A/N: Hello everybody!

Geez, guys. This week was a rollercoaster of emotions. After Ohm's birthday and that impersonal birthday message from Nanon, I got a little depressed about the state of OhmNNN's ship, which has been clearly ending for months already (just my delulu mind in denial). My long-term burning fuel of disappointment in GMMTV's attitudes towards Ohm didn't help my emotional state, as well. But, well, I'm ranting here.

This is normal: they need to move on with their own careers, and I really do hope they will be very successful.

Anyhow, here's the 5th chapter!

Warnings, as always:

- English is not my first language. So, feel free to warn me of any mistake you find along the way.

- You can also find it on Wattpad and Archive of Our Own under the same name. So, you can choose whichever platform you're more comfortable with.

- SMUT: Masturbation; Language


"Are you sure you will be okay? I can stay and take care of you if you need me."

Ohm smiled.

"Really, P' don't worry. I'll tell you if I need something."

The girl looked at him with a worried face while he opened the door and let her come in.

"But you will tell, really okay? No more of this crap!"

She got in, taking her snickers while still walking, and went to the kitchen, turning on the light.

"I'll leave this here. Make sure you eat it tomorrow!"

Ohm laughed.

"Thanks for the help, P'. Don't worry. I'll make sure of that."

"Alright then."

She walked to the door again, and Ohm opened the door for her.

"Get some rest, and don't make us worried! If you need me, call."

"Yes, P'. Drive home safely naaa!"

Ohm closed the door behind him.

"Gosh, everyone wants to sleep here… Is this a party?" he muttered.

Ohm took out his shoes and made sure to put the food his manager brought him in the fridge. He turned off the light, and with the light of his phone, he walked to the bedroom. He didn't want to wake Nanon up.

Reaching the door of the bedroom, he looked inside and noticed a still shadow. His heart skipped a heartbeat.

"FUCK, NANON!" he pointed the light to him while grabbing his own chest and throat, swallowing his pain, "Almost gave me a heart attack. What are you doing with the lights off?! Gosh, you crazy bastard!" his breathing was getting back to normal, "Did I wake you up?"

Nanon got himself closer, looking at Ohm's face and body.

"How are you? What did the doctor say?"

Nanon seemed worried and not rested at all by the look of his glowy reddish eyes and deeper eye cavities.

"Didn't you sleep?"

Nanon grabbed his hand, noticing the band-aid from where the catheter for the serum had been placed.

"Does it hurt? How is your throat?"

Ohm grabbed Nanon's hand.

"I'm okay, Nanon. Do you mind answering…" Ohm looked down at his hand, noticing something, "… my questions…" he completed in a smiled murmur, "What were you doing, Non?"

Ohm took a small step forward and flicked Nanon's cock down only to see it rebounding back up, forming a tent inside his shorts, "Do you need help with that?"

Nanon took his hands to cover his hard-on and rolled his eyes.

"You're sick! Can you stop being a pervert?"

Ohm opened his eyes in surprise.

"Am I the pervert? You are the one with the hard dick" he stated, walking inside the room with the light pointed forward and Nanon right behind him.

"Oh!"

The bed sheets were wrinkled, and the small right corner of the white mattress was no longer covered by the light grey sheets.

Nanon responded to Ohm's serious face:

"I'm going to clean everything, okay?"

He watched while Ohm walked towards the bed, turning on the light of the nightstand and turning the one from his phone.

"Someone was being a very messy boy…"

His voice was a little horsy, but he was not in pain now, and the sleep he was feeling moments before seemed to be overtaken by something else. He grabbed the bolster Nanon was just using a minute before.

"That I will wash too." Nanon made a movement to grab it, but his wrist was caught by Ohm's other hand.

"Why?" Ohm licked his lips, "Were you using it too?"

Nanon didn't respond. He looked into Ohm's now darkened eyes and watched as he grinned. Ohm pushed him to the bed and threw the pillow again to its original position.

"Show me."

Nanon looked at him with rounded eyes. His dick still half hard flicking with these two words.

"What?"

Ohm brought his face closer to Nanon's.

"Show me, Non."

Nanon stood up, nervously, confused between fear and lustful excitement.

"You're sick..."

Before Nanon could move, Ohm grabbed the hem of his shorts and hissed.

"Were you with or without the shorts?"

Nanon's heart was beating faster at this point, his dick already fully hard, begging for release against his shorts.

"Ohm, we can do these things when you feel better."

Ohm grabbed his waist and pulled him to him.

"I'm well enough for this. Can't you see it, Nanon?" his breath on Nanon's ear vibrated until his centre. Ohm grabbed Nanon's hand and guided it to his already half-boner, straining against his sweatpants, "Can't you see how you are making me feel?"

