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The Sweetest Sin
Even though I could feel all the flashes going off all around me, it felt as if Sasuke and I were alone. In that single moment, my entire world stopped and I reveled in the feeling of his lips pressed up against my own. I broke apart from him and looked into his eyes and nowhere else as he smirked at me. I smiled back at him and then heard the roar of the crowd and remembered that we were on stage.
We both turned towards the audience as I could see a few of the girls reaching up, trying to touch both Sasuke and I. We backed up off the stage, afraid of what the fans would do to us if they managed to get their hands on us. Sasuke didn't even get a chance to thank everybody for coming to the concert as we both ran backstage, forgetting about the equipment and only worrying about getting on the bus and heading towards the hotel.
Now that I think back on it…heading backstage wasn't the brightest idea in my lifetime…
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"ARE YOU INSANE?! DO YOU GUYS EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH HEAT IS GONNA BE ON MY ASS NOW BECAUSE OF THAT LITTLE DISPLAY?!"
Sasuke and I cowered as Anko continued to yell at us loudly while we sat silently on our bed in the hotel room.
"Anko I -,"
"I DON'T EVEN WANT TO HEAR IT SASUKE! WHEN THE LABEL FINDS OUT ABOUT THIS YOU'LL BE LUCKY THAT YOU EVEN HAVE A DAMN LABEL!"
"Anko honestly I-,"
"NOW YOUR IMAGE IS TARNISHED! AND NOBODY WILL LISTEN TO YOUR MUSIC, AND THEY WON'T BUY YOUR CD'S, AND YOU WON'T HAVE FANS AN-,"
"ANKO!"
"WHAT?!" Anko shouted at Itachi who had screamed her name. Itachi merely looked at her, putting a hand on her shoulder and smiling at the crazy pint-sized woman.
"I think that we all just need to get a bit of rest," Itachi told her calmly. Sasuke and I sat next to each other as I was practically up to the headboard, by how many times that she had screamed at us. Sasuke was just sitting there calmly, probably because he was already used to everything that Anko made him deal with.
Anko glared at Itachi and then at Deidara and Sasori as she turned her gaze back onto Sasuke and I. I could see in her eyes that this was going to take a lot to make her happy again. But I was willing to do that, as long as she left the room in the next few minutes.
"Fine!" Anko grunted as she left the room, slamming the door on her way out. Itachi looked at Sasuke and I as he leaned down in front of his brother and they held each other's gaze.
"Brother…you know that I have no right to judge you on anything bu-,"
"Then don't," Sasuke interrupted him before he could get the world "but" out. Itachi held Sasuke's gaze for a few more moments and sighed as he too left the room. Sasori and Deidara exchanged glances as Deidara smirked widely.
"If its any consolation…I think what you did was fucking awesome," Deidara told him. Sasori nodded his agreement while Sasuke grinned to himself. Sasori and Deidara left the room, thus leaving Sasuke and I by ourselves, which left me to ponder what exactly this meant for Konoha Legend.
Sasuke looked over his shoulder at me as I smiled at him. I crawled over to him and put my head on his shoulder and grinned into his face. He smiled back at me as I laughed, dropping my head on his shoulder.
"So what does this mean for us?" I questioned him laughing.
"Well for one thing…this means that a WHOLE lot of girls will be heartbroken by tomorrow afternoon…or morning…depends on how far this news travels," Sasuke answered me. I laughed and then looked at him seriously, as to let him know that this was now a serious question.
"Sasuke…I know this is gonna sound weird but…why?"
"Why what?"
"Why did you kiss me on stage?" I questioned him seriously. He continued to look at me and then sighed, looking away and then back at my face a few moments later.
"You really want to know why?" Sasuke questioned me. I nodded my head as he looked ahead and away from me.
"Because I was so tired of hiding… I mean here I am, basically lying myself on the line for criticism each day…I sing songs that pertain to my real life circumstances, but yet I can't even tell the public that I'm 'gay'? I mean so what if they're homophobic…they'll get over it…and if they don't then they can just get another favorite band. But I felt like a liar. I mean here I am telling them one thing about my life in my music…but they don't even know the other half,"
It was then that I realized something important. As Sasuke described everything he went through…it only made me see that he was another human being…he had faults…and he committed crimes just like the rest of us. He may be this big shot in the limelight, but at the end of the day, when the fog machines are off and the strobe lights are put away and the amps and mikes are turned off, he's just like another guy, lost in this big ocean that they call life.
