JAKE POV
"k bells, if that's what you want, then that's what well do."
I was willing to try anything to please that girl. After Edward died,she was pretty upset
and I have to say, seeing him die wasn't as pleasant as I thought it would be. Maybe it
was just because I didn't get to kill him myself. But now im finally getting my chance at
her. Since shes part of the supernatural now, I think I have a better chance with her
because personally I didn't think she would want a human.(especially since she would
probably kill them once things got far enough.) but I wasn't going to let myself think
about that now. i have my chance at her now and iv learned to accept the fact that shes a
vampire. As revolting as it sounds to me now..after I stopped phasing I could be
changed into a vampire.(as long as I can still phase, vampire venom is poison to me. As
in, it would kill me.) and im not sure that im entirely willing to stop phasing now just to
permanently stop aging.(after all,as long as I still transform,i don't age anyways.) I got
over Nessie. Even tho I imprinted on her, I was able to get over her after Edward died.
Don't worry, I don't neglect her or anything, I just don't love her in the same way. She
feels more like my daughter now instead of my wire to be. Which, if things go the right
way, shell be my stepdaughter. I guess after Bella got turned into a vampire,i knew that
as long as they lived they would be together so I kinda gave up. But now that I have a
chance,the woman I was meant to be with seems like the same old Bella. I wonder if my
skin will turn pale white when I turn into a vampire.