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Chapter 3: The Choice

I looked at him is disbelief my eyes filled with tears as I looked at the man who was suppose to be dead. Both men saw the pain inside me. Ganner got up standing defensively between both me and Jag.

"You are supposed to be dead!"

"You aren't supposed to be in my girlfriend's room!"

"She isn't yours! What are you doing here?"
"I escaped the Vong. I am back for Jaina because we belong together!"

"Not anymore you left her! You broke her! I won't let you hurt her again!"

"I didn't hurt her blame the Vong! But if you don't mind or even if you do this is my quarter leave before I call security to remove you!"

They both glared at each other but Ganner in the end gave in. He bent down taking my head in both hands giving me a deep kiss and left. I remained rooted to the couch looking at him in disbelief. He came over kneeling before me and took my hands.

"I love you so much Jaina…What happened?"

"It…It was a mission gone wrong…your alive."

Tears spilled down my cheeks as he held me and I cried into his chest.

"I'm not leaving you Jaina not even."

"I'm with Ganner…"

"But you don't love him do you…You love me…"

Jag kissed me and my heart fluttered I had found the spark I had been missing.

…..

I walked on crutches to Ganner's apartment and knocked on the door. He opened it letting me in and I stood facing him.

"Ganner…I can't be with anyone right now I am too confused I just need to be alone…"

I felt his heart breaking and immediately felt horrible. He nodded looking at his feet.

"How can you still feel for him Jaina he treats you horrible?"

I shrugged my shoulders.

"I have to follow the force and right now it is telling me to stay away from both of you…"

I pulled the door open leaving crying. I sat on a bench outside the building trying to calm myself I didn't know what was wrong this wasn't like me to cry over a guy. I was tough. I got up going to my quarters and entered seeing Jag cooking.

"Did you talk to him?"

"Ya he knows I don't want to be with anyone right now and that I have to figure this out. He is willing to allow it just like you are."

He nodded and I went to my room lying down. I pulled out my comlink dreading this phone call.

"Hello."

"Jacen it's Jaina…I need you to do something."

"Sure what is it?"

"Um…I need you to pick up a test."

"I don't understand what test?"

"Jacen the test."

"Jaya you're going to have to spell it out."

"I need a pregnancy test…"

"Ok Bye!"

He said it so quickly I almost missed what he said and than hung up. I sat on my bed looking at the ceiling.

"Please let the force be wrong this once…I can't be I just can't!"

I waited about ten minute before the door chimed and I heard Jag let him in and than my door opened and I did not just see Jacen I saw Tahiri and Tenel Ka.

"I thought you might want some support…"

I gave him a smiled and he tossed me a bag I went in the bathroom and followed the instructions leaving it sitting on the sink for two minutes, the amount of time the test required. I sat on my bed Jacen behind me arm around my neck letting me lean on him and the girls rubbing my arms one on each side.

"This can't be happening…My life is not right, if I am pregnant everything will be thrown into complete chaos."

"You have us Jaina."

"I know Tahiri thank you for being here. What do I tell them?"

They both looked at me and saw I was crying Jacen wanted to kill Ganner.

"My friend you have the truth to tell and that is it. Just remember you have many who care about you."

"Ya like the Queen of Hapes how can I go wrong?"

We all managed to laugh and than waited the rest of the time in complete silence. When the two minutes were done I shook my head unable to move.

"I can't…I can't…someone please go…"

Tenel Ka got up and I tightened my grip on Jacen's arm around my neck. She came back out holding it and we all held out breath.