Avoiding Voldy Or Not
Author- LilyHeartsJames
Disclaimer- Oh my golly gee goshness! You think I'm the owner of Harry Potter? Awww…. That's so DUMB!
Dedication- Humphry the steer. Yes, he was my mate. And yes, I took him up to Dubbo with my school. And no we didn't win, but it was AWESOME anyways! And no, he didn't come home with us (sadly) Dude, I like CRIED! I was the ONLY one! Well, my friend DID cry 'cause I was crying so… yeah!
Notes- Yes… I know its been such a LONG time… but I was BUSY! I know, that excuse is getting a little old! I had an English assignment due today, got it out of the way, I've been missing Humphry (school just isn't the same without him!) and I've been watching the BEST t.v show EVER One Tree Hill.
I saw the third season, 'cause I bought it on DVD… they had no more second seasons so I got the third. It rocked, go NALEY! Oh yeah and Keith and Karen got their act together (FINALLY) only to have Dan turn into an even BIGGER arsehole (if possible) and kill his own god damn BROTHER! I cried so much when he died, I mean I KNEW he would die, but it just came up out of no where! And then at the funeral I cried, and kinda when anyone mentioned him and said things about him. Keith was one of my favourite characters! And right now before I type up this story, I want put down about the time he went to jail for trying to kill Dan… but he actually didn't! Dan just accused him of it! So here it goes guys!
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KEITH: No, no, actually, I'm fine. I just… (Smiles humorlessly) love sleeping in jail cells.
(The shot cuts to the two-way mirror where the detective and Keith's reflection are seen. The camera pans back to them as the detective leans forward.)
DETECTIVE: You understand that we have you on tape… buying a bottle of liquor the day of the fire?
KEITH: I-I-I've seen it, it was stimulating
DETECTIVE: Yeah, (nods) we also know that you bought a gun.
KEITH: (fake stunned) Oh my god! Was Dan shot?! (gasps) Or, wait… no, no, no, no, no, it was a fire, yeah.
(He's taking the piss out of the detective. He smiles. The detective leans back again.)
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(The detective is still interrogating Keith.)
DETECTIVE: And you're wasting my time. (Pause) Why do you think your brother would accuse you of trying to kill him?
KEITH: Maybe he's still mad at me for sleeping with his wife? (Shrugs)
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One of my FAVES-
DETECTIVE: And why'd you come back to Tree Hill?
KEITH: Coz I live here?
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Another FAVE-
KEITH: (putting his hands up) OK, OK, just stop, (smiles) alright? I wanna talk to my brother. I-I know he's out there. COME ON, DANNY! COME ON IN! (Pause) Danny
(The door opens and Dan walks in.)
KEITH: (leans back and spreads his arms) Ah!
DAN: You ready to confess?
(The detective looks back at Keith.)
KEITH: Yeah, OK. OK… I confess.
(Dan looks away and nods.)
KEITH: I, um… bought a bottle of liquor. I was… I was just so thirsty. (mocks) I'm sorry, Dan, can you forgive me?
(Keith laughs. Dan leans down.)
DAN: You think this is funny?!
(Keith continues to laugh. Dan grabs him by the front of his jumpsuit and slams him against the wall.)
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They were pretty funny, I mean if you saw him on One Tree Hill or heard his voice when he said those to the detective you would have found it funny! Oh gosh, I loved Keith so much! He was a funny person.
Okay, now I'm pretty sure you guys just want to read this story so stress less (My mates saying… it got stuck inside my head)
CHAPTER TWO!
Some swearing later in this chapter. Apologies to those who are offended:)
Dearest Lily-bo-hilly,
How are you? I haven't seen you since Petunia's wedding… three weeks ago!
I've heard from you though, and that's good, otherwise you would have a severe bruise by now!
How did you're mum and dad take the news about you and James? You're dad probably freaked out!
Becky and I have decided to have a sleepover at my house… and we're inviting you! That's if you aren't grounded for life!
But its two days from now and it'll be at 12 o'clock and you can leave whenever you want the next day.
You better be there girly!