Nanon saw how Ohm's adam's apple moved up and down while he talked, his finger moving between his abdominal skin and the hem of his shorts.

"This," said Ohm while looking down at the shorts, "was on or off?"

Nanon dry swallowed.

"Off."

Ohm bit his lip and pulled his shorts down, without hesitation, his dick finally free.

"How were you laying down?"

Nanon slowly laid down, passing his leg over the pillow and pressing his dick to it. Ohm sat down at the edge of the bed next to Nanon. His eyes never left his body, marvelled at each centimetre of Nanon's body. His hand caressed the lower part of Nanon's back.

"Show me how you were moving."

Nanon felt his cheeks burning with heat.

"Ohm, no."

Ohm looked him in the eyes.

"Are you shy?"

Nanon nodded his head quickly, and Ohm shook his head.

"What reason do you have for that? Don't you know how perfect you look right now?" Ohm traced Nanon's back with his fingers, noticing the hair of his skin erecting with the progress of his hand, "Fucking hot... Making me crazy!"

To prove it, Ohm freed his hard cock from his pants and took Nanon's hand to it, moaning while Nanon presented him with some strokes. Ohm took Nanon's hand off him.

"You make me so hard… Show me how what you were doing before I arrived, baby."

Ohm took Nanon's hand from him, putting his dick back inside his sweatpant, and watched as the younger boy started rocking his hip as he was before Ohm showed up, slower at first.

"Humm… Just like you did the first time we were together."

Ohm noticing that encouraged Nanon to pick up the pace. With the sight, Ohm laughed, remembering too well what that provoked in Nanon. He reached to Nanon's ear and whispered:

"Did you imagine that this pillow was my leg, Non?"

Nanon's head stirred in the direction of Ohm's voice, his breath more superficial and faster. He nodded his head and justified with a faint voice.

"It smells like you."

Ohm closed his eyes, the knowledge of his smell turning Nanon on making him wilder. His hand closed over the skin of Nanon's waist.

"Oohm…", moaned Nanon.

Ohm arched his head back and then looked again towards Nanon, grabbing him by his chin.

"Fuck, Nanon! Everything that comes from that mouth of yours makes me crazy!" the hand resting on Nanon's back moved lower, stopping and groping his ass, "You were so desperate for me you didn't even manage to wait a few hours? Such a needy cock you have…"

Nanon arched his back, moaning louder.

"Actually, it's not only a few hours. We haven't touched each other since last night. It has been more than one day, by now."

Ohm laughed, enjoying the feeling of having this man wanting him. Nanon closed his eyes, squeezing the pillow harder. He then brought his legs up and sat with one leg on each side of the bolster.

"I'm a bit dry."

Before Nanon could take his hand to his mouth, Ohm stopped him.

"Can you do it for me? I'll help you then."

Ohm showed him his palm. Nanon looked at him hesitating, but Ohm nodded in a sign of confirmation, so Nanon took his hand on his. He softly licked his palm, once and twice, looking straight into Ohm's eyes filled with lust. He bit the side of Ohm's hand, making him moan. He started filling the path from Ohm's palm to his indicator with little kisses.

"Nanon?"

Nanon smiled in response, opened his mouth slightly and started sucking Ohm's finger.

"Oooh, meung…"

Ohm could feel Nanon's soft and wet tongue on his finger, making him feel too many sensations that weren't restricted to his finger. Nanon kept licking and sucking his finger, taking a second one in no time and making Ohm grind his teeth, containing a louder moan. Ohm grabbed Nanon's back of the head hair, straggling it with his fingers and scratching superficially his neck over the process.

"Yeah, look at you. You suck me so well, baby."

Because of the intense situation (with his tonsillitis helping the situation), his voice was low and raspy. He lowered his head with a moan coming through him until his lips.

"Argh… Fuck." he removed his hand from Nanon's mouth, "Shia, that mouth is making my dick throb."

Ohm looked at his hand, coated in his saliva.

"I think it will be enough for you. Nevertheless…"

Ohm took his hand to his mouth and let some of his own saliva fall on his palm, just to take his hand down on Nanon. He let the wet saliva fall on top of Nanon's dick, covering his head with it. He then started a circling movement with his thumb on his F spot, feeling the V-shaped zone under Nanon's tip. Nanon felt his toes curling with the sensation, his breathing becoming faster.

Nanon wanted to feel Ohm next to him, feel his hug, and feel his lips on him. He brought his hand to Ohm's neck, pushing him to him. But with a fast movement, Ohm backed away, leaving Nanon blushing in surprise with widened eyes.

