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Alice,

I saw him! He was there, clear as day. Maybe I'm crazy now, I guess that's okay. But if a rush of danger is what it take to see him, then that's what I'll find. No matter what.

But danger in Forks... that's not so easy. I have a good start though. Thank God there's a good mechanic in town.

I'm happy today... well, somewhat happy. Happy to know he was real. But even the thought of seeing him again won't keep the dreams away.

I'd forgotten how beautiful he was.

I miss you, I love you,

Bella.

Esme's heart had been slightly relieved of it's worry when Edward arrived on their doorstep. But knowing he was safe only brought on a million more questions she was too polite to ask him.

His eyes, though gold, were murky. Clouded, as though he was looking at the world but not seeing it. Although he hadn't physically changed, the way he talked and held himself was like a mediocre actor delivering his lines. It didn't fool anyone. Even Alice was too concerned about her brother to notice he was wearing the exact same clothes he'd left in all those weeks ago.

Alice had planned that the next time she saw Edward she would show him the letters. Try and force him to go back. But now that he was here in front of her, she couldn't do it. She finally understood that the effect of leaving Bella was as hard for the one leaving as it was for the one left behind. It didn't make it any less stupid, but she could sympathise.

Edward only stayed for an hour or two. He didn't say much, mostly listened to what we had been doing. He did say though, that he thinks Victoria tried to leave a false trail for him, but that she was still in Brazil and not planning on going any where soon. The letters were not mentioned.

After he left , almost ironically, another letter arrived. Esme took it from the table and began to read.

Alice, I saw him! He was there, clear as day. Maybe I'm crazy now, I guess that's okay.Carlisle's face became creased with worry. "Hallucinations now as well. Her mind is really unhealthy. She needs-"

"Us," Jasper finished, though it was not what Carlisle was going to say.

But if a rush of danger is what it take to see him, then that's what I'll find. No matter what.

Alice laughed. "No way. There is no way for anything to be dangerous in Forks. We're not there!"

But danger in Forks... that's not so easy. I have a good start though.

The pixie vampire's laugh turned into a moan. "She's going to do something really stupid and reckless is't she?"

"Probably," said Esme sadly. "That's exactly what she promised him she wouldn't do."

I'm happy today... well, somewhat happy. Happy to know he was real, and that I didn't just dream up that part of my life. But even the thought of seeing him again won't keep the dreams away.

I'd forgotten how beautiful he was.

I miss you, I love you,

Bella."I think he misses her too," Esme sighed.

"I miss him," said Alice wistfully. "I miss Edward. Not the person we just saw, the real him. I know he's a complete douche bag, and responsible for destroying the happiness of my best friend and this family, but he's still my brother."

Carlisle sighed, something he seemed to do a lot these days. "I think we all do Alice."