Oh yeah… Lately Remus has been acting really… odd. He's always leaving once a month, and when I ask where he goes he says that his mum's really sick and he goes to visit her. He used to say that in school but now I'm not so sure about it…
Do you know where? If you do can you PLEASE tell me? Pretty please?
Listen, I better go but you'd better reply Lilian! Really, you'd better!
Love always,
You're buddy forever,
Emmaline XXX
Lily looked up from the letter and sighed.
Emm was right, her dad DID freak out, and he grounded her for a week. He wouldn't even look her in the eye after it and Lily finally asked him why he was so uptight about her and James staying in the same bed. And he said it was because his daughter was too young to be having sex.
Lily had gagged on her breakfast. Really… she WAS eating!
Flashback-
"SEX! Where the HELL did you get THAT from?" Lily asked spitting out her cornflakes.
"Well, Heather and Daniel said that you's were-"
Lily couldn't help it, she just had to laugh!
"What… Lily! Stop laughing! It isn't funny!"
"Dad, we are NOT having sex! We're just staying in the same bed. That's all!"
"What?"
"That's all, I swear! We have never, ever had sex in the first place! I'm still a virgin! And so is he!"
"Right… I knew that! I was just…" her father trailed off not knowing what to say.
"So can I get ungrounded now?"
"No"
"Why not?" Lily whined.
"Because you're too young to be sleeping in the same bed"
Lily rolled her eyes. Sometimes parents could be SO annoying!
-End of flashback
A sleepover… that could be fun! They'd stay up all night, play truth or dare, give each other a horrible makeover and then take photos, talk about anything, show each other their super cool pjs, listen to really awesome music… Lily and her friends always did that stuff… and even though they did them countless times they still enjoyed it.
But there was still the mystery of Remus. Although it wasn't a mystery to her. She knew. And so did the Marauders, but Becky and Emm didn't know. She was sure Remus would have told her but he didn't.
And since he now has an apartment (as of two weeks ago) he was always going to his parents and he would then transform into his werewolf form. Lily knew it was painful, just by looking at the diagrams in books. She had got very worried and thought Emm had found out one day in sixth year when Lily found her reading a book on werewolves. But Emm had said it was for their DADA assignment, they had to write an essay about werewolves' transformations and how painful it was. Remus understandably, got full marks for that since he experienced them every full moon.
Every full moon, Sirius, James and Peter would go and join him inside the Whomping Willow, and they too would transform… but into their Animagus forms. Sirius as a dog, Peter as a rat, and James as a stag.
But now that they were out of Hogwarts they couldn't do that because they could risk getting caught by Remus' parents so their days of running around like wild animals were over.
And she knew that they missed doing that, and they also missed Hogwarts.
And she did too.
She missed the secret passageways, and the staircases that moved unexpectedly, and her four-poster bed, and the class-rooms (excluding the dungeons) and the hallways, and the Entrance Hall, and the Great Hall. She missed the grounds, the lake, the Quidditch pitch… Hagrid's cabin, the Forbidden Forest that James had dared her to go into in her fourth year… She missed all of it, even some of the teachers. She used to love how the Great Hall would fill with excited students, and she remembered the start of term feasts and how the first years looked exactly how she had felt and she reassured them that everything would be okay. A lot of them looked up to her, and they often came to her with their troubles. And she gave them the right advice. And she even missed the cooked meals.
Lily stomach rumbled at the thought of the delicious meals that were cooked by the House Elves. Mashed potato, steak, chips, apple crumble, cheesecakes, hot minced pies, you name it, they made it.
Her stomach grumbled even louder so she got off her bed and walked down into the kitchen where her mother was busy cooking lunch.
"Hey mum" Lily said and Jane Evans looked up and smiled.
"Hi! What are you doing?"
"Thinking about Hogwarts and how much I miss it" she replied and felt a little guilty. But she didn't want to lie.
Her mother sighed and turned to her and put her hands on her youngest daughter's shoulders.
"Lily… I know you miss it there. But you knew that you couldn't stay there forever"
"I could actually. I could be like Dumbledore, teach for an eternity" Lily replied smirking.