"Aham… Right."

Kissing was becoming more and more normal to them. But it was still a fairly new and kind of hushed thing between them. They wouldn't talk about how much they liked to kiss each other and how they enjoyed making out before sex.

This shameful rejection, made Nanon make a movement to get up.

"Wait! Where are you going?" Ohm pushed him back, feeling his dick becoming softer and softer on his hand, "Is it because of the kiss?"

Nanon hurried to shake his head.

"No, no, I understand. I mean, we don't have to kiss, I understand. It's totally fine".

If Nanon could find a hole to hide, he would have made it his new home.

"Oh no, no, Non!" Ohm got his head closer to Nanon's ear. "So stupid, baby..." said, in a soft voice.

Ohm looked at him, smiling.

"The doctor said it would be better if I don't kiss anyone on the mouth for the next 24 hours. Until the antibiotics start to have their effect. He said the probability of contamination isn't high, but just to be safe…"

Nanon stared at him with his shame turning into anger splashed on his face.

"That's why you didn't kiss me? What the fuck, meung! If it's not that contagious, let's risk it."

Nanon grabbed Ohm's neck and pushed his lips to his, trying to initiate the kiss, but Ohm's lips were tightly locked.

"No, Nanon. Let's wait. I don't want you to be sick as I am. Also, people will talk if we get sick at the same time, right?" Ohm smiled like a cute golden retriever.

Nanon pouted a little but nodded affirmatively.

"So, you become like this just because I don't kiss you?" Ohm showed him his dick which was almost all the way soft, "What should I do now?"

Ohm stood up to sit against the head of the bed with his back to the wall.

"Come here." called Ohm.

Nanon crawled on his fours to him and sat between his legs. Nanon sensed Ohm's strong muscles against his back.

"Can we take out our shirts?" he asked Ohm, "I want to feel you."

Ohm's eyes seemed to sparkle with this sentence.

"Of course, Non."

They both took out their tops, and Nanon rested his back on him, now feeling the warm touch of his muscles against his back. Ohm hugged his waist and was filled with his smell. Normally, Nanon smelled something like the freshness of a new car. Now, he smells more like mind-blow sex, and Ohm loved it.

Nanon moved slightly from side to side, just feeling Ohm's skin against his and resting his head on his shoulder. He got goosebumps on his arms because of the contact and thought this was the happiest he had felt all day. Maybe all week? It was something he couldn't decide.

"Are you sure you don't want to kiss me?" he asked, opening his eyes to face Ohm.

Ohm reached his nose with his ear, kissing and biting his lob.

"You can't begin to understand how much I want to kiss you. Still, let's not do it. Let's do something else."

He wet the tip of the fingers of his left hand with his mouth, and his hands started travelling down. With his left hand, he started circling his nipples, pinching them softly. His other hand descended even more, grabbing his already hard member and stroking it so gently.

While his mouth was occupied fighting for domination over Nanon's neck, he reached for the lube in the drawer of his nightstand and poured some on Nanon's dick. He rubbed it on his tip and all his length and began exactly where he stopped, circling the sensitive area of the V-shaped spot with his thumb, then going up to the opening on his tip and down again. More blood flowed to his member, making it tilt to his belly, and Nanon's toes curled again.

Nanon let a profound moan come out of his mouth in response to the stimulus. He felt Ohm's hand mapping the path between his nipples to his member to the inside of his leg. He stopped there caressing and groping the soft skin, throwing electricity all over Nanon's body.

"Aah… Ohm…"

Ohm laughed low. The happiness of making Nanon feel like this excited him. With only his thumb and indicator, Ohm started a down-and-up movement from the shaft, pressing slightly when reaching the tip. This slow movement synchronised with the Ohm's lips on his jawline was taking him over the edge.

"Ohm, I'm close."

"Already? Wasn't I the 5 minutes guy? I tell you, ones only get the fame…"

Ohm laughed softly, biting his jawline softly to not leave the mark Gods knew he wanted to leave.

"Well, if you keep making those noises…" whispered Nanon, almost inaudible.

Ohm pulled Nanon to his lap, turning him enough to have access to his chest.

"Come here, Non. I want to suck those nipples while I make you come."

Nanon passed his arm over Ohm's neck, giving better access to the boy whose mouth fell on him. Ohm's arm as grabbing Nanon's waist, keeping him stable and stroking his soft skin.

He began passing his tongue over his nipples. Then, with the tip of his tongue, he swiftly licked his nipple while pinching the other between his two fingers. Nanon grabbed Ohm's hair contracting his body, he felt the familiar pressure on his lower abdomen.

