Chapter 2

''I really don't know who you are,'' he said, and she felt more tears streaming down her face.

''Are you – You're joking, right?'' she asked him confused.

''No, I'm not,'' he replied, and he helped her get up. ''I – you seem to know me so.. I'll tell you.''

''God, Jason – tell me what?'' she asked him, and she began panicking.

''I had an accident – I lost my memory, and my parents told me I had lost it before-''

''I know that, I know you have lost your memory before, but how-''

''I don't remember the last 10 years of my life,'' he told her, and she shook her head. She couldn't believe it – this wasn't happening. ''I'm sorry – can you tell me who you are – and what we were to each other?'' She wiped away her tears, and began sobbing.

''I – I – My name is Sam McCall, I was – am your girlfriend,'' she told him, and he nodded.

''Well.. I don't know much – but why haven't you come to see me the last two weeks?'' she looked at him and widened her eyes.

''I – I didn't know you were back – I mean you were on a business trip – you told me,'' she replied, and she wiped away her tears again.

''Ok. Well I am truly sorry,'' he said, and she shook her head.

''No please, Jason – don't be,'' she replied, and he nodded. He looked at her in concern, and she looked at him.

''Well – um, do you want me to bring you home?'' he asked her, and she shook her head.

''No, not just yet – I-'' she stopped talking and sighed. ''Jason – maybe I can help you remember some things?'' she hoped he would let her help, she didn't want to lose him again.

''Now – I don't know if that's going to work. I mean – I heard I had been living as Jason Morgan the last 10 years,'' he said, and he seemed to remember something that was said. ''They didn't even tell me about you.'' He said it surprised, and then he looked at her in confusion, and she saw he had lost every trust in what she had said before. She shook her head, not knowing what to say about that, but she knew why they hadn't told him about her – his family didn't like her, and that's why they didn't tell him about her. they had hoped he didn't meet her – and they also didn't know they had been trying to get back together.

''They – they didn't know we were trying again,'' she said, and she saw he didn't really believe her, but he nodded. ''I would really appreciate it if you walk me home.'' She was afraid Manny would come back.

''Sure,'' he just said, and they walked along to the lake house. He was looking around for things that didn't fit, and she felt safe. He didn't lose that – there was still some Jason Morgan in there, somewhere.

''You still make me feel safe,'' she whispered, more to herself than to him.

''What?'' he asked, and looked surprised. ''I made you feel safe?''

''Yes, you were always looking out for me,'' she said, looking at him. He smiled at her, and she smiled back.

''Well – it's good you felt safe with me,'' he replied. ''Maybe we could sit down some time, and you can tell me about our time together.'' He himself couldn't believe he just said that, but he had meant it, he wanted to see her again.

''I'd love that, Jason,'' she said softly, and the rest of the walk home there was a comfortable silence. He still felt something when he was with Sam, but he didn't really trust her. He didn't trust his feelings either, and that was bothering him. She opened the door, and he stood there, while she walked in. she turned around and saw him standing outside.

''You – You don't want to come in?'' she asked him, and he shook his head no.

''I have to go home,'' he replied, and she nodded, and walked back to the door.

''Ok, then I will see – see you around,'' she said, and it was hard to say something like that. She had hoped that when he got back they would be together again, but this was not anything she could've thought of that would go wrong.

''See you, I think I still have your number in my phone, I'll call you when I want to ask you about my past,'' he said, and she nodded. When he walked away, she held the door and watched him disappear in the night. A tear fell down, and she wiped it away, but it didn't matter – soon, tears began streaming again.

''Sam, you're home,'' Alexis said from behind her, and Sam jumped. She turned around, with her hand against her chest, and Alexis looked shocked when she saw the look on Sam's face.

''Did Jason do something?'' she asked, and Sam sighed. Alexis would always give Jason fault when Sam was crying, and she was getting tired of it. It was time to move out, Sam thought, but she didn't say anything. She walked over to the couch, sitting down and Alexis did the same. She was still waiting for Sam to answer her question, but Sam didn't know how to explain.

''Jason – Jason lost his memory of the last 10 years, but regained it from before – the accident,'' she said, and now she began sobbing.

''What happened? Did he get in another accident? Did he get shot?'' Alexis asked, and Sam sighed again.

''No, Alexis, he did not get shot, ok?'' she yelled, and she ran to her bedroom. She knew Alexis was angry at Jason, she knew Alexis was the one that kept Jason en her apart, and she was just as angry at her.

She sank down on the bed, and laid down. She was afraid Jason wouldn't remember her, and she cried.

The memories of times with Jason flooded in her mind. There had been more good than bad times, and all the way they always loved each other. Even after he had left her – it was all because he loved her.

She remembered the time they played dominoes, how she had lost, but she had made him say she won. She laughed through her tears a little, but soon the laugh wasn't there anymore. She could only see his face when he told her he didn't remember her. it had broken her heart – knowing everything they had gone through herself, and for Jason not to remember was really hard.

She could only imagine how Jason was feeling right now. He saved a girl he didn't know – and it turns out to be his girlfriend.

She also couldn't believe the Quartermaine's hadn't said anything about her – or even called her when Jason was in the hospital.

She cried herself to sleep, thinking about Jason, remembering all the good stuff, but also all the bad stuff between them.