Her mother smiled. "Well… just be happy that you got the chance. Just think, Petunia never got the chance"
"I'm pretty sure that even if she did, she wouldn't want to anyway"
"Maybe you're right" Mrs. Evans said and turned back to the stove.
"Is it okay if I go over next door?" Lily asked and her mum nodded. "Sure, go right ahead but be back in time for lunch"
Lily nodded. "Okay, see you later!"
Lily shut the front door and hurried over to the Potter's residence and decided to enter through the back door for a change. She opened it and walked in, since she was allowed to do that because someone would have to come open the door for her and since she was welcome around any time, they thought it would be better suited if she let herself in.
"Hello!" Lily said hurrying into the kitchen and found Heather at her usual spot, in front of the stove cooking lunch for the two hungry teenagers and her husband who was often mistaken for a teenager because of the way he acted.
"Hey Lily! How're things?" Danny asked and she smiled and sat down next to James who was drinking his drink.
"Great, mum's cooking lunch and dad just had to go to work. He'll be back tonight though and he's taking me out for my birthday" she replied excitedly as James kissed her cheek.
Danny smiled. "That sounds like fun. I almost forgot that you're birthday is coming up"
"Haha, yeah right" Lily said and he grinned.
"You gonna come over and see us on you're birthday?" Heather asked sitting down at the table.
"I might. Depends if you guys want me to"
"Oh no, definitely not" James said jokingly and she punched him.
He just laughed. "Nah I guess you can come over, but you know, I'm super busy since I got accepted into the Auror training squad!"
"Oh my god! Congratulations!" Lily shrieked and hugged him. "Oh wow, now you can go catch all those loonies who are in Voldie's 'friends' list"
James chuckled. "Does he even have friends?"
"Of course he does, just only when he wants something done and he's too lazy to do it himself"
Danny and Heather joined in and laughed.
"SIRIUS! It's past midday! You going to come down or what?" Heather called up the stairs.
There was no reply.
"SIRIUS!" Heather yelled.
There was still, no reply.
"That boy is so lazy!" she said getting up and walking up the stairs.
Lily and James were having silent fits of laughter at the thought of Sirius been woken up one hour early.
Sirius had made a rule. If he was to be woken up, it had to be after one thirty. Unless of course there was food involved.
They heard mumbling and a few curses as Heather came down the stairs smirking.
Sirius entered the kitchen, in his boxers and a daggy grey t-shirt and he was carrying his old teddy bear, the 'famous' Mr. Snuffles.
"Good morning Sirius" Danny said in a mocking tone.
"M-m-morning" Sirius said, stifling a yawn.
He sat down in the seat that Heather had been recently sitting in until she got up to check the food.
"Hi" James and Lily replied in unison.
Sirius gave them a tired wave and slumped forward onto the table, using Mr. Snuffles as a pillow and lying on him.
"Honestly, that bear is going to have an even worse life then he already has had! Poor thing, how long has he been waiting for surgery for?"
"Three years" James replied and they both cracked up laughing.
"He lost his other eye the other day" James added.
Lily laughed. "What, did it just fall off?"
"No… Sirius threw a tantrum because there wasn't any food and we had to go out shopping and he threw Mr. Snuffles against the wall" James tole her and she shook her head.
"Poor thing"
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"We're going to the pool?" Lily asked frowning.
"YEP!" James said happily and pushed her out the door. "You go get ready; me and Sirius will pick you up in precisely five minutes"
"Oh… okay"
Lily walked over to her house and walked in the door.
"Lily, you missed lunch. Petunia stopped by with Vernon. She said that she's pregnant"
Lily, who was walking up the stairs and was about to apologize for missing lunch, froze.
"She's what? PREGNANT? He knocked her up? God, why the HELL would she do it with him? She would be flatter then what she already is!"
"Lily! That's not very nice!"
"Sorry" Lily said only half meaning it.
