At breakfast ,remus as per usual was sitting by himself with a few girls beside him staring at him as if he were an insane freak,wich they were probably right though,but muttering about how fucking sexy he was,boy he was sick of that,he hated it when they did this they didnt even like him,they just thought he was sexxy.remus clenched his fists up as he turned around inclining how much he was going to hit them if they didnt stop whispering,instead coming face to 3 giggling girls he came face to face to 3 expectant boys"yes"remus asked in an impatient voice.james rolled his eyes and peter waved,whilst sirius sat down cosilly beside the small boy and smiled"ahhh,,homework done yet"
remus new were this was going allready"ask lily"sirius gasped in mock hurt
"are you inclining that i want to borow your homework...well...ok you caught us out...but plz..oh plz"he shook his head voilently .
"no"
james sighed and calmly walked over to lily,he was more comfortable with her,as did sirius,though he did desperatly want to stay with remus,to see how was as it were.
peter though lacked behind sitting next to remus smiling slightly and putting on a cheery voice"hey remus how are you"
"no"peter laughed hpw did remus know what he was gonna ask,huh weird.
"ok,just trying though you know"renmus nodded and looked down at his feet ,why was peter being nice to him all of a sudden,he probably wanted more freinds,in wich remus was happy to oblige to.peter was getting rathert bored ,and started tapping his foot to a tune he made up and was very suprised when he heard a soft independant fammiliar voice,remus,singing along to it with his own words.
"this is the song
lalalala
remus song
lalalala
lalalala
remus song
i wrote the music
i wrote the words
thats remus's song lalalalalaaaaa
peter started to laugh histericly ,that choice of words oh my god he was about to have a spasm.
"remus your a pretty good singer,sing as a song will you"remus shook his head blushing .
"oh come on"sirius and james said in unision from behind him.again remus shook his head and proceeded at looking at his feet,wich were getting pretty interesting actually for a piar of feet.
james muttered a spell,a spell of wich made you sing out your true feelings, and obediently remus stood firmly up and sang,his voice was soft and beutiful,like a fallen angel.
to be hurt to feel lost (all the time)
to be left out in the dark[im used to it
to be bit when your young
to feel like youve been pushed around
to be on the edge f breaking down[sigh
and no one understands you
no you dont know what its like
when nothing feels alright
no u dont knwo what its like
to be like me
welcome to my life[its horrible
remus took a small breath and carried on to his last song(brackets in song means he talks it)
did i dissapoint you dad or let you down(i allways have done)
should i be feeling guilty or let the ministry frown(they'll do more than that)
coz i saw the end before it begun(when i was 6)
yes i saw i was blinded and i knew he had won
so he took whats his by eternal right
took my soul out ,out of me tight(made me inhuman)
i may be over but he wont stop there
i would kill him now if i only dared
i am a dreamer and when awoke
he cant take my memories its my life he trook
and when i grow old il remember me
ill remember mum when i was 6 and 3(good memories)
remus collapsed on the floor.he was tired and was burning aith anger that james had done something like that he coild have reveiled that he was a werewolf.or something like that.
"grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr"tremus growled causing james to back far far away,way out of remus's reach,hed seen what he hads done to snape and he didnt want a handfull of that reeally
sirius shook his head at james as remus ran out sobbing into his jacket.james head fell down "sorry"he squeeked after remus who had already gone and dissapeared from the corridor.
"look james theres something i would like to tell you"
"me too"
"...i want remus to be in our group..."they saud togethor..chuckling slightly james carried on
"i dont like him that much but he may need some freinds and stuff...so"james did mean what he was saying as he did want to make freinds with the guy but well he was kind of weird and stuff.
siriuys smiled softly as it was his turn to speak"well...umm..i actually like him hes cool and well hes got a lot of spunk and stuff...and i dont knwo its weird i know i def like hoim though icoz i allways spy on him and see if he is alright"james smiled and rolled his eyes..sure he knew sirius did that it was well.obvoius.
"pete what doya think"
"ohmyhilkehmto"
"exuse me pete"
pete swallowed his last mouthful of chocolate cake and again said in a clearer voice"oh..hmm yeah i like him too..hes got spunk.
so iut was decided they were gonna make him a part of their gang ..if he would let tghem that weas...
stry teller povf
if it were me i would think it was a joke lol
what do u think so far i think its oom dont flame me abot spell check i will be doing it later andf yes i have basd it on moonshadowsas i loved hers story lol.