I leaned into Sasuke and kissed him passionately on the lips. He responded by kissing me back slowly. I could feel pain in that kiss and it hurt me to think that a decision he mad for OUR well-being could cause him so much pain. I separated from him and forced him to look at me in the eyes.
"Sasuke…there is nothing wrong with what you did…Anko is just mad, because she doesn't see the bigger picture right now. But tomorrow, when she's cooled down enough…I'm sure that she won't be mad. She's just worried about the outcome," I reassured him. He nodded his head at me as I pulled him into a hug.
"Let's get some sleep, yeah?" I whispered in his ear. Sasuke nodded at me again and I knew that things were already going to get better. No matter what people said…I knew that my new life with Sasuke was only just starting.
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I woke up the next morning to the sound of water running. I woke up groggily to see that the bathroom door was open and steam was no doubt coming out of the door. I closed my eyes again, realizing that it was just Sasuke, who was taking a shower.
I rolled over in bed, reveling in the fact that this time it wasn't one of Anko's crazy tactics to get us to wake up as usual. I rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling, remembering that today was not going to be a normal day like the others had been. Today was the first day as me and Sasuke being a couple…out in the open…GREAT!
I heard the water cut off and blushed violently only imagining what Sasuke would look like. Wet…dripping…sexy…glistening…Oh man. I looked to the door and saw Sasuke walk out in only a towel, wrapped around his waist as he had another in his hand, drying his hair. He smirked at me and nodded towards the bathroom.
"Your turn," he told me seductively. I glared at him as he laughed at my antics. While grabbing my clothes that I was going to wear I locked myself in the bathroom alone with my thoughts.
I turned the water on so that it was hot…but not boiling and I under the hot steam, sighing to myself, loving the feel of it rush over my sore muscles. I stood there a few moments, just under the spray of the hot water and let it rinse over me. I remembered now that this was probably the best thing about showers.
I grabbed the soap and lathered myself up while rinsing off of me a few times. After my incredibly short shower I got out of the tub and dried myself off. I pulled on my black boxers, followed by my black skinny jeans, and then my red Quicksilver shirt. I shook my head a couple of times to get the excess water out.
I opened the door to see Sasuke fully clothed and lacing up his sneakers. I walked over to my suitcase and took out some socks and put on my red converse sneakers. Sasuke stood up and walked over to me looking into my suitcase and then at me. I grabbed the gel out and spiked my hair at some ends as I caught his gaze.
"What?" I questioned him as he continued to look inside my suitcase.
"You might need some new clothes…or just a few more," he told me. I looked down at my suitcase and frowned playfully.
"What are you suggesting?" I questioned him. He grabbed some shades and put them on as he looked back at me.
"That we need to go shopping,"
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The last thing I had ever expected was to be walking with Sasuke hand in hand through a mall in Little Rock, Arkansas. It was bad enough that whenever somebody looked at us they would gape because they realized who we were, but this was just ridiculous. This one girl though, she was really sweet, she walked over to us and all politely asked if she could take a picture. Sasuke grinned at me as I smiled at the girl and of course told her that she could.
Sasuke looked up at the store F.Y.E. and smiled at me as looked at the store window and saw an ad that read Konoha Legend NEW ALBUM IN STORES! Featuring Hit Single "Stars" and "Sound of Madness".
"Want to play a joke on these guys?" Sasuke questioned me. I laughed and nodded as we walked into the store and walked over the "New Releases". Sasuke picked up a copy of Konoha Legend's new album and we walked over to the counter. I looked at the screen in the store and noticed that a music video to Pain was playing.
Sasuke walked up to the guy with his head down as I did the same and put the album down so the counter could ring it up. The person behind the counter didn't even look up as Sasuke snickered to himself.
"That will be $20.45," the clerk said after finally looking up. Sasuke took off his shades and looked at the person smirking as the clerk's eyes widened.