"And sorry for missing lunch. I ate at James' house"
Her mum nodded. "That's okay. Just as long as you ate"
"Lily! You ready yet?" James called as he and Sirius entered the house. They were allowed to come and go whenever they pleased, just as long as it wasn't past midnight.
"Oh gosh, no! I was talking to mum! I'll be ready five tops!"
She turned and ran up stairs and Mrs. Evans turned to the boys. She noticed Sirius eyeing the chocolate chip cookies on the tray on the counter.
"Well alright!" she said and Sirius bolted. James however, stood there nervously.
"James, there's no need to be nervous. I know the truth. And even if you two were sleeping together I wouldn't care"
They heard a choking noise and looked over and saw Sirius bent over and trying to breathe but couldn't.
James ran over and thumped him on the back and he straightened up and was able to breathe again.
"You alright?" James asked cautiously.
"I'm fine" Sirius replied grinning and went for more cookies.
"I'm ready!" Lily called running down the stairs.
"You going to the pool?" her mother asked smiling.
"Yep. We're gonna pick Remus up on the way though. And Peter said he'd meet us there"
"What about Emmaline and Rebecca?"
"They're going to the movies. I didn't feel like going. They were going to see a movie I've already seen so yeah"
"Oh okay. Well have fun, drive safe, swim safe. Bye!" The three teenagers hugged Mrs. Evans and Sirius thanked her for the cookies and he carried out a handful with him.
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BONK! BONK!
"Hurry up Remus! Get you're arse out here!" Lily yelled out of the car window. Remus, who had his own apartment, was busy fumbling with the keys.
"I'm coming!" Remus called and ran and jumped into the back seat beside Sirius.
"Seatbelts?" Lily asked and there was a chorus of "Check!".
Lily backed out of the driveway and drove off down the street, towards the local pool.
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"AHHH!"
Lily screamed as James picked her up and threw her into the pool.
Sirius, who was already in, was floating on top of a volleyball and floated past her when she resurfaced.
"Howdy" he said, tipping a pretend cowboy hat and making her laugh.
Remus was busy putting sunscreen on and Peter was eyeing a group of girls hopefully and was 'sculling'… some thing you do to try and keep you're self above water or something.
James ran up and jumped, and ended up bombing his girlfriend and his best mate and they both screamed in surprise.
"Mwahahahahaha!" James said and began a splash fight with Lily.
They splashed each other and James ended up with a mouthful of pool water.
"Hurry up Remus, you pansy!" Sirius yelled and Remus, who was going to go swimming in his shirt, paused.
"Shut up Padfoot!"
"Are you swimming in that? Mate, there's girls here!"
"Really? I hadn't noticed" Remus replied sarcastically.
"Sirius you have a girlfriend" James said staring at him in shock.
"Yeah… we all thought that didn't we?" he said turning away from them.
"Sirius?" Lily said putting her hand on his shoulder.
"She dumped me" he said and she looked at his face and she could see, although it was wet that he was crying. And she had never, ever seen Sirius Black cry. Never in her whole life time. She was so used to seeing him give everyone that grin that made everything okay, that laugh that sounded like a dog… his grey eyes which lit up every time he laughed.
But now, he was crying.
In places no one would find
All you're feelings so deep inside
It was then that I realized
That forever was in you're eyes
The moment I saw you cry
"Why?" Lily asked, feeling hurt for her friend that was like a brother to her.
"She said it wasn't 'working'. He said it was never meant to be" His voice sounded croaky and Lily hugged him tightly.
"Well you know I'm going over there on Wednesday and I'll give her a talk and make sure she sees what she's missing out on"
"Lily, I appreciate that but right now, I just want to do what I always do best. Find a hot chick, sleep with her and then leave"
Without thinking, without even realizing what she was doing Lily slapped him across the cheek.
Sirius' head had actually turned to the side and as soon as she had done it she clapped her hands to her mouth in shock and amazement.
"Oh god Sirius I didn't meant it! I'm sorry! I'm really, really sorry!"
Sirius looked at her through sad eyes and shook his head.
"No Lily, don't be. I deserved it"
"No… you didn't Siri-"
"Bullshit Lils! You know it, I know it, heck even James knows it!"
