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Revised now too!

sorry its kinda short.

I spent the whole night lying on the couch rolled up in a ball with my favourite blanket tucked safely around my body. What was I supposed to do? I just sat there staring at the blank TV screen, looking at nothing, seeing nothing, thinking of nothing, I was trying to become numb again. It was like I was turning into the zombie again, the zombie that I was when he first left me. I had my arms wrapped firmly around my torso, trying to hold together the whole that was ripping apart in my chest, right where my heart should be. Once again, the numbness that I had worked so damn hard to build up had shattered completely and the pain was unbearable.

The first sign of light broke my trance and I got up and prepared for school in a daze.

After I got out of the shower, I slowly changed into a pair of tight jeans and a long sleeve black top with a V-neck line that showed a nice amount of cleavage. I fixed my hair so that it was in a messy bun and then walked down the stairs and out the door to my little black sports car. Usually I would walk to school, but today I didn't feel up to it.

I pulled up in the parking lot at Forks high school, watching as all the pathetic humans crowded around my car to get a good look at it. Some people were even taking pictures with their phones, but I just ignored them, I don't know what all the fuss is about, it's just a car. I got out of the car and walked towards my first class, Biology.

I walked into the class room, towards my usual seat in the middle row on the isle. Yes I know its kind of lame, because it's exactly where I sat the first time I came to Forks, I sat here because when I did, I felt close to him again. Today though, something was different, instead of the usually empty seat that was next to me, it was now occupied by the one person I didn't want to see. He hadn't noticed that I had come in yet, but as I turned around to make my quick escape out of the class room, I came face to face with our teacher, Mr. Bernard.

"Where do you think you are going Ms. Cullen?"

"Uh… no where now" I grumbled.

I turned to take my seat and saw that he was staring at me with wide and disbelieving eyes. So maybe Alice didn't tell him… pfft, yeah right! I walked towards the desk that we would be sharing, while watching him with careful eyes. I sat down and pulled my books out of my bag, placing them on the table. I could feel his eyes watching me with such intensity I was worried he might spontaneously combust.

I refused to meet his gaze, afraid of what I might see. I didn't want to see the disgust in his eyes, did he hate me? The bell finally rang to indicate the end of the lesson and I jumped from my seat, stuffing my books into my bag and raced out of the classroom before anyone else had even registered that the bell had gone. I could feel his eyes glued to my back as I walked out.

I raced towards the cafeteria at human speed, but stopped dead in my tracks when I saw the rest of the Cullen's there. I saw Emmett look up and he nudged Jasper beside him. I quickly turned on my heel and headed for my car.

As I approached my car I noticed someone standing next to it, although, thanks to the glorious fog, I couldn't tell who it was, even with my enhanced eyesight, but I thought nothing of, it was probably just some stupid, idiotic guy checking out my car. I got closer and I could see who it was, well I was right about the stupid, idiotic guy part, but unfortunately, I don't think he was interested in my car.

"Hello Isabella" He stated simply, it almost scared me the way he said my voice, but I would not be weak, no, because I am a strong and independent woman… I think.

"Or should I say Belle is it?" He was a cocky son of a bitch, wasn't he?

"What do you want Cullen?"

"My, my, don't we have a temper on us?" What the hell was Jasper doing here?

"Leave her alone, she has a right to be angry!" I heard Alice chirp from behind me.

And I'm pretty sure I heard Rosalie mumble something along the lines of 'And I thought we had finally gotten rid of her.' Nice.

And then there was Emmett, who was just standing there, smiling like a complete idiot. No one spoke, no one moved, I don't even think anyone was breathing; we were all waiting for the first move. Then Emmett decided to make it as he leaped forward and pulled me into a bone crushing bear hug – so typical Emmett.

When he finally released me I glared at him and then turned towards the school, trying to make an escape, damn it, I was blocked, I turned to my car, Edward was blocking it, I couldn't escape, they were ambushing me. I sighed in defeat and stood expectantly waiting for them to make their move.

Then Edward nodded to the others and they all started to leave, going their separate ways. I was just about to make my escape when I was suddenly stilled by a pair of strong arms wrapped around my waist.

"Edward let go" I all but growled, I didn't want to growl at him, I didn't want to fight him, but I didn't want to forgive him either, damn my conflicting emotions, I didn't know what I felt, all except for one thing that is, I was angry.

Edward had dropped his arms at the tone of my voice and walked around in front of me, like he was inspecting me. His eyes held such sadness and pain, he seemed truly hurt by the way I was treating him, and I almost caved right there, almost, but didn't. I took the opportunity to quickly jump into my car and speed off before he could stop me.

Damn it, can nothing in my life be easy?

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