"Aaaaah! Ohm. It's so nice. Please, Ohm… Please, touch me."

He took Ohm's hand to his length.

"You taste so nice, Non!" he kept licking and sucking his nipple, loving the red colour his nipple turned to.

He restarted stroking him - this time harder, twisting his wrist over his tip.

"Ohm, I… Aaah… I'm going…"

At this moment, Ohm bites his nipple, sucking him right after, making Nanon release himself on his hand.

"AAH FUCK! Ooohm!" his voice drops one tone with the drop of the pressure that has been building on his abdomen.

Ohm traced the line from his chest to his forehead with kisses, hugging the smooshy feeling he liked so much. Soft as his friend, he felt the tired sleep he was feeling before grabbing him back.

Nanon adjusted his position and started kissing everything he could reach. Ohm smiled, caressing Nanon's little dimple softly. Nanon connected their foreheads, their noses touching each other softly.

"Your turn!" called Nanon, excited.

"No, thank you." Ohm laughed and started to get up, cleaning his hand with a wet wipe he had taken from the nightstand.

He walked to the end of the bed and jammed the sheet back in.

Nanon looked at him confused but Ohm didn't seem to notice.

"Up." Ohm hit gently Nanon's leg, "So I can fix this bed."

Nanon still didn't move.

"Well? Come, come!" he insisted, and that made Nanon move.

Ohm continued fixing the bed for a few seconds until Nanon grabbed him by the waist, feeling his soft member.

"You're soft!" said Nanon, surprised.

"I am." confirmed Ohm, getting away from Nanon and finishing the bed.

Nanon watched as Ohm took a new t-shirt and shorts from the closet and put them on.

"You can have new ones as well." said, throwing new clothes to Nanon. "I'll wash everything tomorrow."

After putting the clothes on, Ohm let himself fall to the bed. Nanon came and stood hovering over him.

"Ohm? Why are you…", but he was cut by a soft snore.

Nanon sat down on the bed next to Ohm.

Why did he refuse him? Is it because he's too tired? And why is he soft…? Is it me? He didn't want to do those things with me? But, maybe, in the beginning, he wanted. But then, he lost it! He lost it... So if he lost it, why did he force himself until the end? Didn't we agree to do this ONLY when we feel like too?

Nanon's anger rose. He felt he had been disrespected and that the agreement was broken. He laid down and, a little after, felt Ohm's arm over him and the warmth of his body getting closer. Nanon removed the hand and shuffled away from him.

Ohm tried two hug him one more time without success.

"Non naa… Where are you?"

His soft, cute voice almost melted Nanon away.

"I want to cuddle you."

Oh, really?

"No, thank you" replied Nanon, exactly how Ohm had replied to him before.

This answer took more strength from Nanon than he was expecting.

"Argh... Nanon, I'm tired… What is happening?"

Maybe I should remind him of what we agreed.

"I don't have to do things when I don't want to do them, no questions asked and no offence taken. That's the terms of our deal."

Ohm's frustration was rising, getting mixed with the sleep and pain he was starting to feel.

"Yes, you are right. Suit yourself."

Ohm knew something was wrong, but he didn't know what. One second ago, they were okay. The next one, they were not. Ohm hated when this happened. Nanon would be sulking over something he wouldn't talk about. Like Ohm was some kind of fortune teller.

Nanon says he is more mature and all because he can control his emotions better without explosions, as I had that day, and because he does therapy (like four times a year as if it is too much!). And then he sulks like a kid without telling me what the fuck is wrong. He just ignores me, the fucker! I'm not having patience for this shit today!

Both brought their bodies to opposite sides of the bed, feeling the cold emptiness surrounding them. This rising feeling of anger and frustration was disturbing Ohm, not letting him do what he most wanted to do: sleep.

"You selfish prick!" he snapped, throwing the sheets away, "What is wrong with you? I'm so fucking sleepy from staying up in pain all stupid day. So, what the hell more do you want from me?"

Nanon looked at him, feeling tears of frustration, anger and guilt filling his eyes.

"Did I make you stay in pain all day? It was your stupid decision!"

He got up.

"Did I say that?"

Nanon breathed deeply.

"Go sleep.", replied in a firm but lower tone.

Ohm grabbed his wrist.

"Now, I can't, can I?!"

Nanon shook his hand away.

"Let go of me! And stop blaming me for your stupid shitty decisions!"

Without waiting for a response, he walked out of the room.


BONUS SCENE

Next day, 2h27 (AM)

Something smashing his face and body was pulling him from his sleep. It was covering his mouth, not letting him breathe. He tried to breathe and some air was allowed into his lungs. But the soft thing was still pressing down on his lips. He had to breathe deeply through his nose to refill his lungs.

