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Chapter 2

NESSIE´S POV

-"Aunt Alice..?" I asked dubiously

-"Yes Nessie?" she asked with curiosity, of course that would be her reaction

-"No, never mind" I chickened out. She stared at me for two seconds and then said "you can talk to me you know, about ANYTHING , I love you very much, you can trust me".

-"No auntie! is not that, really, I love you and trust you is just that...well... I´m kind of embarrassed", she hugged me in that instant,

-"Take your time sweetie, and if you don´t feel like it you don´t have to say anything" ohh but I do I have to be strong, its now or never. "Well its about Jacob.." , "what happened?, did you two have a fight or something?" she asked, "noo, its just the opposite Alice, I don´t know how to explain it but...its like as time goes by I feel closer and closer to him, I just think about him all the time, I know he is my best friend but since a few months now I have started to feel a little different around him" I felt my face hot and I knew it was red.

She gave me a big smile "you know Nessie, I really think you should talk to him about this and--"

- I interrupted her "nooo Alice, I can´t!"

- "Why not?"

-It took me a whole minute to answer "..what if..he doesn´t feel the same? I don´t think I can handle that, so maybe if I just keep it for myself this feeling would go away soon and we can go on being best friends" I answered and could feel sadness in my voice.

-"I don´t think that is such a good idea Renesmee, above all things he is your friend, your best friend and it is not fair for you or him to keep this thing away, he won´t judge you...you know that right?"

-I sighed "Yeah I know.. I just don´t think I´m strong enough to do this", she laughed

-"OMG! You stood soo bravely in front of a bunch of dangerous vampires but you can´t talk to your best friend about what´s troubling you" I got kinda angry at her "don´t laugh aunt Alice, this is very hard for me" her laugh disappeared

-"I know sweetheart I´m sorry, just promise me you´ll try to talk to him, I KNOW this has a solution", great! I´m talking about this with the aunt who can see the future! "just save me the pain and tell me what is going to happen...please!!" "I´m sorry Nessie, but there are some things you have to do by yourself"

-I rolled my eyes "that was very helpful Alice, thanks, lets go" , she kissed my cheek and the we headed home.

When we arrived to the cottage my mom and dad were in the kitchen waiting for me, both showing a wide smile when I crossed the door. "Good morning sweetheart!" they said at the same time "I´m glad you came back" my daddy said.

-I run to hugged them –I love them so much-- "is good to be home. I´m going to change my clothes, I´ll be back in a sec". When I passed next to my parents room I gasped,and returned to the kitchen in a sec "OMG what happened to your bed?!!" I said innocently, Alice started laughing very hard, my mom and dad exchanged a look and then it hit me, if my mom could blush she would be ALL red right now....

- " EEWWWWWWWW!! you could have at least closed the door and get a new bed before I noticed !!"

-"I´m sorry" my mom said staring at her feet, I couldn´t help laughing .

- "Dad, I was wondering...can I go see Jacob?" my dad and Alice stared at each other for 3 seconds and then my dad´s hands turn into fists, and then he relaxed a little, "OK but don´t be late" I hugged my mom and dad again and went to my room to change my clothes, once in there I dialed Jacob´s number.

"Hello?" ,my hands started to sweat

"Hi Nessie, how are you, it is very nice to hear you!" he seemed happy

" Yeah, er, could I see you, I have to talk to you"

"Is it bad?" he asked anxiously

"Well..i don´t know.. can I come over?"

"Sure, sure I´ll be waiting for you" , I hanged up the phone and started running, if I dont do it now I don´t know if I can do it at all.

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