Disclaimer: This is a fan-fiction of The Fairly OddParents. None of the characters belong to me. They belong to the creator of The Fairly OddParents. Personally, I am aromantic and asexual. I never had a boyfriend in high school. I had to wait until I was twenty-one-years-old.

So, I'm sorry if you don't like this ship, or this T.V. show, or anything about this fan-fiction. I prefer My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. It's got better character development than this T.V. show. I just happen to love Vicky, because I also knew someone who stole money from me, so I can relate to Vicky.

You do not have to be so angry, and not kind. My past sucks. And I can't change any of it. So, please be respectful and understanding.

That's all that I ask you to do. It's free to be kind.

It won't cost you a penny to say something nice to someone.

As a matter of fact, you might make my day better by sending something positive to me in the reviews.

Alright, this next Chapter has a couple of trigger words, so if you don't feel comfortable with t.w.: depression, then you can read something else if you want to.


Chapter 53: "Stuck On Repeat".

Anti-Cosmo grins, though, shortly after he was defeated yet again. "I have one more trick up my—" Anti-Cosmo had started to say.

"You don't have sleeves, but do go on," Foop says.

"Alright, she tended to be depressed, and miserable, right? Let's see how Timothy Turner likes to deal with a depressed Vicky," Anti-Cosmo says, and then he chuckles evilly to himself.

The spell has been completed.

Meanwhile, Timmy Turner had been visiting Trixie Tang with Chloe Carmichael, when he suddenly received a text message from Tootie.

Did you break up with my sister just recently?

"Who is that?" Trixie asks, as she continues to cry.

"It's Tootie. She wants to know if I broke up with Vicky recently," Timmy says.

"I don't think you would do that," Trixie says, as she grabs another tissue.

Timmy responds to Tootie's text message.

No, of course not. Why? What happened to her?

Timmy sent the text message to Tootie's cell phone number.

"Apparently I'm not allowed to be happy, or to read comic books. This is why I wanted that to be a secret. Duh," Trixie says to Chloe.

I tried to tell her that she's your girlfriend, but she wouldn't believe me. She told me to stop lying to me. Guys don't love her. They never did. That just because you saved her life one time, doesn't mean that you have some secret feelings for her. Something like that. And of course, she reminded me that Ricky called her 'Valerie', and never loved her at all. She's gone now, though. As in, I can't even find her. Can you please help me look for my sister, Timmy? I'm very worried about her.

"You guys, Vicky's not here. She is missing. Maybe she left," Timmy says, after he had finished reading Tootie's text message.

"I would leave too, if I knew where to go. Somewhere where people wouldn't try to hurt me," Trixie says.

He begins thinking of places where she might be right now.

"This is tough… I hope that she didn't…" Timmy says.

"Maybe we can find her faster if we split into teams. I'll bring Remy, and Chester, and we'll go to Florida, and you, Trixie, and Tootie do a full and complete search in Dimmsdale. She can't be too far away right now," Chloe says.

"Thanks. I'm not sure what happened to her," Timmy says. He replies to Tootie's text message, and he tells her to meet him at the Dimmsdale International Airport.

Thirty minutes later, Timmy, Trixie, and Tootie are now in the Dimmsdale International Airport, and they are running around to look for Vicky.

"Slow down!" A man says to Timmy.

"S-Sorry. I'm trying to look for my girlfriend!" Timmy explains to the man.

"Do you think she's going to meet with my cousin, and her husband? I mean, our cousin, and her husband?" Tootie asks Timmy.

"Where do they live?" Timmy asks.

"They live in California," Tootie says.

Timmy runs towards an employee. "Excuse me, do you have any flights to California today?" Timmy asks.

The Cis-Female employee of the Dimmsdale International Airport looks at him. "Oh, you're going to have to be more specific about which city in California, but yes, we do have some flights to that state flying out today," She says.

"Port Haven, California, please," Tootie says.

"That flight is in one hour from now," The employee says to Tootie, Trixie, and Timmy.

"Can you show me where it is, please?" Timmy asks.

"We think that my sister is trying to leave Dimmsdale to see our cousin. Maybe she wants to escape this situation that she's in right now," Tootie says.