"Do you take 50 dollar bills? I'm afraid I don't have change," Sasuke said grinning like a Cheshire cat. The guy behind the counter froze as Sasuke questioned that and then looked at the album he was holding in his hands. He pointed at Sasuke as Sasuke looked down at the album and smirked.
"Well would you look at that…there I am,"
"You guys…are freaking amazing!" the clerk said finally. Sasuke and I exchanged glances as Sasuke took the camera that was being offered to him. He snapped a picture with all three of us in the picture. He handed the camera back and smirked at the man handing him a 50-dollar bill.
"Keep the change," Sasuke told him as he opened the CD plastic and opened the CD case, pulling out his sharpie to sign the CD for the guy. He handed it to me and I looked at him questioningly.
"I'm not even recorded on this CD though," I told him.
"Doesn't matter…you're still part of Konoha Legend aren't you?"
"Well yeah bu-,"
"Just sign it," Sasuke told me. I took the sharpie and signed the CD as well smiling at the guy. He smiled at us both as Sasuke handed him the CD and we both walked out the store.
"Well that was fun," I told Sasuke laughing.
"I always like to do something like that. The reaction on their faces is positively priceless. I will never forget this one time. I went into this store when we were playing in Vermont. And I grab an album off the rack and I'm looking at it and there's this woman next to me and she remarks 'Wow, I positively love Uchiha Sasuke. He's a living sex god'. So I turn to her and I'm smirking at this point and I go 'Yeah, he is pretty awesome'. When she finally looked up at my face and saw who I was she nearly burst into a frenzy," Sasuke laughed. I laughed myself knowing that I probably would have done the same.
"Security ended up coming though, because they thought this woman was like getting attacked or something. They thought that I had attacked the woman and then brought me into security offices, obviously not knowing who in fact I was. When their supervisor came out and saw me, she ended up hitting both men over the head because of their obvious stupidity. She told me that she would let me go if I took a picture with her. Which I did," he laughed to himself.
"How does somebody not know who you are?" I questioned him now laughing even more than I already was.
"Somebody who has been living under a rock for most of their life," Sasuke laughed.
"I can second that," I smiled to myself. Sasuke laced our fingers together as we continued to walk through the mall. I saw one of my favorite stores in the world and dragged Sasuke to it smiling ever more. When we walked in I could hear Legendary Sanin's song Breath Today playing over the speakers.
"Spencer's? I couldn't imagine you liking a store like this," Sasuke laughed.
"Really? What could you imagine me liking?" I questioned him, taking about 4 shirts and slinging them over my arm.
"I don't know. You seem style is like Punk Rock/Skater," Sasuke told me as he looked at some shades that were on a rack.
"Well Spencer's is both. What's your damage with shades?" I questioned him as I piled on about 5 more shirts.
"What do you mean? I like shades…is there a problem?"
"No problem, but you have a lot," I answered him, piling on about 6 pairs of pants.
"I had no idea you liked shopping," Sasuke told me as he looked at the pile I was accumulating in my hands. I turned to look at him, in the midst of holding a Batman shirt in my hands that had the Joker's face on it.
"I don't go shopping often. So when I can…I go crazy," I told him a bit embarrassed. He laughed and held my face in his hands.
"I don't mind. Buy the entire store it you want," Sasuke told me, kissing me gently. I smiled into the kiss and grabbed these black pair of shades that I saw Sasuke eyeballing, since we had walked into the store.
"Okay…I'm done," I told him as we made our way over to he clerk. I held Sasuke's hand in my own as the person rung everything up.
"Your total is $304.43," she told us, looking up as her eyes widened like the man's did when we were in F.Y.E. Sasuke pulled out his wallet and handed her a credit card as she took it from him shaking slightly.
"Wo…would that be Debit or Credit?" she questioned him still looking at him in awe.
"Credit," he answered smoothly. The lady swiped the card and handed Sasuke a receipt so that he could sign. Sasuke signed quickly and then handed the receipt back to her smiling still.
"Thank you," Sasuke and I said at the same time as she waved at us and we walked out the store. I held a big bag, as Sasuke held another in his hands. I heard the all too familiar ringtone of Dead and looked over at Sasuke who put the bag down and answered his phone.