"Wa…?"

He felt the fresh smell of peppermint against his face and someone trying to turn his body up.

"Nooon naa…"

Nanon opened his eyes slightly. The room was totally dark. He couldn't distinguish anything around him.

"Noooon…"

He recognised Ohm's voice.

"Ohm… Wa appenin?" his tongue was still not working, "A u kay?"

Nanon is such a sleepy head.

He takes longer to sleep than Ohm, and there was a time he used to have insomnia. But when he falls asleep, he falls asleep and takes longer to get up.

Such a lazy guy.

Ohm passed his nose through Nanon's cheek. His face was so soft, and he liked to touch his dimple with his nose. Now, his dimples weren't showing, but Ohm knew exactly where they lived in his face.

"Noon…"

He kissed his cheek and then his forehead and then again his lips. He tried to separate them. He has missed this. Nanon's lips moved, but he was still not responding.

"Ohm… What is happening?"

Ohm smiled and stroke Nanon's hair.

"One day has passed."

Ohm tried to kiss him again, but Nanon started pushing him away.

"What are you doing? What time is it? Is it already time to get up?"

Ohm laughed.

"No. It's still early. Only two and a half by now, probably."

Nanon nodded.

"Two and a half…" repeated, not quite understanding.

"Yes, in the morning."

Nanon repeated again, like a broken disk.

"Yez, in the moning. Two an' haf"

"Noon naaa…" called Ohm when he saw him closing his eyes.

Nanon started opening his eyes again, chanting the time it was.

"Two... Two in the moning... Haf. Two." then his eyes got bigger with the realization of what Ohm was telling him, "Two in the morning?!"

Ohm giggled.

"And a half!"

Nanon was still looking confused at him.

"You woke me at two and a half...? In the morning." Nanon tried to confirm.

Ohm gave him the lightest smile he could.

"OHM! YOU WOKE ME UP AT TWO AND A HALF?"

Nanon pushed him away to only pull him back to him.

"Wait!"

Nanon took his hand to his forehead and looked him in the eyes.

"Are you worse? Is it paining?"

Ohm felt his heart flutter with the worry in Nanon's voice. He giggled.

"Why are you so cute? I just want to strangle you!"

Ohm squeezed his cheeks and tried to kiss him again.

Nanon stirred his face away from him and tried to gently slap him away.

"The hell are you doing, Ohm? What is happening?"

While smiling, Ohm breathed the scent coming from his hair, his cheek, and his neck, touching the nose only slightly on his skin. Nanon closed the access to his neck with his hands when he felt Ohm's warm breath on his skin.

"I want to kiss that neck again."

Ohm grinned at him, licking his bottom lip. Nanon breathed deeply three times before asking again:

"Ohm... What is happening for you to wake me up at fucking two... Two and a half in the morning?"

Ohm looked up

"Well, now is already probably a quarter to three, maybe..."

"OHM!"

Ohm laughed and hugged him, rolling with him on the bed. Nanon started screaming.

"Ohm! Ai'sat! Where do you get so much energy? You crazy beast! Stop!"

Ohm landed on him again. Before Ohm could talk, Nanon pointed his finger at him.

"Explain. Now!"

Ohm kissed the tip of his indicator finger.

"I already did. A day has passed."

Nanon looked confused again. Ohm pecked his lips.

"We... Can... Kiss... Now." explained between kisses.

Nanon finally understood.

"Oh really?" Nanon showed him his duck face, "And who told you I want to kiss you now?"

A flash of light seemed to pass through Ohm's eyes.

"Uh, uh, uh... Oooh, Nanon... You teased me this whole stupid day with those lips. You had fun torturing me to my core. It's time for you to pay."

As slowly as he talked, he got closer to Nanon's mouth, passing his finger over his bottom lip. He locked both Nanon's lip and his own finger gently between his lips. He took his hand to Nanon's cheek, pressing his little dimple, now visible, as he smiled through the kiss. Their lips entwined as two magnets. Ohm sucked his bottom lip, receiving a little moan from Nanon. They smiled and opened their eyes, connecting their foreheads.

"I missed kissing you."

Nanon got so flustered he didn't notice, against the shadows of the room, the redness of Ohm's blushing.

"It was just one day..." refuted Nanon.

Ohm smiled reluctantly and laid down on his side, facing Nanon with his head on his own pillow.

Too conscient of his own heartbeat, Nanon turned to him.

"I missed it too." Nanon stated, reconnecting their lips.


That night we didn't have se- weren't intimate with each other. We just kissed... And talked... And kissed... I miss that night so much.


A/N: Thank you for reading!