did have his anger management issues they still made the cattiest couple and I am just sad to see that their time has to come to an end." She said softly she couldn't continue because tears just began to well up in her eyes.

Sango went and sat back down and hugged Kagome as they both began to cry overly once again. Other people went and talked about how great Inuyasha was and how they were all sad to see him have to die. After about an hour or two everyone had spoken and the procession part ended.

Everyone Exited the church and began to head over to the Graveyard for the burial. Kagome was having a hard time walking only for the fact her vision was clouded by tears. Sango and Miroku helped her walk out and got her into the special car that was reserved for the Immediate family of the Deceased.

When they made it to the graveyard everyone made it over to the spot that Inuyasha was to be buried which was right next to his mother and his father. Everyone took their seats and the preacher said another little insert from the bible. Kagome didn't pay much attention to him because her thoughts were clouded along with her vision. Soon it was time for the grave to be raised down into the grave and everyone stood up and watched. There was complete silence except for the sound of people crying.

Kagome watched slowly until she had to look away and buried her head into some ones chest which ended up being Sesshomaru's.

Sesshomaru just put his arm around her and let her cry he really didn't mind at the moment. He knew that if it was any other situation he would have just pushed her off of him but right now this is what his half-brother would want. Sesshomaru made a vow right then that he would keep an eye on Kagome and make sure that she took care of her self and lived on just the way Inuyasha would want her to.

Soon people began to leave after he was buried people came up to Kagome and told her how sorry they were for her loss. Kagome just nodded and hugged them not really caring what any one had to say at the moment.

Kagome eventually went home as she walked in the door she couldn't believe she was staring at an empty apartment she didn't know what she was going to do because she knew she didn't have the money to pay for the apartment on her own which mean she would more then likely have to move and find a new place to live.

Kagome tried to get that off her mind at the moment She sighed as she walked up the stairs and just collapsed on her bed and just cried herself to sleep because honestly that was all she could do at the moment she couldn't get herself to do anything more the that.

Kagome had no idea what she was going to do with her husband gone and a baby on the way….

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Alright folks that is the end of this chapter. I am actually quite proud of my self on how long it is I know it could have been longer but I am slowly working on getting them longer and longer for your guys.

As for the way the funeral went down I know that is more then likely not the way a fire Fighter funeral is but I have never personally seen one to I just did what I remember from my dad's funeral.

I will do my best to get the next chapter up as soon as possible and the more reviews you give me the father I get it up, because your reviews give me inspiration to get a chapter out. So Let me know if you have any ideas you would like to see in the up coming chapters.