"Hello? We decided to go shopping………….Yes, I just now realized what time it is…………you need us there now?……………Okay…………okay………….we'll be there shortly," Sasuke answered as he hung up the phone and grabbed the bag again.
"What's going on?" I questioned him. I followed him out the mall as we started to walk towards the middle of the street.
"We need to be at the performance space now, according to Anko. Because today is going to be kind of a long show, so we need to be there now so that we can do the sound check," he answered me as we hailed a cab. We both got into the cab as Sasuke told the man where to go.
"Why is today going to be a long show?" I questioned him.
"Because today is the day that we play songs from all of our albums. I mean, not that we haven't been doing that already. But this time it's gonna be from all 4 albums that we're playing from. Not just 2," he answered me. I thought about what he said and realized that everything he said is true. Whenever we did a show we would play songs from the current album and songs from the one of the other previous albums. But never did we play music from 3 or 4 of the albums all in one concert.
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After getting of stage from the longest performance in the world I was obviously tired. That night we had ended up playing Tears Don't Fall, Ghost of You, False Pretense, Sound of Madness, Afterlife, Pretender, Typical, From Yesterday, Stars, I Caught Fire, Give it up, Rooftops, Situations, Are you Ready, Pain, Dead and finally Feeling This.
But I guess it was worth it in the end. To know that we had played an awesome show and that everybody was satisfied. And even though I was tired form the show I still felt energized in some weird way. I glanced at Sasuke and saw him talking to a few of the tech. People as we all boarded the bus. He came on the bus a few minutes later as we started to drive towards the hotel.
"So how did you like your first, all album concert?" Sasuke questioned me.
"It was awesome actually," I told him. He laughed at me and pulled me close to him. I leaned on his chest and felt my head rise and fall with each breath he took. It was moments like these where I was pressed against him and I still felt as if this wasn't real. This just couldn't possibly be real.
The bus finally pulled up to the hotel as we all retired to our rooms that night. I went and laid down in the bed as Sasuke took his shoes off and put them by his suitcase. He came over to the bed and took my shoes off for me as I smiled at the attention I was receiving. He put my shoes by my suitcase and then took my socks off slowly, throwing them to one side.
I laughed at this, since my feet were incredibly ticklish. He leaned down and held my right foot in his hand and kissed the sole of my foot. I giggled at this as he did the same to my left foot. He spread my legs and crawled up to me, lying down in between them. I welcomed him with open arms as he wrapped his arms around my back and kissed me slowly.
I kissed him back, running my hands through his hair and down his back. He moaned into the kiss separating from me and looking me in the eye. I nodded at him and kissed him again, as his hands trailed lazily down to the hem of my shirt. He lifted the shirt over my head and dropped it on the floor, disregarding it completely.
I looked him a bit nervously as he smoothed my hair down on my head. I knew he saw the flicker of nervousness in my eyes as he kissed my chest gently. He went up to the hollow part in my neck and kissed there, until he got to my chin and then finally my lips.
"What's wrong?" Sasuke questioned me softly.
"I-I don't k-know what you're t-talking about," I stuttered out.
"I can see that there's something wrong…Naruto…what's wrong?" he questioned me again.
"Well…I…I uhm…you see I ju-,"
"Naruto…are you a virgin?" he questioned me. I closed my eyes tightly as my face got beet red in about all of 2 seconds. I heard Sasuke gasp as I opened one eye to look at him.
"You are…aren't you?" Sasuke questioned me. I nodded once as Sasuke froze above me.
"I mean…it's not bad…it's just that every guy that I've ever even remotely liked just wanted to use me, and so I never really well uhm…"
"Naruto…why didn't you tell me this?" Sasuke groaned as he laid his head down on my chest.
"Because I didn't think that it would really…really matter. I mean it shouldn't matter,"
"I can't do that to you,"
"What are you talking about?"
"I can't take your virginity! I could never forgive myself," Sasuke told me as I cringed at that. I lifted his head up and made him look at me as I saw how his brows were furrowed and the contemplation of everything was weighing down on him.
