I still do not own Twilight......just for the record

Chapter 5

Renesmee´s POV

When I was close to home I started to smell that delicious scent that everyone else in my family thought was awful. "Jake!", I grabbed my backpack and got out of my car (my mom and dad gave it to my as a birthday gift for my 18th birthday), and run towards the house, I didn´t notice my dad was standing in the doorway, I just saw Jacob seated in the living room and all I wanted to do was to be with him, we haven´t been together for hours now, my heart started to ache.

-"Ouch!!" I said, I crashed with my dad, I almost fell but my dad caught me.

-"Are you ok sweetie?? where is the fire?"

-"I´m sorry daddy, I didn´t see you standing here, oh shoot! What a mess" my backpack was on the floor and all my books where scattered, "let me help you Nessie" my dad said. I lifted my backpack and in that exact second I wanted to be dead...like, really dead.

-"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS??!!" me father yelled with a face of anger that I hadn´t seen before on his face, he lifted the little black box that I took from Sara´s house...a little box...of condoms. " WHERE DID YOU...?" he stoped and turned around "YOU FILTHY LITTLE DOG, I´M GOING TO KILL YOU!!". In less than a second he was running towards Jacob, I knew I wasn´t as fast as he but I knew I had to do something.

-"STOOOOOP!!" everyone froze. I ran to my dad and put my hands on his face showing him how I had found the condoms, how I took them from Sara´s house, and most important, how Jacob didn´t have to do with anything of that.

All of this happened so fast that neither Jacob or mom knew exactly what was going on, they had this big question mark written on their faces. "What is happening Edward?!" my mom asked almost yelling "Why are you trying to kill Jacob?!", my dad handed the little black box to my mom, her eyes widened and immediately turn to Jacob "What the –?"

-"It´s not his fault" my dad said, and his face was full of embarrassment "I owe you an apology Jacob, I´m sorry, I overreacted" , "as always" I muttered, my dad gave me a dark glare, and said "and YOU young lady sit down NOW!" ...and I did. I saw my mom´s face and I could see she was more calmed than dad. " Come sweetheart, come sit with me please" she said putting my dad´s hands between hers. I guess she had her shield down so that he could hear her thoughts because after a few moments he seemed a little more relaxed, he sighed and start speaking

-"Renesmee, do you remember me setting my conditions so that you and Jacob could date?" "yes" "and do you remember you said you would follow them?" "yes" I said again, "then PLEASE explain to me what the hell did you plan to do with the condoms?!" I blushed. I took a minute to answer, giving him some time to cool off "dad..." I started nervously, " I have always tried to behave, to be a good daughter, I have good grades, I never miss school, I´ve always done everything you ask me, but this is different dad..." I tried to say as calmly as I could " I´m not a baby anymore dad, I´m 18, and you know I love Jacob I really do, and he loves me too, I was just trying to be responsible about it", "Responsible? No Renesmee, it would be REPONSIBLE for you to wait a few more years" he sighed and said, "this is a really big step Nessie, you have to be sure, and ready and--? I interrupted him "yeah I know dad, aunt Alice said the same thing but I AM ready" CRAP! I shouldn´t have said so

-"WHAT!! ALICE KNEW ABOUT THIS?!!!" "shooom" he was out of the house in a heartbeat. This is going to end bad...really bad. I´m so sorry Alice, I thought.

-"Stop him mom!!" I shouted, she dialed Alice´s number " I know, I´m ready" she answered. " I am going to try to calm your father" my mom told me approaching the door "I´m going with you" I said in a rush, "No, you stay here" my mom ordered but I just couldn´t stay in the house thinking about aunt Alice,

-"I´m sorry mom but I´m coming, this is all my fault and I have to face it, I´ll do what I can" she sighed and start walking. All this time Jacob had been very still but he stood up now "please go home Jake, I´ll call you later" I said to him "no" he answered, "I won´t leave you alone, I´ll be watching" I sighed "Ok, bye".

My mom and I ran to the main house and I could hear my dad shouting at Alice "How could you?! She is not your daughter!!" "I know Edward I´m sorry I was just trying to help and--" she tried to say when we entered the room "that is just a pathetic excuse Alice I am her father and you should have told me about it!!"

-"Stop blaming her!!" I yelled, tears running through my cheeks, "she DID try to help, she was just giving me her advice...as a woman" I tried to emphasize that last word to let him know that a girl to girl talk is always easier. In that moment grandpa Carlile got home from the hospital, he saw me crying bitterly and asked anxiously "what happened sweetie?" I put my hands on his face to "show" him everything that had happened since aunt Alice found Jacob and I in the cottage. "Hhmm" he said very calmly,

-"Why don´t we go to the dining table and have a little chat please", I knew that at this point my father would only listen to grandpa. We all sat at the table. "First things first" grandpa said, "let´s keep it honest, don´t you think Nessie?, please show your father what happened with Alice" shoot! I didn´t want to do it but I had to. When I showed my dad, his hands turned into fists and then relaxed, then grandpa started talking "I know how difficult it must be for you Edward, watching your daughter grow up, but she is not a baby now, I´m not trying to tell you what to do, I am just asking you to be a little more patient and comprehensive, this is hard for your daughter too, you know, going through all this changes".

Three whole minutes passed and then my father said a little loud "I know you can hear me Jacob, please come inside", Jacob was next to me in a minute, holding my hands, my dad sighed and said " I know you think I overreacted, but I want you to understand that you are my only daughter – he laid his eyes on mine- I love you more than anything and I just want the best for you" I cried again. " I understand Edward, I really do, I´m sorry I lost control" Jacob said in a whisper,

-"I won´t hold it against you Jacob, you BOTH did it...... I´m not giving you permission to do anything, I just hope that the decisions you make from this day forward are mature, well-thought decisions". "Thanks daddy" I said crying "thanks" Jacob said too. When we started to get up my dad said "Alice I am really, truly sorry, that was totally out of line, I beg you to forgive me" Alice jumped from her seat and gave him a big hug. He chuckled.

Days passed and things were back to normal, everyone happy again. In every opportunity I had, I asked Alice for forgiveness, after the 20th time she just told me laughing "please leave me alone child, you´re driving me crazy!" and I knew I was forgiven and I needed to stop. The kissing between Jacob and I continued, getting stronger and more passionate every day but we agreed in waiting a little longer, just to be sure we were really ready. I knew I was...

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