Okayyyy for some reason this didn't post yesterday??? Oh well, I'll just have to give you TWO chapters today :D

Helloo faithful readers. Major apologies on not updating this yesterday, but my parents made me go to a BBQ with some people i had know idea who they were. Although, I kinda needed a break. I was suffering a slight writers block. I was having trouble transitioning the Alice friom the first couple chapters when she was very upset and angry and irrational to the Alice of the rest of the story who is accepting, while still not happy. But all is better now... i think. Anywhoo, I've been getting a few requests for other stories, after I've finished this. So if any of you have ideas or want me to write anything, just type it in a review and I'll add it to the list! Hope you like the chapter!


Alice,

They think I'm crazy. Charlie must think somethings wrong with me, because when I came home from school (I can last the day. The hole in my chest just hurts worse) and found Renee in my room, packing my things. How dare they! I told them, I told them I wasn't going anywhere and they couldn't make me. They gave up eventually.

I went to your house when Renee left. Well... I guess it's your old house now. I wonder where you are... I bet Esme's had fun decorating the house. A new project for her.

It was so empty Alice. There's nothing in it, no memory that you were ever there. It's as if no one's ever lived there. But you haven't put it up for sale, so I know you'll come back to it one day... long after I'm gone.

Maybe... maybe he didn't lie Alice. There was no sign you had ever been there... what if I loose my memory of you? Of all of you? I'm so scared of that.

I miss you, I love you,

Bella


"Enough!"

Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper and Alice all turned to look at Esme, who stood at the foot of the stairs, with her arms folder and a furious expression on her usually sweet face. Alice and Rosalie had been having another argument, and each of their husbands had stepped into defend them.

Their mother took a shaky breath. "I am sick and tired of you all bickering with one and other. Bella's departure has effected us all. We have lost Edward because of it. But I will not have your petty arguments destroying this family further. Every single day you fight, every single day. I have had enough. Now, apologise to your siblings and be done with it."

The four looked ashamed of themselves. Emmett picked up an unwilling Jasper into a bear hug. Rosalie looked grudgingly at Alice. "Sorry," she mumbled. Alice looked especially guilty. "I'm sorry Rosalie, and I'm sorry Esme. I'm... I'm just not taking things to well. I didn't think of the effect it would have on the family."

"Oh Alice," Esme said sweetly as she hugged her adopted daughter. "Things will get better." She glanced up at the clock on the wall. "Isn't it around now that Bella writes her letters?"

"Yes," the sad girl sighed. "That's why I was a little snappish."

Jasper silently walked up behind his wife and wrapped his arms around her waist. He didn't say anything, just kissed her neck, but she immediately felt comforted.

"Okay," Alice said eventually, "she's writing it." Alice sat down, transferring the email that would never reach them onto paper and ink. Seconds passed, then Alice saw no more.

Alice, she read.

They think I'm crazy. Charlie must think somethings wrong with me, because when I came home from school (I can last the day. The hole in my chest just hurts worse) and found Renee in my room, packing my things."Maybe that would be better," Emmett said reasonably. "You know, get away from everything. She might feel better."

How dare they!

"Or maybe not."

I told them, I told them I wasn't going anywhere and they couldn't make me. They gave up eventually.

I went to your house when Renee left.

"That's not a good idea," Jasper said, wincing. "She's just going to feel worse because there's nothing there."

Well... I guess it's your old house now. I wonder where you are... I bet Esme's had fun decorating the house. A new project for her.

"I wish it was," said Esme wistfully.

It was so empty Alice.

"Knew it."

"Be quiet Jasper, please."

"Sorry Rose."

There's nothing in it, no memory that you were ever there. It's as if no one's ever lived there. But you haven't put it up for sale, so I know you'll come back to it one day... long after I'm gone.

Maybe... maybe he didn't lie Alice. There was no sign you had ever been there... what if I loose my memory of you? Of all of you? I'm so scared of that.

"That won't happen." Alice shook her head firmly. "She will never forget."

I miss you, I love you,

Bella

Just then, Carlisle walked through the door, announcing his return from work. "Edward called on my break. He's found Victoria."

Sighs of relief were heard from without the room, even from Alice. Truth be told, if Bella was killed by Victoria, Alice would hunt down the nomad herself.

"Where was she when he found her?" Emmett wondered.

"Well, at the moment, she's somewhere in the South," he replied.

"So you're saying he doesn't know exactly where she is?" Jasper asked worriedly. He was more than a little anxious over what stories Victoria might hear in the South, but he kept his queries to himself.

"He's found a trail that goes through Texas, he's going to follow that up." The doctor ran a hand through his hair, worried for the safety of his son. "He'll catch up to her."

Rosalie looked grim. "Or she'll catch up to him."