Chapter 5

''Sam,'' Jason said through the phone, and Sam sighed of relief. He called her, just like he said.

''Jason – how are you?'' she asked, wondering when they would see each other again. It had been a week since last time she had seen him, and she missed him.

''I'm good – you?'' he asked the same question, she knew he didn't know what to say really.

''Fine , thanks. Did – did you remember anything?'' she asked him, really not sure what to expect.

''Well yeah – that's why I called. Can we meet somewhere?'' he asked, and she felt her heart jump.

''Sure! Of course, where do you want to meet? Kelly's?''

''Yeah, that sounds fine. I can be there in half an hour,'' he said, and they agreed to meet in half an hour.

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Sam sat down opposite of Jason, and gazed at him. He looked good, and she smiled at him.

''So, what did you remember?'' she asked, and he laughed at her tone. She was anxious to know what he remembered, but she loved to see him laughing.

''It's – ok I think this is going to be really hard for you,'' he said, and she looked surprised. ''I remembered holding your baby.'' When he said that, her eyes filled with tears, and she shook her head.

''Ok, well that's good right,'' she said softly, with a lump in her throat. She knew this was going to be hard, but she also knew Jason – he would want to tell her what he remembered.

''Yeah I guess so. I remember holding her – she was so small. I also remember that that's the moment I realized I loved you. When I held her, I was thinking of how I could tell you – I knew it would break you, you would break when I told you.''

''I almost did – but you were there to help me,'' she said, and she wiped away a tear that had escaped. ''You helped me through the most difficult time in my life, and I want to do the same for you. I know this must be hard for you.'' He nodded when she said that, and she looked at him – she saw him a bit blurry.

''Sam – I'm sorry I made you cry,'' he said, and she shook her head.

''No, this is – this is good for you, I mean, you need to remember, and that's something that made an impact on you.''

''Why?''

''You – the baby wasn't yours, it was Sonny's – she was Sonny's baby girl, but Sonny got back with his wife Carly, and you offered to help me take care of my little girl.''

''I see – I – I am really glad I met you the other day, in the park. If I hadn't, maybe I would not even remember all this. I guess you have been a great part of my life.'' Sam didn't know what to say to that. She had liked to think she was, and she hoped she could be again, but she didn't want to say it.

''I – I guess so,'' she finally said after a while, and he looked up at her. When he smiled, she couldn't ignore the jumping of her heart – and smiled back.

''Listen, I have another appointment – I'm sorry but I have to go now. You – do you still want me to call you when I remember something?''

''Yes, of course. I want to help you in every way I can,'' Sam replied, and he rose from the chair. She did the same and they held gazes for a while.

''I want to ask you one question,'' he said, and she nodded. ''Do you want to show me your daughters grave?'' she took a deep breath, and nodded again.

''Yes, if you want to – and when you want to I will come with you,'' she said, and he thanked her and walked away. She sat down again, feeling emotional at best. He remembered her little girl – remembered holding her, and she was glad he did remember something, it was just hard to hear it again.

''Sam? Are you and Jason back together?'' she heard Carly say from behind her, and she turned around.

''Why do you ask?''

''I saw you two together just now. Why hasn't he called?''

''What do you mean?''

''Well last time I spoke with him was before he had to go out of town for business.''

''Yeah. Carly sit down,'' Sam said, and Carly did. Sam told Carly all about Jason and his memory loss, and she looked at Sam with wide eyes.

''So he does remember his Quartermaine side, but not his Morgan side?''

''No, he only remembers the true Jason Quartermaine – some memories came back the last couple of weeks,'' Sam began to tell Carly everything.

''So he wants to get back with you?'' Carly asked Sam, and Sam shook her head. Tears began to fall again, and Carly looked at her in confusion. ''Why are you crying now?''

''I don't know, it doesn't make sense because he is so sweet to me, and he wants to get to know me again, but its hard, you know?'' she said, and Carly nodded. She could understand that, but she also knew now Sam loved Jason more than anything in the world.

''Ok, well you will help him get his memory back right?'' she said to Sam, and Sam nodded.

''Yes, that is what I am going to do,'' she said, and smiled at Carly. ''Thank you so much!''

Just as she was planning on leaving Kelly's, her phone rang. She walked outside while picking it up, and she was a bit surprised to hear Jason's voice.

''Sam, I need to tell you something,'' he said when she picked up.

''What is it? Did something happen?''

''No, look – there is this treatment and it will help me get my memory back, and I want to talk to you about it. Can you meet me in the park?''

''Sure, I'll be right there, I have to go to the lake house to grab something and I will be there as soon as I can ok?''

''Ok.'' They hung up, and Sam went to her car.

There was a treatment that could help him get his memory back, and he called her? Why didn't he just do the treatment? She would be glad if he did.

She arrived at the lake house five minutes later and she grabbed her coat. She had forgotten it when she went to Kelly's, but that didn't matter because she was inside. Now she would be outside and it was cold. She walked over to the park where they had met several times and she walked fast. She didn't want to keep him waiting too long, and when she saw him she had the urge of jumping in his arms.

''I'm glad you're here,'' Jason said, and he started telling her about the treatment.