"What if I told you that I wanted you to be my first? My first…and my only," I questioned him. He looked at me as I saw him still thinking about it.
"Please?" I questioned him again. I felt his arms tighten around my back as he leaned in and kissed me with all the passion that he could even muster. I kissed him back, leaving my hands at the base of his neck.
He continued to kiss down to my neck as I moaned at his ministrations. I trailed my hands down to the hem of his shirt and lifted it above his head, removing it from off of him. I looked at his chest and felt around, loving the feeling of him on my hands. He was beautiful and perfect…and he was everything that I had ever dreamed of.
He kissed my chest and sucked one of my nipples into his mouth, playing with it on his tongue. I moaned into the touch, as he looked me in the eyes while doing everything. He switched over to the other nipple and applied the same treatment on it. He kissed all the way down to my navel and put his hands on the buckle of my belt.
He unlatched it and opened the button to my pants as he slid them down my legs. I aided in this, lifting my hips every so often to slide them down until I kicked them off my feet. He kissed down to the hem of my boxers as I looked at him, still running my fingers through his hair.
He grabbed my boxers with his thumbs and rolled them down my hips slowly and seductively. I moaned as the fabric rubbed against my hard member and Sasuke just smirked at everything that was happening to me. I groaned to myself and grabbed Sasuke's hand after he had relieved me of my boxers. I laced our fingers together as he looked down at my body. I went to cover myself as Sasuke grabbed my other hand, lacing our fingers effectively. I blushed at this…nobody had ever seen my full naked body.
"You're beautiful," Sasuke told me. I smiled up at him and then nodded towards his pants.
"You still have pants on," I told him. He smirked at that and trailed his hand down to his belt, but I slapped his hands away.
"I want to do it," I told him, before reaching up to his belt buckle, undoing it while unbuttoning his pants and sliding them down his lean hips. I saw his red boxers poking up from under his jeans, as they were fully relieved to me as I pushed them lower on his hips, until he shook them off of himself.
I allowed him to take his own boxers off as he revealed himself to me in all his glory. Of all the times that I ever thought about what Sasuke would look like with his clothes off. I had never imagined that this is the sight I would see. I had a feeling that he would be big, rivaling me, but I never thought that he would be this hung.
"Like what you see?" Sasuke questioned me.
"Love it," I told him laughing. He leaned down in between my legs as both of our members rubbed against each other. I moaned out loving the feel of him pressed up against me. Everything about him was beautiful and it just felt right to be lost in his arms.
He kissed me lovingly as he trailed his hands down my back and back up again. I kissed him sensually as he kissed my throat, while rolling his hips against my own. I moaned into this while also rolling my hips up to meet his own. He moaned into my neck and then looked at me, kissing my forehead, like he always did.
I felt him kiss down my body and get to my member. He didn't touch it at all as he teased me by kissing around it but not touching it directly. He kissed the inside of my thighs and nuzzled his head there, not going any closer to the thing I wanted him to touch dearly.
"Sasuke…please," I groaned into his touch. Sasuke looked up at me, smirking as he touched my inner thigh once again, this time massaging the skin there.
"I want to make this positively pleasurable for you," Sasuke whispered into my hip. I spread my legs wider as he coaxed me into this. He put 3 fingers to my mouth and looked up at me from where he was.
"Suck," Sasuke told me. I started to suck on his fingers, imagining that it was another appendage instead of his fingers. Sasuke pulled his fingers out of my mouth as I whimpered at the loss. He looked up at me and kissed my hip, trying to calm me down.
"This is going to hurt at first…tell me if you want me to stop," he told me. I nodded at him as I felt him put his index finger at my entrance and push slightly. My eyes widened in pain and discomfort as Sasuke tried to make me relax.
"Naruto…you have to relax…you cannot tense up like that…it will only hurt more," Sasuke told me. I nodded to him as he continued to push the finger inside of me. I relaxed as best as I could and got situated with the finger inside of me. He pushed the finger in and out of me. I ended up moaning as the pain dulled and it started to feel pleasurable.
I felt Sasuke push in a second finger, while I continued to moan into his touch. I was imaging that this was going to be much more painful, but surprisingly the pain was dulled down to such an enormous amount that there was only pleasure.
