A/N: Renesmee is going to see Jacob to talk to him about her feelings.....lets see what Jake thinks...
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Chapter 3
JACOB´S POV
It is so strange I thought, Nessie rarely gives me a phone call, she just comes and goes as she pleases, and now she gives me a call and says she wants to talk to me, it sounded important, I feel my stomach hurts, no big deal but is there. What does she want, is she mad at me, did I do something wrong? I can´t remember doing something like that, I started to walk back and forth in my room thinking about the possibilities, what could be wrong? Or is it--
-"knock knock" I stopped breathing for a second
- "Coming!" I said, I knew it was her.
I opened the door and there she was, looking as lovely as ever, wearing no more than a pink blouse and some jeans but for me she was the most beautiful girl in the world, too bad I can´t tell her how I feel.
-"Come on in Nessie", before I could say anything else she asked if my father was in the house ,
-"No, he is fishing with Charlie, he won´t be here until night", "good" she said "because I need to talk to you alone" Uh Oh, this is bad..really bad.
-"Sure Nessie, what do you want to talk about, please have a sit" . We sat in the couch facing each other, she didn´t say anything for about 10 seconds which seemed like an eternity, she just stared at her hands. "Jacob....can I be honest with you...and you promise you won´t laugh at me or anything and give me your honest opinion?",
-I rushed to say "Of course Nessie!! you know you can trust me , I have always be your friend and I will always be no matter what" , "no matter what?" she asked. No matter what I reassured her, wondering if I would ever regret this promise.
"Well... you´ve always been by my side, always helping me, comforting me, making me laugh, you are my friend and I love you--" , I interrupted her "I love you to--" "please let me finish Jacob, this is very difficult for me", I closed my mouth, she was silent for another 10 seconds, it was driving me crazy, "please continue Renesmee" I whispered, she sighed and continued.
-"..you are my friend, and I love you, but it seems that this love has changed..." what does she mean it has changed?, she doesn´t like me now?, she doesn´t want to be my friend anymore? I would die!! "it has gotten stronger.." wait...what?? OMG I should just stop thinking stupid things and start listening to her...carefully.
-"Since the last few months, I just feel ...different around you and I don´t know how you may feel about it, but I would like …to show you how I feel" , different hmm...what does she mean by that?, well, lets get it over with. "Sure Nessie, show me please" I closed my eyes and stay still waiting for her to put her hands in my face and show me what she was talking about.
Instead of her hands, I felt her lips, her pink, full lips gently touching mine, I stopped breathing again, this is what I´ve been waiting all this time, I couldn´t tell her about imprinting until she was 17 , and she is, but I never ever thought she would make the first move. I felt her sweet breath so close to me that I couldn´t kiss her gently anymore, I started kissing her more fiercely, she seemed to like it, she opened her mouth a little bit and I could feel her tongue...that was it. I put my right hand on her neck and with my left hand I pulled her very close to my chest, I could hear and feel her heart bouncing without control, her fingers locked in my hair. She was kissing me as passionately as I was, after I don´t know how many minutes, we had to brake our kiss because we needed air "I´m sorry" she said "I got carried away" she managed to say, she couldn´t breath evenly, " Oh PLEASE don´t say that, Nessie, you don´t know how much this means to me, I have always loved you, I will love you all my life and this is the best thing that has ever happened to me, I was afraid you would tell me you didn´t want to be my friend anymore" she frowned "how could you think that, you are one of the most important people in my life, and I would never want to be away from you,,,,you are Jacob...MY Jacob" and we kissed again.
NESSIE´S POV
It´s been a year now since me and my Jacob are together. The day after our first kiss Jacob explained to me all about the imprinting thing, that made clearer to me his constant presence in my life, some people might find it scary....even creepy, but not me, I loved the idea of being close to Jakey- as I call him now- all the time...my dad didn´t like the idea so much. I can still remember when Jacob asked my dad permission to date me officialy.
-"Edward, I need to talk to you" he said nervously
-"Go ahead" my dad said, putting his hands into fists – he already knew what he was thinking- "well, you know how much I love Nessie, I don´t need to explain to you again about imprinting, I know you don´t like it so much...or me, but I swear to you that I would never hurt your daughter, I love her more than anything, I just want to be with her and take care of her".
-My dad closed his eyes and thought before giving his answer, my mom was touching his arm lovingly, I supposed that she had her shield down so that my dad could know what was she thinking. "Ok, I will give you the chance to be the boyfriend of my daughter.." "thanks daddy!" I almost yelled
-"I´m not finished" he said seriously, that was too good to be true
-"I have some conditions..", "whatever you want dad" I interrupted him again, then he gave me a serious gaze and I knew I was pushing my luck "got it, I´ll shut up", he sighed and continued
-" Renesmee, you will have to tell me or your mother every time you are going to see Jacob, you have to be home by 10:30 on school nights, do ALL of your homework..." I started to hear just blah, blah, blah, and then he got my attention back when in a strong voice he declared – mostly talking to Jacob- "...and the most important thing, NO SEX!" I opened my eyes as much as I could
"Daddy...I wasn´t planning on having sex", he didn´t took his eyes from Jacob.
-"Perhaps YOU are not thinking about it Nessie" that´s all he said. "Thank you daddy!! I promise to be good", "you ARE good" my mom and dad said at the same time, my dad was relaxed now "we just want the best for you sweetie" my mom said lovingly.
-"And Jacob.." my father said "don´t get the wrong idea, I don´t have anything against you, but Nessie is my only child, and it is difficult for me", Jacob gave him a warm smile "you don´t have to explain yourself, I totally understand, we will follow your rules". And that was it, I was the happiest person on earth.
But now, every time I kiss him I feel like I´m burning inside, now it is not enough for me just kissing him, I want more of him...I can´t forget my father´s conditions but each day it gets harder and harder to avoid this feeling, this urge to kiss him more fiercely, more passionately, to be closer to him in a way I know I can´t...I shouldn´t...but it doesn´t mean I can´t".
What do you think my dear readers?
Nessie is struggling with her feelings towards Jacob and the rules Edward set....we´ll have to wait to see what happens with them, meanwhile...
R&R please and be happy :)