James, who was standing beside Lily, looked at his best mate.
"True, true" He grinned and Sirius sighed.
"I just… I dunno why! Why wasn't it working? Why the HELL did she dump me? I thought she liked me! I thought she cared about me!"
"She does Sirius… she loves you"
"No… don't say that!"
"But it's true! She really does love you Siri!" Lily said watching him closely.
"Well if she did, why'd she do it?"
Lily opened her mouth, but no words came out. Truthfully, she wondered why Becky had done such a thing too.
"I thought so" Sirius said and swam off to the edge of the pool and got out.
Lily turned to James, and sighed.
"What're we gonna do? Why would she do that James? She loves Sirius!"
"Yeah, and we both know that. But Sirius just needs reminding"
Lily sighed and hugged James tightly.
"I'm going to ask her why on Wednesday. I'm going to find out and try to talk her into taking Sirius back…"
"Well I guess its operation 'get Becky and Sirius back together' and otherwise known as gBaSbT"
Lily burst out laughing.
"Honestly, why did we ever hate each other?"
"Because we were both arses" James replied and Lily punched him.
"I wasn't an arse"
James cocked an eyebrow.
"Okay maybe a little bit… a lot actually! But you were too!"
"Yep… I know"
They laughed again.
"Oh my god! James Potter!"
James and Lily turned, feeling confused. Who the hell would know James in the Muggle world?
Both Lily and James' jaws dropped as a girl with long curly blonde hair and icy blue eyes hurried over to the edge of the pool.
Carly Wade sat on the edge and slided into the pool.
Dun, dun, dun, dun!
"C-Carly?" James stammered, looking shocked.
She winked. "Hi!"
Lily stared at her, her eyebrows raised.
"And Lily" Carly added giving her a fake smile.
"I thought you died" Lily said only half joking.
"Um, no. That's the best thing about magic and surgery, they make you look hot"
Lily coughed and James cocked his eyebrow. "Surgery?"
"I always thought you were a bit stupid Jamesie goo goo" Carly said smirking at him. "I mean you did dump me! It was the most stupidest thing you could ever do!"
"Actually, it was the smartest thing I've ever done! The stupidest would have had to be going out with you"
She glared icily at Lily.
Lily and James glanced at each other and gave each other 'the look'.
"Oh my god! It's Carly! And here I was hoping you died"
Sirius was standing on the edge of the pool, glaring at Carly.
"Hmpf, I don't blame you're family for not wanting you"
"I don't blame the surgeon who operated on you to have to get eye surgery because you burnt his eyes just by looking at him" Sirius replied hotly.
Lily and James burst out laughing and Carly gave them evil looks but they ignored her.
"Well… The reason all of our DADA teaches left was because you stank too much!"
"Yeah? Well the reason the ozone layer is almost dead is because you sprayed so much hairspray onto you're big fat thick head it isn't funny!"
"Oh yeah? Well you're mum is so stupid, she exercises when she could get liposuction or something"
"Well you're mother's so old, her breast milk is powdered, she breast feeds like this"
And with that, Sirius blew a lot of white powder out of his hand and it disappeared just like that.
Carly stared at Sirius, obviously not knowing what to say.
"Whatever!" She said and turned away from Sirius.
She looked at James sweetly.
"So Jamesie goo goo did you miss me?"
"Unsurprisingly no"
Lily smirked.
"Well… surely you still love me!"
"Some how you and love just don't match well together" James replied and Lily grinned.
"So who is it that you do love?"
"Lily… that's obvious" Sirius said rolling his eyes.
"You love Lily? Oh my god Sirius!" Carly said gasping.
"No you dumb arse, James loves Lily… that's really obvious!"
"So, have you two slept together yet?" Carly asked ignoring Sirius and turning to Lily and James.
"That doesn't concern you" Lily said before James could even open his mouth.
"When me and James had sex, it was like magic! It was amazing! James is the best I've ever had!"
Lily, who opened her mouth to say something, shut it and looked at James, realizing something. James had never had sex before… had he? Well he told her he hadn't!
