JAKE POV
ya... again, the being more self consious about what say. She was right. I need to
start by at least starting to say things jokingly. Mabe I should talk to carlisle and try to
get some advice on how to do that. But then again, that might be just a little bit
awkword. Hey you have to give me a break every once in a while, im new to this whole
trying to ve nice thing. With the pack, I didn't have to be careful with them because I
wasn't planning on trying to date them anytime soon. I might be weird and a werewolf
and everything, but,,, im not planning on being gay anytime soon. And wasn't even
going to consider the thought of dating leah. Ugh. What a horrible thought. I do feel bad
for her tho. I mean the whole thing with sam and everything. I wonder how long I was
just standing there thinking about that while Bella was just standing there waithing for a
response from me. Oops. "sorry, I was just thinking. But if we want to have any chance
of being able to go for a ride today, we need to get moving."