Dirtier version can be found on adult fan fiction dot net. This may be pretty dirty though. You may skip it and still grasp what is going on.
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L's lips claim and taste, Light finds himself wondering if he really wanted this? If he said no, would L stop?
The thought drives fear right into the very core of him. But he cannot deny that he does want this. He needs this. And he feels like a frail thing, or a woman even, when he admits to himself that most importantly he needs those soothing touches on his face, and those calming and subjugating words.
He lies beneath L watching the man above him with wonder. His legs draped over the man's shoulders. L is pounding into him mercilessly.
The thought that L is a genius stabs at Light and Light knows that he has lost something. Something that he will greatly miss once the passion has flared down. Once he remembers that it has gone missing.
But even worse is the knowledge that he will lose something more by his own doing, that sends his mind reeling. He reaches his hand up and picks a single hair that has plastered itself to L's forehead. L notices and his eyes fly open.
He stares at Light as if noticing for the first time that he is here, and it is "Raito kun" that he is doing this to. It is Raito kun that is letting him do these things. And suddenly he is devouring Light with ferocity. L wants Light to remember this moment for the rest of his life. And he squeezes his eyes shut when he thinks about how that might not be very long.
A pierce of pleasure rolls over Light. And he feels as if he is standing on a cliff overlooking the ocean on a hot day. Fear, and a blinding need to feel relief.
"What was that?" Light asks breathlessly. L quirks his eyebrow and aims for that same spot, and soon Light is mewling out. Wet fingertips pull on L's taught back creating heat in their wake. L wonders if he is going to get skin burn. "What-"
"I believe it is called the prostate Raito kun." And When L hits that spot again Light's eyes fly open and their eyes meet. Light nods. He opens his mouth to say something but L effectively shuts him up by pummeling his prostate over and over and it seems that it is too much for the teen.
"L…" Light's voice had a warning tone to it. But L doesn't stop he keeps going. Abusing that spot and now wrapping his hand around Light's rock hard erection.
L is close and he is so very close. A little more. The friction is delicious. And Raito kun is so tight. So very tight that he wonders if with out the aphrodisiac, they would be doing this at all.
Light's arms push and pull on L's shoulders and he finds the pillow slipping between the cracks of the bed and headboard.
"L" it comes out in a strangled sob. L is so very quiet until he erupts. A cross between a sigh and a moan leaves him as he fills Raito kun with his seed still riding out the crashing pleasure as it surges along his nerves.
"I love you Raito" Light registers the words but they seem to have no effect on him.
"No."
"What?"
"Don't… don't stop." But L is spent and he pulls himself from Light. L looks at Light with a curious face.
"What Raito kun?"
"You bastard what have you done to me." And he trembles with need still. He hasn't come. L has done something contemptuous. And Light panics for a moment wondering if he will ever return to his normal state.
"Oh." L says as if he is just noticing now that Light hasn't come. Light makes a scornful face but L wraps his hot and sweaty hand around his length and begins to pump. But the rough touch shows that Light's nerves are raw and hypersensitive.
"L Please!"
"Relax Raito kun." The teen writhes under L's hands, his thrashing wrenches all but the bottom sheet free from where it is secured.
"It's not working!" Light says through panic. He wrings the sheets, twisting them in his hands.
"Tell me what you want?" L's voice is husky and urgent but his face is indifferent. Light thinks that maybe L is doing something despicable to him on purpose. Something planned, Something exact, and with precision. Light becomes horrified at the thought that this is just a part of some great master plan that L has.
And when L gently pushes his fingers into that most intimate of places, he looks for the calculation behind those coal eyes, he thinks he can just make it out. In earnest he begins weeping.
"Light? What's the matter? Are you all right?" L wipes his hands on the sheet and scoops the youth up in his arms to smoothes away the tears as they continue to spill over from Light's now red honey coloured eyes.
"I just…" He can barely breathe let alone talk. And inside it is thrilling for L to see him in such a state, So weak and submissive. He is reminded of scared and lonely child when he looks into those eyes. He knows he must calm those fears. But not dispel them.
"I'm so sorry Raito kun. I never should have given you that pill. Tell me what's bothering you."
"I feel. As.. If I'm… paying the price… of some past life discretion." L holds the teen to his chest as he is filled with sadness. He feels guilty but that is almost exactly what is happening.
Light is Kira. Some part of him, not now present is capable of mass murder. But he is sure that either he himself has chosen to forget or someone else has forced him to.
"I'm sorry Raito kun, if I made you feel that way. It was never my intention."
"Are you Lying? I cannot tell. You said you loved me not 8 minutes ago. Do you L? Do you love me?" Light's voice has returned to its steady and acrimonious state. Light rose to his feet and threw a sheet around himself to cover his naked and still aroused state.
But the sheet placed the image in L's head of Light as some Greek hero or god, perhaps Adonis, or more appropriate for this scenario Ganymede.
