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Alice,
It hurts. It really hurts. Help me Alice. I can't do this alone. Although, if I wasn't alone, I wouldn't feel as if I was dying every second of my existence like am now.
I went back to school today, but only lasted until I walked into the Cafeteria and saw your empty table. I spent the rest of the day in my room. Although I wish I hadn't gone at all, I could barely hold a pen because of my fingers. They're all bloodied and bruised from taking out the radio from my truck. I don't like music. Music hurts.
The air seems colder here now. Colder than usual I mean, and not just because winter's on the way. It's darker too. Like all the light is gone. From my world at least.
I miss you, I love you,
Bella
"Esme! Carlisle! Emmett! Rosalie! There's another one!," yelled Jasper as Alice wrote.
"Another what dear?" asked Esme as she waltzed down the stairs, fresh from cleaning the bathroom.
"Another letter from Bella," said Alice, scanning quickly through what she'd just finished writing. When she finished, she put her head on Jaspers shoulder, to cry tearlessly as he held her.
Rosalie took the letter.
Alice, she read. It hurts. It really hurts. Help me Alice. I can't do this alone. Although, if I wasn't alone, I wouldn't feel as if I was dying every second of my existence like am now.
No one commented. They were all thinking the same thing; this is my fault. They all regretted the decision to swear to Edward never to go back. They all felt a slight inclining to hit there brother like Alice had.
I went back to school today, but only lasted until I walked into the Cafeteria and saw your empty table. I spent the rest of the day in my room. Although I wish I hadn't gone at all, I could barely hold a pen because of my fingers. They're all bloodied and bruised from taking out the radio from my truck. I don't like music. Music hurts.
"She's losing herself," said Esme softly. "He took all her life with him."
"But I think he left all his life with her as well," Carlisle sighed.
The air seems colder here now. Colder than usual I mean, and not just because winter's on the way. It's darker too. Like all the light is gone. From my world at least.
I miss you, I love you,
Bella
"I can't do this," Alice said, pushing away from Jasper and heading for the door. "I can't watch her die." She took off running into the forest, and the Cullens took after her, grabbing her arms and trying to pull her back. Emmett tackled her to the ground and picked her up, his arms firmly locked around her.
"EMMETT LET ME GO!" she screamed, as she thrashed and kicked, trying to get free.
"Alice, we promised him. We can't go back," Jasper said calmly, sending out soothing rays of his power.
"JASPER DON'T YOU DARE TRY AND TRICK ME! I DON'T NEED TO BE CALM! LET ME GO!!!"
But they still restrained her, no matter how hard she hit, how hard she kicked, how loud she cursed at them, or how close she came to biting them. Eventually, Jaspers calmness overcame her and she stopped moving. Emmett let her fall to the ground where she again began sobbing. They couldn't comfort her. She was inconsolable.
Time passed, maybe hours, but eventually Alice walked through the door of the Cullen household. She was covered with dirt and not one hair on her head was in place. She didn't say anything, she didn't turn to look at the five eyes that were on her, she just wordlessly walked up the stairs and to her room. Jasper stood up and slowly followed, knowing there was nothing he could do to help her now.