She walked through the front main entrance holding back as many tears as possible. The doors slide together behind her and a tear rolls down her cheek. The sun was out and a few white puffy clouds were around. It was not too chilly. It was all and all a quite unusual day for Seattle. She hadn't told the Chief she was leaving or got anyone to cover her patients. She knew her friends would take care of all of that. All she wanted to do was leave. She didn't even stop to change just got her purse and left.

The engine started up as she pulled the seat belt across her chest. Then, she placed both hands on the steering wheel and just stared through the windshield. Tears started to roll down her cheeks. She hit the steering wheel and put her head down on it. Her shoulders hunched over and she started hitting the side of it.

After a few minutes, she straightened up and started to drive. She wanted to go to Joe's but with the latest news… not possible.

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She crawled into the bed that she had climbed into a lot over the last ever since the accident. She laid her head down on his pillow and took in a deep breath of his scent. The tears started falling. Her body started to shake uncontrollably as the sobs escaped her mouth. She clutched some of the sheets into her hand and placed on her other hand on her stomach. She felt a wave of nausea came over her taking a few deep breaths and felt a little better but the sobs continued.

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Christina opened the door to Alex's hospital room. She took a minute to look at his body, before walking in further. Her eyes never left his face. Finally, she shifted her eyes to the ground and then looked back up at him.

"Meredith really needs you. For some reason, she's in love with you. And now she is having your baby, so wake you. Alex Kerev you better wake up. And you better wake up soon." She placed both hands on the bed. "Evil Spawn, you better wake the hell up. She can't do this on her own. She will have us but that's not you. You BETTER WAKE UP!" She yelled.

"Whoa, are you trying to kill him?" A voice said. She turned to see Mark standing there.

"Well, tears and pleads aren't working. Maybe yelling at him with make him wake up. Meredith needs him. She cries every night."

She walked past him. Mark looked at Alex on more time.

"Wake up soon, Kerev," He said hitting his leg before walking out.

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Izzie opened the door, late that night. The house seemed quiet. She walked in and set her things down on the floor and keys on the table before heading up the stairs. She heard nothing. She opened Meredith's bedroom door and looked it. Empty. She looked around confused before turning back. She walked to Alex's room and opened the door. It was dark and a small form laid on the bed. She looked at it with sad eyes as she walked further into the room. The light from the hallway poured on and she could see the light blue sheets which were now stained with black eye liner, mascara, and tears. Meredith's golden blonde hair seemed to shine in the light. Izzie could see that her eyes were red and puffy, but she was asleep. She could tell it was restless though by the way her nose would scrunch up or her limbs would twitch. All she wanted to was help her and that seemed impossible without Alex. She looked at her once more before turning and walking out.