Yes, L thought, he is my Ganymede And I am one of the many forms of Zeus to him. How appropriate as he is on the very cusp of Aquarius.
"I will be blatantly honest with Raito kun… I don't know. I have never liked anyone. Let alone loved some one. But from what I have read I…yes I do believe that I love you."
That was not the answer Light had expected.
Then L realizes he isn't An Aquarius. He is a Pisces and something clicks into place in L's mind. It isn't justification for Light's pre-detainment actions. But another clue perhaps to motive.
He is purposefully sacrificing himself for the betterment of the world.
To Light there is no greater deed. In his eyes it would truly make him a hero. And suddenly Light is far beyond his god complex and arrogant behavior in L's eyes. And L wonders if he has just fallen in love with Light Yagami.
8::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::8The next morning Light was feverish so L helped him to bathe. His limbs shaky and weak. He pulled khakis and a long sleeved green pullover from out of the closet but L snatched them away just as quick. Light struggled to hold the towel wrapped about his waist. Truth be told he was more than a little sore from last nights travesty, and so very tired.
"What are you doing?"
"I think Raito kun should stay in bed today, you don't look very good, and you have a fever. I don't think your father would forgive me if I let you work today." He turned down the sheets of the newly made bed and Light didn't let his mind linger on who had changed them.
"L, I'm fine I just need to get some coffee." He made a move to snatch back his clothing but L held them out of reach. He retrieved a clean pair of pajama bottoms and a Maximum the Hormone t-shirt from Light's closet and handed them to Light.
"I'll have Watari bring up something for breakfast. But you should sleep."
"I'm not hungry."
"I'll come up to check on you. But if you need anything you can call the main room or Watari." He unlocked his hand from his side of the cuffs and walked over to the bedpost, he secured it on the left hand loop of black wrought iron. Light watched him through half lidded eyes. He could scarce believe that he was actually given more time to sleep but he didn't say anything more. He just watched as L left the room then fell promptly into a deep slumber.
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A cool cloth placed on his forehead woke him some time later. If possible he felt even more tired and he struggled to open his eyes.
"What time…"
"It's 4 o'clock in the after noon. You've slept all day and your' father was worried so we came up to check on you."
"What's wrong with me."
"You have a stubborn fever that doesn't seem to want to go away but it's still low enough to not worry. Watari thinks it's a virus… I don't know why he thinks that but Watari has the most medical experience."
"I want to get up now," Light said rising off the mattress but a hot hand on Light's chest pushed him gently back down.
"It's all right Raito kun, we have a lead now, you need not worry." L said, but Light could hear worry in his voice. Very uncharacteristic. Was this an act, for Light's father? Light didn't fight the hand holding him down. His eyes shut out the light from the newly opened curtains. He felt a cool hand on his fore head. He wearily opened his eyes again to see his father looking down at him.
"Father?"
"You are burning up son, just relax and you'll be better before you know it, ready in time to help us bring down Kira." L winced, but it went unnoticed.
"You found him!" Light sat straight up. "You've found Kira?"
"Raito kun, relax we aren't sure if he is Kira or not. Don't work yourself up you will only get sicker."
"I have to see. I have to help. If you have found Kira then…then…"
"No not yet Raito kun. It may yet turn out to be a red herring. Just sleep now ok?" But Light swung his legs over the edge of the bed and prepared to stand.
"Light I don't think…" Light's father looked worriedly at his son as he rose on shaky legs, He almost fell but L caught him and with Yagami san's help they placed him back on the bed.
"You would only be a burden to us now Light. You need to sleep and get over this virus first. Stay in bed." His father ordered but light's vision swam through the tears that threatened to fall.
"I won't be an invalid whilst a case to prove my innocence is at a vital stage."
"You're not an invalid but you are ill. I agree with L you need to stay in bed for now."
"Yagami san may I have a word with you in the hall way?" The two left the room pausing to close the curtains on their way.
Damn him! Damn L! He knows how much this means to me! He knows what's at stake. But then his head grew giddy with the thought that they had found someone. Some one with enough evidence to indicate that he was Kira! This meant that, Light wasn't Kira…but then his thoughts were turned to his dreams and to that awful laughing that only he could hear.
It may turn out to be a red herring, that's what he was saying. Which meant that L didn't believe that this was Kira. And as if he had slipped on wet cement while walking out into the daylight he fell back into his depression with ease. Tears began to fall again. What is wrong with me? He thought. I've never in my life been this emotional…L. He must have done something to me again, he thought.
Like with the aphrodisiac he must have slipped him something. He must not want Light in the control room for some reason. But why? And his breathing hitched as he realized that his incarceration had never really ended.
A great feeling of presentiment filled him like when he had his dream and watched apocalypse from a distance. Everything was crashing around him. Something very important was taking place just out of reach. But for the life of him he did know what
Gratuitous sex scene.