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Chapter 4

JACOB´S POV

I love my Nessie more than anything in this world, she is my everything. My heat melts just by seeing her, she is kind, thoughtful...beautiful, I just can´t stop thinking on how beautiful she is and how lucky I am to have her with me, sometimes I still can´t believe she picked me, and it makes me so happy. I have never had a problem with being with her alone, when she was little Bella and Edward trusted me completely to take her to the park, to the beach, to my house, is not so easy now, but to be honest I totally understand Edward, he is her father and he has to look after her. And I mostly understand it because since the past few months I started seeing her differently, she will always be my friend of course, but now my eyes see her as...a woman, a fantastic, gorgeous and totally desirable young woman. If Edward could read my thoughts in this moment....I surely be dead right now.

Just then my phone startred to buzz "Hi Jakey"

"Hi Nessie! what´s up?" I asked cheerfully

"Mom and dad went hunting....wanna come over?"

"Are you sure?" " You know how Edward feels" I answered

"We´ll just be in the living room Jake, I think he can handle that" , she said

How can I say no to my Nessie. "Ok, I´m on my way" as soon as I said that I was phasing already, the sooner I see her the better.

When I arrived to the cotagge, she was already waiting for me in the doorway, I was zipping up my jeans, I phased just before getting to her house.

"Need help with that? She asked in a very nice seductive voice Whoa! Where did that came from

"Nessie" I said, not that I didn´t like that voice but sometimes she made it so hard for me to concentrate on keeping my distance from her. She chuckled. "Come in" she said. We sat in the living room and started talking about trivial things, school, homework, Billy. After a while we ran out of conversation, and we stared at each other.

"I love you Nessie, more than you Kno--" she started kissing me before I could finish, I just love the sensation of her sweet lips on mine. After a moment our kiss became eager, more passionate, "Nessie, your parents will be home soon" I said breathlessly , "no they won´t" she said and continued kissing me, no doubt she is part human, adolescent and with a rush of hormones she can´t control...or I, and I must admit I love it, if it wasn´t for Edward´s rules... . I had to break the kiss "Nessie , please understand" I manage to say, and when I looked at her a mix of anger and sadness was there. "OK" she said and moved far from me, I could tell something was wrong,

"What?" I asked, she sighed. "OK, if you don´t want me that´s ok, if you don´t want to be with me like that ok...whatever" and she blushed.

I moved very close to her and put my hands on her face so she had to look up and see me. "Renesmee Carlie Cullen, please pay close attention to what I am going to say.." I sighed and continued, "that´s not what I meant when I asked you to understand... it was just the opposite, I want you to understand that it is really hard for me to control my self when I am around you, you are the love of my life, and that doesn´t quite explain all the things I feel for you, all I want is to make you happy, all I want is to be with you, I can´t forget the fact that your father set his conditions, I don´t want to push my luck, but it doesn´t mean that I don´t like you, I´m crazy for you and I DO want you...in all the possible ways--"

She started kissing me again, more fiercely than before, I could feel her tongue brushing my tongue, her fingers locked in my hair, her leg going up on mine....i just couldn´t stop stop anymore, I kissed her back with the same if not more passion, I leaned over her and laid her on the couch, with me on top of her, her hand caressed the skin of my back under my shirt and I wanted to do the same...until I heard someone clearing her throat.

NESSIE´S POV

-"Ahem Ahem"

I was so absorbed in what I was doing with Jacob that she had to do it again.

-"!!". that´s when Jacob and I broke apart and stood up in a fraction of a second, I breathed a little when I saw it was aunt Alice

-"A..aunt A..A..lice" I stuttered breathlessly

-"What do you think you´re doing Renesmee Carlie Cullen?!!! and YOU Jacob Black!!!"

-"I´m so sorry Alice, I didn´t mean to, I wasn´t --" he tried to say "it was all my fault aunt Alice" I interrupted him.

-"Edward is going to kill you both!!--" crap! my dad I NEEDED to cut her off

-"But there´s no need for him to find out!, please Alice, don´t tell him, I beg you, he´ll ground me for life and I can´t live without Jacob" tears started to flow.

-She changed her face "Nessie, please understand..." I´ve heard that a lot today, "your father trusts you...both of you!" she said, giving Jacob a dark glare "you´ll brake his heart" I sighed

-"I know aunt Alice, I know..", she was agitated again

-"Do you know what would happen if you get pregnant?!! your father would die (if that were possible) but not without riping your head off first ,you know!!" she said to Jacob. She sighed and thought of her next words for a moment

-"I will let it pass this time, but you have to THINK before you do something like that, you have to be sure, you have to be ready, and according to your father´s thoughts you preferably have to be ma..." she stopped, I guess she thought she was giving us more unnecessary ideas "just behave ok?" I ran to hug her, "thanks aun Alice, thanks, thanks, thanks"

-"Stop it now" she said laughing.

I guess mom and dad returned to the house at dawn, while I was sleeping, I didn´t hear them. When I went downstairs to get breakfast before school, I was a little nervous, I hope Alice can hold her thoughts about yesterday deep in the back of her head, I know I would have to , I just hoped I was able to do it successfully .

-"Morning dad, mom" I said cheerfully "good morning sweetie" they answered at the same time, good, they were happy, I was safe. "I´m going to school now, I don´t want to be late" , mom asked me if I wanted to eat something but I told her I wasn´t really hungry.

-"I´ll eat an apple on the way" I really needed to get out of the house before I started thinking about Jacob..my Jacob..my world.

In science class, the teacher put us in pairs to work in a small project, nothing too complicated but that ment that I had to go to my friend´s house after school to finish homework early, it also ment that I could not see Jacob until night. Ugh! Nothing I can do about it. I dialed Jacob´s number to let him know the situation, he sighed "ok Nessie, see you at night... I´ll miss you"

-"I´ll miss you too, I´m missing you already..love you,,bye" he hanged up and I sighed. Then I dialed my dad´s number, when I explained to him that I had to go to my friend´s house he was almost..too happy, I know he thinks I´m spending too much time with Jacob but I don´t care.

I was glad the teacher paired me up with Sara, she was as dedicated as I was, so I knew homework would be a piece of cake. And it was, when we were done I just wanted to get home, but I wanted to look pretty for Jacob

-"Hey Sara do you have some lipstick that I can borrow?", she thought for a moment "my mom just bought a new one, the color is just right for you, it´s in my mom´s bathroom...in the drawer" she said nicely.

-"Thanks I´ll be right back" I answered with a smile. I ran to the second floor and look for the bathroom, it was very nice, all white and very neat, she didn´t tell me which drawer but I opened the first one I saw...mmmm this is very interesting... I think I opened the wrong drawer.

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