"Okay, I'm not going to ask what situation, because that's private to her, but you can go to Gate D4 for that flight. Maybe your sister is there right now," The Cis-Female employee says to Tootie.

"Thank you!" Tootie says.

Tootie, Timmy, and Trixie hurry to Gate D4.

"Vicky?" Timmy asks, as he walks towards a girl who looks like Vicky.

"You ever get one of those days where you feel like your life is stuck on repeat, or something? And that nothing ever changes in your life?" A teenager asks Vicky.

"Every single day, and what are you doing here, Timmy Turner?" Vicky asks, as she looks at Timmy.

"I'm trying to stop my girlfriend from leaving Dimmsdale," Timmy says.

"I'm not your girlfriend. Criminy, not you too. Don't tell me that Tootie convinced you to join in on her little sick prank," Vicky says, as she sits down on a chair.

"This isn't a prank. Do you think that I like to hear how extremely depressed you've always been? To hear you always talk about how you know that no one is ever going to see any positive personality traits in you? Constantly reading comments from people in Dimmsdale who think that you'll never change? They technically sent those messages years ago, but you're probably still thinking about them. Yes, he loves you. But I can see that this makes you feel extremely uncomfortable, or that you'll never believe him, so, you don't have to continue to date him, if that's not what you truly want. I know that you think that no one wants you to be happy, but not everyone is thinking that, Vicky," Tootie says.

Vicky sighs. "Then, fine, where am I supposed to go? I hate it here. Being here is making me very depressed," Vicky says.

"Well, we are technically only here on a vacation. Just to visit our family. Our parents. This isn't where you live anymore, so you can continue to live in Florida, if you want to. That's where Chloe, Chester, and Remy are right now, to search for you," Timmy says.

"Look, no one wants me to be with you, or for me to be dating someone else. They despise me, and I can't say that I blame them, because I hate myself too," Vicky says.

"I joined this Care Management group thing, and the leader of the group said that I need to become my own best friend; meaning, love myself, but how in the hell am I supposed to do that? I'll never love myself, or forgive myself. I'm stuck on repeat for the rest of my life, where every day is the same as the previous days, and I'm always crying and miserable," Vicky says.

"Come on, please come with us. We'll become your friends, and we'll figure this out together on what happened to you," Timmy says.

Vicky looks at Timmy uncertainly, "You promise me that I'm not going to overhear you saying, 'I wish she never came with us to Florida,'?" Vicky asks Timmy.

"I would never say that, Vicky," Timmy says.

"Alright. I guess that I'll cancel my flight. I still feel like I'm gonna regret this majorly though," Vicky says, as she walks towards the Check-in counter to speak with the employee.

"I don't know what happened, but maybe Anti-Cosmo did something to her again. He changed her from knowing about Hailey Drew to not having any past memories with Hailey at all, and he gave Vicky a completely different past history, with just some similarities to the one from before," Timmy says.

"I assume what you just said about Vicky to her is true, though, Tootie? That's extremely sad. I know that my parents forgot me many times, but to feel like no one wants you to be here, or be alive in general, that's just depressing. I wonder who else we know has very neglectful parents, and feels like they're not wanted," Timmy says.

"Yes. I had to actually stop her from -" Tootie says, and then she stops talking.

"This timeline thing is confusing me, but that other Vicky was never the type to confess her secret feelings to people. She told me she wanted to become aromantic, even. Like, why go through all of that trouble, telling a guy that you loved him, when he's just going to laugh to his best friends about how pathetic you are, or something like that. I had a crush before starting to love you, Timmy, and he was the harshest boy that I had ever met. I can see why she wants to be alone, but also not to be alone. It's confusing. It's, like, she wants to be happy, but she also knows that she doesn't deserve it, after everything that she did in the past. And that maybe she's 'stuck on repeat', meaning to be "Icky Vicky" forever, and she doesn't want that," Tootie says.

"Well, well… Why don't you just go ahead, and tell the entire world my entire life secrets, while you're at it?" Vicky asks, as she just returns to where Timmy, Trixie, and Tootie were waiting for Vicky.

"S-Sorry, Vicky," Tootie says, nervously.