Lily looked at James and saw he looked a bit uncomfortable.
"And from what I remember, James thought of me as the best he's ever had"
"Yeah I'm sure he would" Lily said coldly.
James opened his mouth and Lily, not wanting to hear what he had to say, got out of the pool and walked over to her towel.
"LILY!" James yelled and swam over to the other side where their belongings were.
"Lily wait" he said getting out himself and running over to her.
She wrapped her towel around her and turned to him and glared angrily at him.
"Look, just let me explain"
But before he could, Lily swung her hand back and slapped him hard across the face, his head turning to the side.
"Don't ever, ever speak to me again!" She snarled and stalked off over to the pool entrance.
James' hand crept up to his cheek and held it there, shocked and surprised.
He turned to Carly who was standing there smirking.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" James asked angrily.
"Me? What the hell's wrong with you? I'm not the one who lied about having sex!"
He glared at her.
"James… you know you want me so why can't you just admit it?"
"Because there's nothing to admit, just that I hate you and I love Lily. Not you, Lily"
Without warning, Carly leaned up and kissed James on the lips, shocking him so much that he didn't push her away immediately.
But Lily who had forgotten her sunscreen had come back in and saw them. She froze and then turned on her heel and left.
James pushed Carly away and glared at her fiercely and angrily. Sirius had never seen him so mad, even the time in fifth year when Lily had turned his hair pink, his clothes pink and wrote a sign and stuck it to James' back saying; "I love boys".
"Stay away from me" he said shakily.
"James… you didn't push me away" she said slyly.
"Because you surprised me! I didn't think you stoop so low as to actually doing that!"
She shrugged.
"I'm with Lily, and that's not going to change"
"I'm not so sure anymore. She saw us kissing!" she had on the slyest, cruelest expression James had ever seen on anyone's face.
He felt like hitting her.
"Never, ever speak to me again! Never, ever come near me! Don't call me, don't talk to me, and don't come near me! Just stay the HELL away from me!"
James turned and grabbed his own towel and walked out. Remus, collected his things, looked at Carly and glared at her and walked past.
"Hey Remus, tell Lily I said happy birthday!" Carly said smirking. Remus turned and looked at her, and said the one thing he would never, ever say. The one thing that wasn't even expected of him to say.
"Fuck off Carly you stupid bitch!"
Carly was so shocked; she was speechless!
Sirius, who was also surprised followed him and said; "No one likes a bitch Carly"
"Really? I don't remember you ever saying that to me when we dated in third year"
"Everyone makes mistakes, and you're one mistake was messing with James and Lily. Back off Carly, James is Lily's man and you will be ever so sorry about what you did"
Peter hurried after him and said; "Yeah leave them alone!"
He grabbed his and Sirius' things and caught up to him. He passed him his things and Sirius took them, thanking him.
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"Lily? What's the matter?"
It was Wednesday, and Lily was sitting on the floor at Emm's and Becky was laying on Emm's bed while she sat on her favourite squishy chair.
Lily shrugged. "Nothing" she said softly.
"Yeah right! You're never this quiet! Was it Petunia?" Becky asked watching her.
"It doesn't matter. Why'd you dump Sirius?" Lily asked turning the attention to her friend.
"You dumped Siri?" Emm asked, so surprised she dropped her can of coke on the floor. None of them moved to pick it up as Becky began to fidget with the doona on the bed.
"Because" she replied.
"Because why?" Lily asked, watching her closely.
"You love him Becks! Why would you do that?"
"Yeah… I love him. But he doesn't love me"
"How the HELL do you figure that out?" Lily asked angrily. She hadn't meant to sound so angry and it shocked both her friends.
But Lily said nothing and watched Becky.
"Because he never said those three words to me!" She burst out angrily. Lily still felt angry.
"So? That doesn't mean he doesn't love you!" Emm said before Lily could get a word in.
Becky looked at them and told them what happened a couple of weeks ago.
Flashback-
"Sirius?"
Sirius looked at her. They were both sitting on the couch at the Potter's house, watching cartoons.
