I Know I'll Never Love This Way Again

Disclaimer: I don't own CSI or its characters.

Now after getting a decent night's sleep my muse is back at work. Although I know that I should be studying for my mid-term which is tomorrow.

Sara grabbed Grissom's jacket, which was lying haphazardly on his chair in his office and dashed out the door, not saying a word to either him or his mom.

"Gil was that Sara in that outfit?" she signed to him.

"Yes it was, I suppose she wanted to surprise me…" he said with a half smile.

Gil's mom looked at her only son with a mixture of surprise and irritation at her son's reaction to Sara's little surprise.

"Why aren't you going after her Gil, she obviously wants you, the two of you have been through a lot this last little while."

Grissom looked at his mom sheepishly and said nothing. By this time they had entered his office and were chatting in there. Jim Brass came by the office with a worried yet silly smile on his face.

"Why did Sara run by me in a flash, wearing your coat, and not much else underneath" he asked.

Grissom rolled his eyes. "She was trying to surprise me" he replied.

Grissom's mother turned to face Jim and signed something to him, who understood and laughed a little, causing Grissom, himself to blush.

"What did she say Jim, I couldn't see her, she was facing you."

Grissom's mother turned to look at her son and raised an eyebrow and walked out the door causing Jim to laugh again.

"What did she say Jim!? "

"She said make sure you are careful with that beautiful girl of yours, and that she doesn't want to become a grandmother before going to a wedding"

Grissom sucked in his breath and headed out to try to find Sara, who he really needed to talk to. He put Catherine in charge while he was off in search of Sara.

He found her back at home, she was sitting at the table eating a sandwich, fully dressed. Her eyes red from crying.

"Sara, honey, a-are you ok?" Grissom asked.

"No I am not ok. I am so ashamed of myself Griss, I should have waited to do that when we were alone. I broke our number one rule, no fooling around at work. We've done that too many times and have gotten caught too many times." She said.

"Yes I agree with that Sara, but a little spontaneity doesn't hurt anyone, but just not at work in my office where anybody can walk in."

"Your mother hates me doesn't she?" Sara said in a small voice.

Grissom sighed and looked at her. "No she doesn't hate you, she just advises us to be careful because she doesn't want to become a grandmother before the wedding." As soon as he said that he blushed again and looked away.

Sara got up from her spot at the table and walked over to Grissom and kissed him so hard that they almost fell over. "I love you Gil Grissom and I never ever want to be apart from you."

Grissom was a little shaken due to the fact that when she kissed him he wasn't ready and his heart began to beat faster. He didn't respond.

"Gil? Are you all right?" she asked concerned. He suddenly had gone very pale.

"Get me to the couch" was the only thing he said and Sara guided him to the couch.

"Are you Ok" she repeated.

Waiting a few moments Gil smiled at her. "I certainly hope so"

Thinking everything was all fine and dandy and that Grissom's strange reaction to her kiss was only a momentary they began to fool around and soon their little session was headed up to the bedroom. Their clothes were scattered from the downstairs couch through the house and up to the bedroom where their kissing and more continued. Suddenly Gil stopped.

"Uh Griss, whatcha stopping for?" she said and looked at him.

Grissom went pale as a ghost and clutched his chest.

Sara got off him and yelled again "Grissom! Grissom what's going on here! Don't do this to me please!"

Sara checked his breathing, his breathing was very shallow, his heart was slow. Not a good sign.

She dialed 911.

"This is Sara Sidle of the LV crime lab, we have a situation. Gil Grissom's town house, Grissom is DOWN, we need an ambulance immediately!!!

In order to curb the obvious embarrassment on both their parts, Sara was able to quickly put Grissom's boxers on. Having to explain how he passed out was embarrassing enough, but having the paramedics find him unclothed was not exactly something they wanted spread across the nations news or papers.

When the paramedics arrived, they loaded him up onto the stretcher and took him to Desert Palms hospital. Sara rode in the ambulance with him.

Jim Brass looked at Sara when he found her in the hospital lobby getting a coffee. "How in the world did this happen Sara?"

Sara didn't answer. She did not want anybody to know the truth that she gave Gil Grissom a heart attack or whatever it was due to excessive sex. She didn't know that it was a heart attack; the doctors were still running tests. But regardless she did not want anybody to know.

Exciting and different twist to the story …. Stay tuned for the Real reason Gil Grissom was rushed to the hospital….. My master muse is at work. I've only another 45 minutes to write as I have to study for that damn mid-term, but not to worry I'll be back at this story on my "break" LOL