Sasuke started to scissor his fingers inside of me, widening my entrance, best as he could. I moaned louder now feeling the pressure building inside the pit of my stomach, and knew that this would not last much longer if he kept going at this pace. It was then that Sasuke did something that I had never seen nor heard of anybody ever doing.
He lowered his head to my entrance and stuck his tongue inside of my opening. I moaned louder, my eyes widening as big as saucers. I felt him shifting his tongue in and out of my entrance coating it in a wet sheen, which dulled the pain ever more.
"Sasuke…" I moaned out as he continued his ministrations. He stopped this and then looked at me, while still working his fingers in and out of me.
I could only imagine the sight that he was witnessing. Me, Uzumaki Naruto, splayed out on the bed at the mercy of his will. I knew that what he saw right now was a half-lidded, flushed blonde.
"You're incredibly beautiful," Sasuke said to me, as if there was nothing wrong with him saying that while we were in the middle of having sex, and I was writhing underneath him.
"Sh…shu…shut up, and get on with it," I told him. Sasuke smirked at me. He took his fingers away and put his hand on my hip. He locked eyes with me and ran a few fingers through my hair. He kissed me and then pushed his member into me slowly. I groaned into the kiss, feeling pain more than pleasure at the moment. I separated from the kiss, sucking in breath from the pain that was adorning this moment.
"God…Naruto…" Sasuke groaned into my shoulder. I could tell that he was all the way inside of me at that point, as he took both my hands into his, lacing our fingers. He looked at me through his hair that was now in his face.
"I love you…" he whispered to me.
"I love you too," I told him smiling. He leaned in and kissed me as I bent my legs, letting him get closer to me. He leaned in more and put my hands above my head. I felt his chest on my own and moaned at this, knowing that this would be an all to memorable moment in my life.
"Sasuke…" I moaned into his ear, and he knew exactly what I wanted. He pulled out of me slowly and then pushed back in just as slow. I moaned loudly, loving the slow pace. It felt romantic, and sensual. Exactly what I had been waiting for, for 21 years.
I released my hands from his own and gripped his back in my arms, loving to feel his arms tense and release with each thrust that he administered. I felt him trail his hands behind my back, as we tried to get ever closer to each other. I continued to moan into his ear, as he grunted every now and again, while also moaning.
"Sasuke…harder,"
He nodded against my shoulder and leaned in to kiss me as his pace picked up and he aimed his thrusts at a different spot inside of me. He struck something that made me see stars as he did that.
"GOD! Right there…Right there," I moaned, separating our kiss. Sasuke smirked to himself as I said this and he continued to thrust into me, getting quicker each time. I gripped his back tighter feeling myself nearing the edge.
Sasuke held me to his chest as well, and I could tell that we were both close. Our breathing became labored and my eyes closed in sheer pleasure as I felt the coil inside of me release, while I clamped down tightly on Sasuke's member. Sasuke moaned loudly into my ear, as he shot inside of me as well in the same moment.
I rode my orgasm, feeling myself on the highest cloud in the world. This had to be the best feeling and nothing compared to it. Nothing at all.
Sasuke came down from his high and laid down next to me as I looked at him through my tired eyes. Sasuke pulled me into him as we pulled the covers over us. I smiled at him as he kissed me for the hundredth time that night.
"You're amazing," Sasuke whispered to me.
"I could say she same about another person I know," I told him sleepily. I closed my eyes in thought and then opened them again to look at Sasuke one more time.
"I love you so much," I told him.
"I love you too," he responded to me as he fell into a deep sleep. I sighed in contentment and then laughed to myself. The great Uchiha Sasuke had just said he loved me…that didn't happen often.
I probably already knew that I was going to hell, seeing as how I was already gay. But unlike all of the other sins…this one was by far the sweetest.
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I'm on a roll man! GOSH! I friggin love this story which is probably why I like to update it so much! Hahaha, aww, lil Naruto lost his virginity to big bad Sasuke! I love it. He seems so vulnerable. *sigh* Well you know the drill. REVIEW! Can I get at least 5…please?