"But as for Timmy, and I, we're not a couple. And we were never a couple, and we will never be a couple. No one will ever see the good in me, but I'll move to Florida, if that'll make you happy," Vicky says.

"Dunno what happened to her, but maybe Cosmo, and Wanda has the answers," Timmy says.

"I heard that! And we'll go to Anti-Cosmo's castle right now!" Cosmo whispers to Timmy's ear, as he poofs away with Wanda.

Cosmo, and Wanda poof themselves to Anti-Cosmo's castle.

"Anti-Cosmo, you're doing a huge amount of mischief right now," Wanda says to Anti-Cosmo.

"What? There's no one having a bad luck day, so I wanted to have a little amusement with Timothy Turner," Anti-Cosmo says.

"So, you admit that you used something that erased Vicky's memories, or something?" Wanda asks him.

"It's hilarious to watch, but yes!" Anti-Cosmo says, as he grins at her.

"Well, I don't know what you used on her, so I guess that we can't undo this spell right now. But Jorgen's going to have another talk with you, and maybe this time, he will take you away, so that you won't be able to do this a fourth time," Wanda says to Anti-Cosmo.

"Psh, you're clearly no fun, and I'm not telling you anything else!" Anti-Cosmo says.

Wanda uses her magic to take away his Anti-Fairy powers.

"I hate you," Anti-Cosmo says to his wife's counterpart.

"Trust me, we're not too fond of you either," Wanda says, and then she poofs herself, and Cosmo back to Dimmsdale.

A few days later. Timmy, Trixie, Tootie, and Vicky are now in Orlando, Florida.

"If you were so clearly depressed, then why didn't you just tell me that?" Timmy asks Vicky.

"Duh. You don't care about me. Or, you didn't care about me. I don't know what's more accurate right now," Vicky says.

"I'm sorry. I think one of my friends could invent a time machine, or something, to undo everything, or whatever it is that you didn't want to happen. But I haven't spoken to this Neutron boy in a couple of years… I feel bad about that. He must think that I don't like him anymore, and that we're not friends anymore," Timmy says.

"Hm. That's impressive. But I think that this woman is correct, as much as I hate to admit it. I can't change my past. I can't make my parents love me after Tootie was born. I can't say no to dating Ricky. All of that is still going to be in my past memories. The extremely difficult part is doing what she says, and trying to work on proving those jerks wrong. I was just a very moody teenager. People can change," Vicky says.

"You're right. But I'm still worried about Trixie. If you have very little memories of the present, then you don't know what that man did to her. But she likes comic books, that other girls like too, and she was told by him that she's not allowed to read them. That it's for boys only," Timmy says.

"Oh, that's horrible. I would recommend that she gets some kind of a bodyguard, or something. Someone who can protect her from any future encounters with people who are like him," Vicky says.

"And, also… I don't know how to tell you this, but your little sister is going to get married to Chester McBadBat soon," Timmy says.

"Oh. That surprises me that she's not in love with you anymore. But thank you for letting me know that, Timmy," Vicky says.

"You're welcome, Vicky. And I'm sorry about what you had to experience. But you belong here, Vicky. Don't let anyone convince you that you aren't important, or loved," Timmy says to Vicky.

"Thanks, Timmy. I really appreciate that," Vicky says, and then she smiles at him.

"We can be friends though. We don't have to be dating, uh, I can understand that it's hard to believe," Timmy says.

"I'd like that very much," Vicky says.

Timmy grins, and he walks towards Chloe Carmichael.

"I'm going to help Trixie get a bodyguard. But I don't know if there will be any other males who may want to beat her up," Timmy says to Chloe.

"You're a great friend though, Timmy. Vicky and Trixie are very lucky to have you as their friends," Chloe says.

"Thanks. I think that I'm going to take a break from dating girls though. I want to make sure that Vicky will never feel depressed ever again, and I want Trixie to be safe too," Timmy says.

Chloe gives Timmy a hug. "I'm so glad things are okay now," Chloe says.

"Me too, Chloe. Me too," Timmy says.

The Author's Notes:

Just remember, not everyone has a happy life, so keep that in mind when you are reviewing my fan-fictions. Some people may have memories like Vicky's. Thanks for the favs, and follows, and I hope that you have a good day or night where you live.