"Becky?" he said playfully.
"I need to tell you something"
"What?"
"I…"
"Come on Becks! Out with it!"
"I love you" she said and looked at him.
He looked blank for a few minutes but nodded.
"Oh"
He turned his head back to the TV and continued to watch it.
-End of Flashback
Lily stared at her. "He said 'oh'?"
Becky nodded as tears slipped down her cheeks.
"I thought he loved me!" She said and burst into tears. Emm jumped up and sat beside her and hugged her. Tears were sliding down Emm's face too.
"Shhh its okay!" she whispered.
"Maybe he was just scared" Lily said and her two best friends looked at her.
"Whose side are you on?" Becky burst out angrily.
"I'm not on any! I'm just trying to get you to see things from his point of view!" Lily replied quickly.
Becky glared at her and Lily took her chance.
"You know what he used to be like! He was a guy that only dated girls for a week or two! You're the first girl he's ever been committed to! He's never been in love with anyone before! You're the first person he's ever fallen in love with Becks! He loves you! He told me the other day and he was crying because you hurt him when you dumped him! He was scared of ever being in love with someone! It's his first time! Maybe he didn't think it was the right time to say it! But when he realizes it, he will say it! Hell, maybe he hasn't even realized it yet! But he's sure as hell close to realizing how crazy he is for you!"
Emm glared at her.
"I cannot believe you'd take his side over Becky's! She's you're best friend Lily! I'm you're best friend! You know she's done so much for you! Did you know she lost her virginity to Josh? Yeah a week after the tower incident he was still badgering you so she thought that if she slept with him he'd leave you alone and he did!"
Lily sat there, shocked. "How could you not tell me?"
"Because she didn't want you to feel guilty! You're supposed to be her best mate and you're just taking Sirius' side over hers!"
"I'm not taking his side! I'm just trying to get you two to see his side of it! I never mentioned anything about taking sides! I wouldn't do that!"
"Why not?"
"Because I care about them both! Becky's like my sister and Sirius is like my brother! I can't take sides!"
"Yeah well if you broke up James if he was an arse to you I'd take you're side!" Becky snapped.
Lily stood up, he stomach filling with hurt from hearing James' name mentioned and the fact they were trying to force her to take sides.
"I'm sorry! But it's like you telling Emm to choose between you or Remus!"
"I'd choose Becky because she's my best friend! But you… you're dead to me Lily" Emm replied angrily.
Tears were falling thick and fast down Lily's face.
"Yeah you're dead to me too" Becky said glaring at her.
Lily stared at them both and nodded.
"Fine… if that's the way you want it. But don't come running to me when you realize that I was right all along about Sirius loving you Becky!"
"Oh no wonder he doesn't love me Lily! He loves you! It's so obvious! He's always there for you, and you're always there for him! Emm make sure you keep her away from Remus, she'll steal him too! You're a home wrecker Lily! You should be buying clothes from Slut Barn!"
Lily could not believe it. Her two best friends were sitting there, insulting her… hurting her.
Lily turned on her heel, grabbed her bag and pillow and walked over to the door. But not before she stopped and grabbed a photo of the three of them. Lily on the right, Becky in the middle and Emm on the left.
Lily ripped the half with her on it off and scrunched it up and threw it into the bin.
"You's are dead to me too" She threw the other half onto the floor in front of her.
And with that she left, ignoring Mr. and Mrs. Vance asking her where she was going, ignoring Remus, James and Sirius who were standing at the door and walked down the path.
"LILY!" James called after her but she kept walking, ignoring them.
James was about to go after her but Remus stopped him.
"She needs to be on her own right now" he said softly and Sirius nodded.
James watched Lily walk away, and felt his heart tugging inside him. It was breaking, just seeing Lily like that.
He sighed and they walked inside, James' heart elsewhere… on the path with the girl he was madly in love with.
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Okay! That's it for this chapter! Next chapter we'll be continuing on and it will be Lily's birthday! It's Sunday next chapter!
But now I have to get to bed. Love you all!
Reviews please!
LHJ