After school I went home and helped my sister make dinner

"So what happened with the vamps when I left?" I asked curiously

"Nothing, I had to apologize to Rosalie because she thought that I was trying to steal her mate. I did that pretty reluctantly and then we left after shaking there hands and telling them that we wouldn't cause trouble if they didn't" she said as if it wasn't a big deal

It really was. At least I was at peace with Edward Cullen's family. That means that when we get married our family won't hate each other so much. Just kidding, I don't even know if he is coming today at 5 which are in 1 hour.

My stomach was already getting tied up in knots just thinking about it. I'm so stupid; I wish I would have made sure he was coming instead of trying to play it cool. In reality I wasn't like this. I'm usually shy, but I want him so bad and I need to come out of my shell if I want him to like me.

The truth is, I was starting to wonder if after we talked if I would want him anymore. From what my brother tells me witches and vampires have a long history of mating, and I wanted that to continue in my family. What he told me so far is that a vampire can get pregnant with a witches sperm, and vise versa. So that means that me and Edward could have a baby if we wanted, but I still doubted if I would like him. If I didn't then I would die an old maid because I am sure that I will never want somebody as much as I want Edward.

Like I said before I don't really know him but I WANT him if you know what I mean, his body. My imagination started to run wild as I felt my skin split apart.

I had cut my self with the knife I was cutting carrots with and blood was spurting out of three of my fingers.

"Oh my god Yvette here." My sister threw a towel my way and I caught it effortlessly. Pain wasn't that big of a deal for our family after what we go through with our powers. Getting our powers last 1 week, so imaging being in guts wrenching pain for seven day. A small knife would is like a piece of cake. It really wasn't that deep anyway, our skin is thicker than normal humans.

We are humans but everything is different for us. My family lost our witch mother and father before we all had our powers so we just go with what we learned from my grandmother before she passes too.

DING DONG

"I will get it" I yelled to the top floor. I was hoping it was Edward and my heart started to flutter and my stomach was clenching. I change my mind, I don't want him hear, I might barf if this is him, but boy was I wrong.

I threw open the door to see the face of a boy that was in quite a few of my classes in the morning. I think his name was mike but I couldn't be sure so I just smiled and started,

"Hi…"

"um… hi" he stated rather shyly, "I'm mike Newton, hopefully you recognize me from school but I was just wondering if your brother was home, I have a project I'm supposed to work on with him and he told me to stop by."

I felt so bad for mike, he was trying to keep his voice cool and calm, but it kept cracking and it was hoarse. He seemed so nervous so I just led him upstairs to my brother's room,

"He should be in their, but I would knock first. I wouldn't want you to be blinded for life if he is naked." I said jokingly just to break the ice.

It did and I got a care free chuckle from him, but he caught himself and had his guard back up.

"Don't be nervous mike, I promise that me and my sisters don't bite, and you shouldn't mind us anyway because we just do our thing. You probably wouldn't even know we're here." I tried to soothe him with these words but they only seemed to make him even more nervous so I just shut up and tried to cover my face with my hair.

Sometimes I wish I could be ugly. Maybe then I could have friends other than my sister and brother. Everyone is way too preoccupied with how we look instead of our personality. The girls don't really care how we look, but glare at my sister and me for stealing their boyfriends.

DING DONG

"Coming" I yelled so my sister wouldn't get distracted. God knows that if she stopped cooking for a second nobody would eat in the house for the rest of the day. She gets sidetracked very easily.

I opened the door to Edwards's beautiful frame. He was about a foot and a half taller than me so all I saw were his breast, but they were beautiful. My stomach got tied in knots again and I was speech less.

"Are you going to let me in? Or do you want to talk to me in the doorway? I think it's pretty comfortable but it seems humans feet get tired after standing too long." He said with a slight smirk on his face

He was calling me a fragile human. I wanted to shut the door on his face but I stepped out of the door and started climbing the stairs hoping to got he was following. I usually don't bring anyone to my room but I thought since mike and garette are going to probably using the computer downstairs I could have a private conversation in my room.

"Do you want anything to drink?" I asked awkwardly knowing his answer but not knowing how to start a conversation

He looked at me and gave me a "duh" look so I just sat down

"What's mike doing here?" he asked

"Doing a project with my brother."

"Really are you sure he is not here for you?"

"I don't know you're the mind reader why don't you tell me?" I asked curiously

I waited patiently for Edward to respond but he never did. He just kept staring at me as if I was growing a third eye.

"Are you going to answer?" I questioned angrily

"yes,… he is here for a project, but he wanted to see you today so he could ask if you maybe wanted to see a movie, but he got scared when you came to the door, and he decided to chicken out." Edward stated matter of factly. There was no question to it, mike wanted to ask me out

"Thank god! If would have been horrible to hurt his feeling like that." I answered sincerely

"Why would you turn him down?"

"Because I'm interested in someone else" I said dreamily

Big mistake Yvette. He knows your talking about him. Know you can't show any of your weaknesses or he might take advantage of these feeling so just hide them better. Or maybe I should wear them on my sleeve and hope that maybe he will feel the same way. Yeah that's what I'm going to do.

"Yeah but mike liked Bella but she is already taken"

"Really," I said shocked "by whom?"

"By me" he said like if I was not going to budge him any further.

Now I knew that I shouldn't have invited him hear without thinking about things like that. Now what am I going to say?